Tuesday, July 31 ♥
I have not been mugging for my chemistry. Wait. I will do it soon. After updating this post ya? I have no idea what to study for Design. Maybe I can read my Physics notes for some of questions that will be coming later (tomorrow). There is one particular formula that I am trying very hard to remember :
Moment of clockwise = Moment of anticlockwise.
Is this even the correct formula? Does iteven exist? Oh well. Crap.
Chemistry paper tomorrow. Hm.. I have let Mdm Reh down. I didn't study. I'm only interested in organic Chem. Can I have Firay`s brain when it comes to Chem? Or even better, the brain of the class, Wei Jin? Ha-Ha *laughing sarcastically.* Dream on. I wish I could do my Chem like how I did it last year. I passed all her test. And now i failed all her test. Badly. OKAY. Enough said.
I reallydo need to start mugging for my Chem. It`s 9.30!
I can draw!
Monday, July 30 ♥
Hm..
hm..
So, what does it feel like lying to me? Great? Happy? The other day you told me the other thing and now u are telling me different stories. What a liar! Shouldn't have trust you a lot. Hey idiot, even if you want to lie to me, think what you told me the other time. You are being selfish. Wait..do you even trust me in the first place? Keep falling over and over again in your god damn trap.
This time, u didn't disappoint me. I knew it that you will lie to me. I want to forget what you told me. Moving on..
I really need to save my money. Nichole`s birthday`s coming soon. 10th August! Shiats... $300 from now till August 10th. That`s possible. Must think positive. I'm left with $58. Minus movie ticket plus popcorn and drinks, that will be around $45...Maybe.
MATHS PAPER...skip that. I don't wanna talk about it.
I can do that curve line perfectly without curve rule! Alhamdullilah!
And I think I managed to do it perfectly within few minutes. That to me my friend, is the shortest time I took to draw out a perfect graph. It`s FREE HAND drawing.
Mom kept asking me about besty. Lots of questions asked.
Lots of love..
Love ya'll..
ooppss! I just farted..
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Darn my physics! I can do it but...i forget some of the Formulas.
I hate doing electrcity. I don't understand. Lots of unit and formulae to remember. Speed-time graph and distance-time graph are still the best!
Can I report late for my paper tomorrow? hehs. Nuts.
I'm so sleepy i only had two hours of sleep. Don't ask what i did for like the rest of the time when night falls. As soon as i reached home, I slept from 1100hrs to 1425 hrs. I looked so blur and i felt so lost when i woke up just now. I felt like i missed something while I was sleeping. I'm so hungry. Kept starving myself for the past three days.
Oh my..Oh my.. I miss BULAANN! Yes. Yes. NURUL AMIRA bte Rahman..tc!
I miss bullying kudut aka mak cik aka besty aka gendeng aka ???
Could you please continue it for me,Aisah...Continue your nicknames that was given to you by me...
Craving for something sour. It goes well with the cold weather right now.
Are they related?
Sunday, July 29 ♥
Just came back from studying with Khalil at McDonald's @ Bukit Batok CC. Before that, we had our meals. I was starving. I didn't eat the whole day. Stuffed myself with carbonated drinks so that I wouldn't feel hungry. Perfect way to keep myself full. And so we studied and he did his D&T folio.
I kept staring at this young lad with his mat salleh wife and daughter. His daughter is gorgeous and cute. I think she's the same age as Hidayah. She reminded me soo much about Hidayah. About that young lad. He look like Mr Adam. They look alike. From his eyes to his mouth to his cheeks! But the only thing that separate them is their size. Mr Adam is ahem and that guy size is OK.
Went home around 11. Didn't realize it`s 11.
Abang`s back! Oh my gosh he is Dark! he is the darkest in the family now! Muahaha. Im not the only one. Wee hee! alamak when he opened his backpack, Masya'allah! the smell.."Wangi" banget deh. "Wash all the baju. that shirt abang didn't wash for two weeks." i was like "huh?! what the hell!"
I'm so the semangat for Hari Raya raight now. Cant stop listening to all the songs. Weird. Puase is in 2-3 mths time! weehee. ehk??
