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promises are meant to b broken
Tuesday, May 23 ♥
i really dunoe wad to say bout ystd,But theres one werd dat can describe ystd-SUCKS!Atiqah,everyday sucks fer u!it was one of the most patethic day ever!Haix...one tooting sms can change my mood the whole day.love lyf failing.Friendshpi lyf,ermm...sumwhere at the verge of failing also.is dat prsn really impt to dat sum1?i wish i knew.How cum dat sum1 din tell me bout dat sum1 new?hate to b the last to noe.U`re always the first to noe bout me!Guess im nt dat impt anymore huh?AtiQah!stop heving negative tots!Atiqah!ure fucking patethic!Change fer the better atiqah.First thig first y i cried ystd nyt.IM AFRAID TO LOSE YOU.Get dat?i really dunoe wads so special bout u.Except fer the fact dat u r the closest prsn in my lyf.Ive nvr shared my lyf wid sum1 so special lyk u.Is there sum1 out there actually cast a spell on us?B4 i went to bed,i cried my heart out.i really dunoe how many boxes of tissue ive used.but i knew dat when i slept ystd,my nose`s blocked n i can hardly breathe.i cried till i fall asleep.I think i can even feel the emotional side of me when im slping.Woke up at 4am just now mrng.Cnt slp anymore.My eyes and body hurt so much.it was freaking cold just now.Then i realize dat im heving high fever.i can hardly open my eyes.Dat`s becos u cried too much Atiqah.Ouh god.i even feel lyk crying the moment i opened my eyes.cos theres 2 name that came to my mind.His name n Her name.ouh shit! dunnoe why.den i cried again.well it wasnt dat bad.Guess theres no more tears left fer me to cry. Must the radio keep on playing my BEST FRIEND fav sngs?feel lyk paying puzzle wif the radio.feel lyk throwing the radio againts the wall...ok2.If i ever lose you to dat prsn,What am i suppose to do?What will my future be.....?anyone has any idea???? Dis is my rply to u...(Cant rply to u via sms cos my pp8`s low) me takkan tinggalkan u selagi me btol2 sygkn u.Me takkan tinggalkan u no matter wad.Ape yg me ckp selame nie,me mean it.Even if u leave me fer awhile,ill welcum u back into my lyf wid open arms.I`ll nvr scold u wifout looking into the matter first.Sumtyms i wish every tears dat drop frm my eyes,they show u how much u mean to me.Every single drop brings a different meaning.And if u think im being sensitive,im not.Dun get me wrong.Even if im one,it will last fer awhile.i dun lyk to tok bout the past especially bout friendship.Dat topic can change my mood fer the whole day.Even if i smile or laugh,it din sink into me.I didnt meant it.I'd rather spent my tym wif u rather than wid my guy.Unless i hev to.Guys, they cum n go easily.Best friend,they cum n its hard fer em to go.... |