Saturday, July 28 ♥
I've been taking things likely since last Monday. I've not say any bad words! Yippee to me. well, except for yesterday. I was pretty upset about something.
Oh gosh! I miss going for trainings actually. I wanna go yesterday. But, the thought of someone, made me think twice about going. I wanna talk to Miss Yen lah.
I dreamt about Miss Yen just now morning. I gave her a huge bear hug. I wish she had the same dream too :)! You know it's like telepathy. I totally like regret right know. Aiyoh! Darn.
Oh yeah and after that dream, i dreamt again. I dreamt that cockroaches invade my room. OK I'm exaggerating. There`s like only 5 roaches. 4 small ones one mother of all mother roaches. It`s so hard to kill those roaches. especially the small ones. They were mating sey. Close an eye on them. Don't ask me what happened next cos I was rudely awaken by that stupid Akon song-"don't matter"
Stupid Washing machine. The washing machine is spoilt! Urgh! I guess the washing machine is jealous cos I went window shopping and compliment all the new washing machine yesterday.
Must you use the word "fcuk" in every sentence in your blog? Oh my gosh!
Thursday, July 26 ♥
Math paper 1... I can do some of the questions which i used to have doubts. Yeay-ness to me! But i don't think i can score pretty high for the paper.I just write whatever formulae i know and whatever explanation they asked for. I hate McDonald's Milo. Be it hot or iced old. I will end up looking for the toilet. If not for the toilet, i will feel nausea. I guess I can only have school`s Milo.That`s the best. It`s geography paper tomorrow! Gonna have fun doing it. Except for Map reading. sucked at that. Must study. Okay I'm having difficulties doing up my Design folio. It`s hard to pick up from wehre i stop. My folio was dusty. hehs. The last time i touched my folio was before the June holidays.The first day we used the design workshop(early May i guess). I have not touched my folio ever since. I wanna ride that super bike. Can't wait for high school musical. Watched it for like a dozen time yet i still love it! Zac Efron and Vanesa Hudgens they are so compatible! Okay i really need to get down to business for my Design folio. bluek
Wednesday, July 25 ♥
Dear diary,
Abang is coming back this Saturday. I can't wait to see the new charcoal him. But i don't think he`s gonna be that dark cos heaven has been pretty kind on these NS men. Weather for the past few days had been superb. Well except when it rains. Pulau tekong will be his next destination.
Nothing much has changed in life. Science practical exam was a okay. I was worried about kudut though. She has no idea and she`s totally afraid to switch on the Bunsen burner. She has Arsonphobia. I was totally worried for her. Worried that her marks will be deducted for asking help and stuff. I hate that question. I mean that solid seems to be soluble in Hydrochloric acid, when heated and in cold water. Year. Till Ahmad was like "eh sial uh.." kesian kans?
The chem practical was pretty easy. Ahmad kind of forget his gradient formula i guess. Kept asking Amirul and me. I managed to solve that gradient question.
I really got to discipline myself when it comes to studying. Like what Mdm reh told me. Math paper 1 is tomorrow. I really need to study. Kudut is getting cleverer than me. Hrmph! jealous. Let`s compete who will score the highest,kudut!
Saturday, July 21 ♥
I lost everything over night.
Mother holy crap. Kanina cibai.
God! Im back to my old ways.
everybody is like $%^#
everyday is like !@@##
everybody is like one fucking shit holy marcaroni dumb ass moronic idiot!
I miss my brother so much.
liar liar liar liar liar liar liar liar liar!!!!!!!!!
Im muthafcukingbitch
I CHANGE OKAY!
It is frustrating when you didn't get what you want.
"The higher you fly, the harder you wil fall."
Thursday, July 19 ♥
God! why am i thinking about the past when u told me to go on with life. It`s easy for you to say to change the love feelings to friendship kinda love. It`s easier said than done. To you it was easy; but no to me. Why do u have to make decisions beyond my ability to handle the truth? Have you ever spare a thought about me? Do you think i wanna love you also in the first place? Of cos no. Never in my dream too. Why so sudden? Who cares if all these happened almost two months ago? Do u have any idea how much i went through trying to erase everything bit by bit? I wanna talk about this but the thought of u giving me unsatisfactory answer turns me off.
Why do i always have to listen to others? They got what they wanted. When i get what i want, there`s always something that bound to spoil the joyful feeling.
I guess have to live life with my friends lying to me every single day. Still i act like im a dumbo jack ass who knew nothing about the truth. I really don't know where i go wrong.
You make me feel neglected. Where were you when i was in need? I was there when you need me. Get rid of that "can't be bothered" feeling. It irritates me especially when in imes of need. I know you. You were not like this when i saw you for the first time. That wasn't my first impression. But now i see it. You have a kind heart and you are not mean. Just spent a little bit more time with me. That`s all i need. Where are those promises you make? i didn't see it coming.
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Oh well, crap! I'm gonna fail badly for my English prelim. Maybe parents will be called down again. And another good scolding. Hehs. OK, but seriously, i can't do the paper. I just couldn't find the whole idea. It`s so hard. Trust me. With my watery eyes, my over sensitive nose and the cold weather, it dampens the mood just like that. And i hate doing exams in that condition. Who on earth switched on the fan in the first place? Brr..It was cold. For the essay, it took m like almost an hour to write out 2 paragraph. I only manage to write two short paragraphs. You can even call it a summary. I slept like every 5 minutes for paper 2. I don't know why i felt so sleepy suddenly. Is it because of the pineapple or the orange juice that made me sleepy, I'm not sure. The group of female teachers up there on the stage laughing hysterically don't know about what..They were laughing like non stop. I swear the paper sucks!
Migraine strikes back. Great Kan? shit. i totally hate it. Shouldn't have pressurised myself. I was on the brink of giving up and actualy puke on my paper. Im still not OK. With all these flu and migraine, it's kiling me.
If you want anything, stop asking me for help or waht so ever.
Im starting to fall in love with bar codes. I think they are seriously like cool.
Monday, July 16 ♥
I will make sure that I am not gonna be my usual self tomorrow in school. Of all great and cool friends i have in school/class, Only Mr. Maszlee bin Mansur realize i have changed. Thanks for bing an observant. Greatly appreciated.
Here I am blabbering and yada-ing about what I had always wanted to do eversince 25th May.
I wish that :
-I could talk to everyone without being sarcastic.
-A big NO NO to sardonic for me.
Well, I guess that`s about it. I'm being sarcastic cos im not happy with someone or I'm just being myself. As in joke. Get my pointy?
Fcuktard.
Ahh! It's weird though. For me. If I'm doing just fine with my parents, I will be having problems with my friends. Vice versa. Get the gist? Is it cliche?
I have never asked to be born to be someone who loves being rude to others. I just feel that...*sighs*
I pesonally felt that when I'm rude to others, others will be rude to me too. Karma. Retribution. Whatever not. Never mind. Let time and the environment change me.
Belum bayar puase. Deng! Maybe i should fast tomorrow? MAYBE.
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Gosh! The songs played at RIA minutes before the LC was so emo. Takleh angkat. Im not a fan of those two idles (idols). I swear that the paper was kinda easy. KIND OF.
Ahh! Im loving recess right now. Only if he keeps he`s god damn mouth shut and do his work. Or better still, if he`s gone. Pardon me, but that`s just me. Im born to hate people who makes me feel restricted. Unless you are someone to me. Get that? Im a bitch right now.
Hippy..She loves the cake! Yeay-ness! Three sweet cheers for the class (:
I won't forget that look on her face. Yeay-ness again...!
Chem test was suppsedly to be an easy one. Obviously i didnt
study. Clean forgotten about it. I know what the question asked me but i cant remember the proces and stuff. i got all mixed up. Yups. i m gonna fail my test. Not another test. Hope not. :x
She finds the box adorable. hehs...
Sunday, July 15 ♥
I have been updating my blog like a couple of times in a day. I have the urge to blog but I have no idea what to post. I'm sleepy yet i still wanna blog. Ahh! another addiction after redbull.
I got the cake! I got the cake! Yeay-ness!
The cake is like so cool. TOO bad I ordered 500g only!
Out of budget and The cake is meant for 1 peson only.
I took out every cent that was in the envelope. Well, not me, but besty did it.
I went out around 7++ and reach LOT 1 at 8 exactly!
GREAT! I didn't take a cab or what so ever.
Im learning how to be independent here okay! No more cab rides next time.
After i collected the cake, bought my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner cum next day`s dinner at LJS. On my way home on a peaceful train ride, i saw besty`s dad in the train in the same cabin as me! He was standing at the door with his eys closed. Guess he`s tired. Even when the train stops at Gombak MRT station, he still stood there. He must be really tired. He saw me when he was about to get out of the train. He was like "eh!" and he smiled at me. i SMILED at him back. I adore his smile! Million dollar smile just like his daughter. Hahas. Ok eversince then, i cant stop smilling. Gah! Im crazy. Going goo goo gaga over a smile. wth. He was on the phone talking when i saw him at CCK MRT. Sape gaknyer call. Orang rumah suroh singgah kedai beli makanan ker??
Oh my gosh! that couple boleh kene tangkap basah! Ok, they didnt do it on the train. But their behaviour caught my attention. Ok. Enough said.
Ive yet to do my homework. I feel like stop using handphone. It`s just so boring to have one right now. (yar cos my prepaid`s low)
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My immune system is pretty low.
Its frustrating when u are sick again and again and again.
Can't wait for tomorrow.
Can we skip recess? I don't feel like going for recess.
I miss adik laki ku deh...
Kick your bloody ass,enal..
Whenever mom talked about Abang, it feels like as if he`s dead.
My dad cried! ler...baru gi camp..bukan nyer anything..
Oh my gosh. I really want that Vans school shoe.
I wanna go KL. I wanna go Australia.
Im gonna have my hands on that thing soon.
wow! I saw a small sized lady riding the BMW big bike. suhweet sey...
Cool! Im gonna have that bike also! please papa! It`s best if the bike is in red. Hot! hot ! hot!
Been having bad dreams for the past few days. Argued with kudut about testimo at friendster. Adik was disturbed by "it". And there`s more to it.
I wanna go out with kudut again!!!!!!!
Saturday, July 14 ♥
Finally, it`s official...
Im having a fever. Darn. I just can't stop having ulcers.
Went out with Kudut. It was a short one. She asked me out.
Went to WM. She ate her ever favourite Mcspicy. She finish it within mins sey.
she eat very fast kan? Like her daD. But seriousy, no one can beat her dad when it comes to eating. after all that, went to Popular to buy Chemistry Assessment book and i bought my stationary. Head to Lot 1 and order a cake.
My mind was blank as i have no idea what flavour to buy. The design was kinda cute though. Elmo with some wordings on it. Hope she loves it. It`s the thought that counts actually. But hell, once in a while we did it for someone we love right?
My head hurts. After all these sneezing and coughing. It`s cold. I feel so sleepy but i don't wanna sleep. I'm afraid that i can't sleep later tonight. Ahh! abang will be away for two weeks. Damn it.
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Ahh! Im hungry. Craving for Cheese..anything that has cheese. I wanna try Pizza huts new pizza with fondue...I wonder what does it taste like. Im a cheese freak. Craving for Laksa at Bedok. Beside Bedok stadium. Ahh! iT`s sinful okies? Im sure it`s not wrong eating sinful food once in a while. Been straving myself these days. Not in the mood to eat but my stomach can't stop grumbling for food. Shut up, stomach. Been acting like knvjdjdfnaeu in school. Im unhappy with almost everybody! Everybody that comes in my way. I need someone to talk too. Knock some fcuking sense into me. ahh! been using vulgarities in almost every sentence. I wish i could scold you. I really wanna scold you. You've changed you idiot! Never mind i won't die without you! bLUEK! You sucks.bitch.arse.whore.slut.BETRAYER. Anonymous freak... U liar! liar liar pants on fire...hah! Hasbi taught me that Im just doing my job. Darn not another ulcer. Kudut! can i strangle you and cut you into pieces? And dump you all over Singapore? Kidding... I wish i could slice you and heat your "tender" meat like KEBAB. (Do u heat kebabs?) Those fatty acids will some out from your meat at instant. As soon as your meat been heated. Those fats will drip from your meats. squeeze those fats of yours out. Braper kilo babat engkau? with the left overs, i'll sell it to the butcher. He will sell it. Sekilo $5... Not worth it you gendeng... You think your meat that tender like those steaks huh? eeewww...Human meat fr sale. Your thighs can make be it into Turkey meal. That will be more than enough to feed those African kids. Yet you still complaint about food. I think you are stupid...
Friday, July 13 ♥
Yes! finally i can use the internet.
Love you mom...
Abang has finally reported for his came today. Hm..Finally huh? you difer your NS fr two years finally u are reporting. Too bad i wasn't there to see him for the last time. Take care when you are there. Im sure Momma and papa gonna miss you..Im gonna miss you too,abg...
oK, thats so mushy. Iv never said those words to him before. Let alone in a blog...
Lots of things happened within a short period of time.
Fought with Akil. Im sorry friend...Its my fault for scolding you. BUT! in the first place you shouldn't have played with the watch which is not mine. Forgive me...
Secondly sorry to Neeza cos i went ballistic for no reason. Thanks for forgiving me..
Thirdly, Ive been betrayed by someone i consider as my closest friend for the past 5 years. Now, it's like the whole group is againts me. Or should i say... Hope god wake you up real soon.
Fourthly, Mdm reh`s coming back!!! wohoo! But i can certainly wait for the extra lessons that`s coming up...Hehe..
And the lists goes on...
How I wish adik stops sneeking up from the back. He can't stop scaring me. Im gonna kick your ass if you do that again.
I've Maszlee to thank..You were there when i need someone to confide in. Thanks a mill..
Haziyah,Nasiha and the rest..You guys rocks...You guys rock my sock today. Just can't stop laughing...
I wanna play in the NSSL...but the O levels...
Oppsie.. i forget someone...
KUDUT! youareweirdthisweekandyouare...crazyjustnow...soryforbeingsuchaLOYARBUROK...
whats life without laughter right????
I love you lah best friend! its so fun to bully you....
Tuesday, July 10 ♥
Just came back. Ok i hate the doctor. So unfriendly. I want doctor Joseph back!
But he`s in Toa Payoh.
So the doctor said that...
I need more Vitamin C. My body lacks Vitamin.
I need to eat more Fruits.
I need to have more sleep.
I need to rest.
I need to drink lots of water.
There.
I don't quite understand his instruction. He says, I need to apply a bit of the cream. But when i read the instructio given, it says do not swallow. So, how am i suppose to dab that paste on my tongue without swallowing the paste? Wait..Ahh.. i will just ask my aunt about it.
Oh yeah and it cost me 23 bucks just for one small tube..Like patethic. Urgh!
Actually i kinda have doubts applying it before going to bed. Who knows when i wake up the next day, im gonna have my tongue swollen or worst still, i lose m life overnight.. Choy! touch wood! Hope not okies?
oh yeah i forgot to blog this just now in the previous post :
Aisha and i we were like bitching about someone. Ok, seriously im getting personal right now but i need to let it off my chest. I told her everything abt that Ms stuck-up. Ya... I guess Niza and her friends' judgement ain't that sucky. Even ______ and ______Think so too. Why the sudden change of attitude...
God i hate that Ms Stuck-up too..It`s so sudden...
I should have asked the doctor to prescribe me with some sleeping pills since i have trouble sleeping.
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Hours before my O level Malay Oral.
Besty says that my reading sucks.
I accept that. There was no tone (at all).
I don't think I can get Distinction.
It`s O level not N level.
Yeah..Yeah practice makes perfect.
But who`s gonna listen and judge my reading like right now?
My brother? He`s not at home. Even if he is at home right now,I don't think his judgement will be accurate and stuff. We communicate in English. So obviously I can't get anything out of him.
I'm nervous whenever i read. I can't make eye contact to anyone wheneevr i talk to them. Others might think its rude, but it's my nature. Whenever i make eye contact or stuff, i'll start laughing and stuff. I don't want the invigilators to think that im rude. Ahh! help! Dah, diam..
I keep having ulcer in my mouth. I just had one on my lips And it was pretty huge. And now it`s on the right side of the tongue. It`s like the whole stretch. Its painful. I can hardly taste anything. It sucks when u have to eat only one side of your mouth. Its better to have ulcer on your lips rather than your tongue. Some say cos of my heatty body. Drink lots of plain water. I followed their instruction, but it didn't do any better. It`s getting worst. URGH THE UNBEARABLE PAIN.And you can actually see that the ulcer is white in color.
Monday, July 9 ♥
It's monday. The first day of the week. I feel pretty comfortable with everyone today. I was quite energetic when i step out of the house today. Looking forward to go to school today.I wish Im like this everyday. Eager to go to school.
School was nothing much. D&T i sat with suffian and Mdm Hamidah and talked. Lawak lah kau Suffian. After school, sat at the study corner. Besty did her work whilst i just look at her completing her stuff. Finally, I've something to do. Mrs goh helped us with the geo essay. It was easy actually. But the question sounds so complicating. Had our lunch. Besty ate alot and talked alot too. She spent like almost $4 on foods and drink. Big appetite you have there huh.
I feel different today. Im more helpful with the household chores and stuff. I have no idea how to phrase it but i feel the different.
Sunday, July 8 ♥
Im so sick and tired of telling myself to go on with life after unwanted incidents happened. Especially when you are 100% sure that you have nothing to do with it. Im not trying to rack up about what happened yesterday. It makes me feel like I've been wrongly accused by someone I love. It`s hard to say. But i love my best friend`s mom like my own. Im totally clueless. All i can do right now is really to move on with life and stop reminiscing about what she said. It`s pointless.
I miss Mdm Rehana. I miss my classmates. I miss best friend.
Didn't study for the past 2 days. I just don't have the mood to study. Oops my article. I'll try to do it by tonight. Hopefully.
Why do our loved ones keep dissapointing us??
Saturday, July 7 ♥
My second post within minutes...
Ahh!!!!!!!
Im back being a selfish me again..shits...
its hard to say it but only pne person will know what i mean..
i MISS best friend. Get That???????
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When u spent nearly half of your life with someone u called "best friend" and the next moment you have to "separate" fom them is suckish. It`s fucking patethic when others come between two friends. Im not talking about third parties or whatever fucking shits here. Im talking when ur best friend`s mom is angry at her own child for some other reasons and she starts dragging you into the picture for no reason.
About her tuition, i fucking her hate tutor and i totally agree with kudut. Her mom is not the one who spent two hous of her life sitting beside some moronic ah lians who thinks that she can make best friend`s life better. Its best friend who is going to sit for her Os. Its her who`s making decisions. She knows whats best for herself. And why on earth are others making decisions for her? If best friend thinks that she`s better off studying with a FULL TIME teacher, so be it. Let her be. Why are u still bothered bout her decisions? Best friend`s the one who`s suffering not you. You talk, disagree with her like you understand what best friend is going through. If u undestand her, u should agree with her. Understanding her is the best thing you could do now. Face it, she`s not like your other niece who are smart ass. I've seen how best friend studies and she followed out teacher`s method not that tutor`s method. I dont think she catch what that tutor taught her all these while. Stop your bad habit by dragging othrs into the picture would you? If u think that i brain wash ur child`s mind about the whole tuition thingy,well, you are wrong. Best friend said it first and i saw and heard how that tutor teach her. That tutor with no manners at all.
!@##$
Friday, July 6 ♥
I only had 3 hrs of sleep just now morning. I thought i would be having a hard time trying to keep my eyes open as wide as posible. However, i was proven wrong. I wasn't sleepy in school at all. So that`s cool. No more sleepyhead. I feel kind of uncomfrotable when Maszlee sits behind me. Cos he likes to touch me?? As in... Ermm.. Never mind forget it. It`s not molesting. But i do feel uncomfortable. But its hard to tell him off. So the only thing i can do is to act snobbish. Sometimes i do think lowly of him. I don't know why.
Math..Well for the first time i didn't do the work that was given by Mrs Tan. It`s not that im lazy. I was busy collecting donation stuff and giving out magnets. And i spent the last 45 mins talking to AIsha and Renuga. Same goes for SS period. I cmpleted my work durng the previous lesson so im free! It was boring la.After school, i waited for kudut for like 2 hrs and 15 mins? yups.. I slept for 45 mins..Atleast it was bad as before. After school we head to causeway point looking for the perfect gift for someone. But we end up empty handed cos it`s not worth it buying those gifts there. So it looks like we have to stick to the suggestion that was given to me.
Ahh that huge pimple below my lips caught some attention indeed. i thought it wasn't that obvious. It looked like as if i pierce my lips? Hey, but if that huge annoying pimple is gone, im gonna have my pimple free face back again..
I have lots of things to do but i've no idea where to start..
Thursday, July 5 ♥
Shits...I have to save my money again! Cos its August next month. Two birthdays in the same month? Alamak...Did their parents plan to have their daughters born on the same month? Melampaunyer!!! Aiyoh...I'll figure out how..
The money was collected. Now im left with suggestions on what to buy. Well, im left with two suggestions but it`s hard.. Anymore suggestions Mr Chairman?
Your vice chair needs help here. Left with a couple of days to do all these before she comes back next week.
Kudut is the best person to talk too! Pity her.. She almost cried talking about her sister. Yes yes I understand. Yet she still wanna deny that she almsot cried. Want to lie your bestfriend huh?
How can we make others understand us?
Somebody`s acting weird this week..
I wanna learn how to play the drum set and master it! I wanna play soccer again and run around the whole field like a mad lady chasing the ball!
The best thing about rumors, you NEVER know where it starts from..
Wednesday, July 4 ♥
It seems that I have to rush to every lesson every now and then and im always the last to leave the class. I tried not to leave the class last but it`s almost impossible with all these kids asking teacher question and of cos Im slow at packing up my stuff. Ahh! it seems that i can only enjoy and minggle with the rest during DnT lesson.
Finally i photocopied the timetable for the whole class and i did something for the class and made them happy... They`ve been longing to have the timetable. So no more text messages and calls rearding the next day time table yar? Im totally frustrated with someone. Own up will ya? Who the hell wrote that in my math textbook. In the first place, he`s attached to someone he loves. I don't even like him. He`s just my classmates. We`re not even that close. You guys are really childish. Even Lela says its like primary school. Do have the guts to own up ok? I'll just forgive whatever you wrote in my math textbook. God!
Im just happy to see Kudut`s interest in studying. She`s been studying really hard. Been doing her math assesment which ive yet even started. Im proud of her. She`s nt her usual self u know! Keep it up kudut. Im sure Mdm reh will be proud and happy to see the new studious you. You motivate me la to study even harder.. Im not sure if your mom wouldbe happy to see/hear you about the new studious you.
Tuesday, July 3 ♥
I just love the atmosphere in school today. It`s like a start of something new. Yesterday`s outing kinda changed me into someone who is more matured in some ways?? It`s hard to explain it but i knew the feeling is there. I feel someone new inside.
To start of the day, I woke up ealry without anyone`s help :)! Great isn't it? I took my time to get ready to school yet im still early! Durh! My dearest guys classmates, they are noisy as usual. With one of them so eager collecting the newspaper at the foyer. MT and SS was ok... My class afterall do have little kids palying in the class. Fir and akil took out the machine gun and start playing counter strike. I kinda argue with XXX cos i didnt bring my TYS. In my own opinion, it is really unreasonable to pay $2 for 3-4 sheets of paper. I don't think it cost that much at the bookshop. The price will like increase every lesson. O..so what if the money goes to the SPMF? We didn't pay sincerely for the paper and that money goes to the fund, isn't it like a sin? Cos we didnt do it sincerely. Not doing it sincerely is just as good as not doing it at all. By the way, it``s not like every lesson im gonna forget to bring my TYS..Well, obviously i didn't pay for the paper. I wrote all the answers in my foolscap.
How on earth can i get my fingers injured again during DnT period? Its like almost every period i injure myself.A small minor cut but the unberable pain. When can i stop doing all those cutting and fillings? Geo was the best. The class was extremely noisy. I talked once in a while and join in the "club" but i did pay attention tau...PC was boring. The class was its usual self. Noisy as ever. Noisy in a good way. The boys starts singing reggae..That includes those who loves metal and rock. Thanks to Fir. Its always him who starts the crap. I guess someone can't acccept it cos the boys sang some stupid reggae songs.
i thought its gonna rain today...Hope it rains tonight.
im sick!
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