boring
Wednesday, May 24 ♥
if i were given a chance to speak up,i`d luv too...sumtyms i feel lyk i wanna tell my mom how much i kinda hate her.shes kinda irritating.She told me to stop toking bout the past,but when we argue about sum stupid stuff ystd,she toked bout the past.Wdh!Dat`s so unfair!Yeah and u noe me...i shout at her back "U r being irrational!u told me to stop talking bout the past n now u r toking bout it!"She just stood dere staring at me.she show me her ouh-yeah im-being-irrational face...Glad u noe dat mom.den i argued wif her again bout my hp.luckily Abg wan was so kind dat he top up fer me...muahahahaxxx....Den dad bought fer me pre paid card.too late daddy.abg wan top up fer me.bt thanks though.didnt go to school ystd.Sick!luv the werd sick but hate the sick feeling.u noe wad i mean?urgh nvm...din go to sch again today.still sick.dun wanna go doc.hate it.they will ask lotsa stupid question.especially bout my stomach.humph...polyclinic n doc...dua kali lima lah....its so boring to stay at home.watch,eat,slp...haix...since theres nothing much to update now,i think i better stop here....so long suckers!!!
promises are meant to b broken
Tuesday, May 23 ♥
i really dunoe wad to say bout ystd,But theres one werd dat can describe ystd-SUCKS!Atiqah,everyday sucks fer u!it was one of the most patethic day ever!Haix...one tooting sms can change my mood the whole day.love lyf failing.Friendshpi lyf,ermm...sumwhere at the verge of failing also.is dat prsn really impt to dat sum1?i wish i knew.How cum dat sum1 din tell me bout dat sum1 new?hate to b the last to noe.U`re always the first to noe bout me!Guess im nt dat impt anymore huh?AtiQah!stop heving negative tots!Atiqah!ure fucking patethic!Change fer the better atiqah.First thig first y i cried ystd nyt.IM AFRAID TO LOSE YOU.Get dat?i really dunoe wads so special bout u.Except fer the fact dat u r the closest prsn in my lyf.Ive nvr shared my lyf wid sum1 so special lyk u.Is there sum1 out there actually cast a spell on us?B4 i went to bed,i cried my heart out.i really dunoe how many boxes of tissue ive used.but i knew dat when i slept ystd,my nose`s blocked n i can hardly breathe.i cried till i fall asleep.I think i can even feel the emotional side of me when im slping.Woke up at 4am just now mrng.Cnt slp anymore.My eyes and body hurt so much.it was freaking cold just now.Then i realize dat im heving high fever.i can hardly open my eyes.Dat`s becos u cried too much Atiqah.Ouh god.i even feel lyk crying the moment i opened my eyes.cos theres 2 name that came to my mind.His name n Her name.ouh shit! dunnoe why.den i cried again.well it wasnt dat bad.Guess theres no more tears left fer me to cry.
Must the radio keep on playing my BEST FRIEND fav sngs?feel lyk paying puzzle wif the radio.feel lyk throwing the radio againts the wall...ok2.If i ever lose you to dat prsn,What am i suppose to do?What will my future be.....?anyone has any idea????
Dis is my rply to u...(Cant rply to u via sms cos my pp8`s low)
me takkan tinggalkan u selagi me btol2 sygkn u.Me takkan tinggalkan u no matter wad.Ape yg me ckp selame nie,me mean it.Even if u leave me fer awhile,ill welcum u back into my lyf wid open arms.I`ll nvr scold u wifout looking into the matter first.Sumtyms i wish every tears dat drop frm my eyes,they show u how much u mean to me.Every single drop brings a different meaning.And if u think im being sensitive,im not.Dun get me wrong.Even if im one,it will last fer awhile.i dun lyk to tok bout the past especially bout friendship.Dat topic can change my mood fer the whole day.Even if i smile or laugh,it din sink into me.I didnt meant it.I'd rather spent my tym wif u rather than wid my guy.Unless i hev to.Guys, they cum n go easily.Best friend,they cum n its hard fer em to go....
Saturday, May 13 ♥
last update 09th april...calendar check,13th may.More than 1 mth since i last update my blog.where did i go?hmm...well, kinda bz studying,playing,chilling out n stuffs.so hows my lyf?pretty much the same.always crazy n always sad.love lyf?nuthing much to say either.Exam?hahs!finally its over...but n lvl?nopies!n lvl is here to stay.finally aisah likes geography!!!muahahax....i made it!
In school,im trying to get away frm a couple of stuff.Dat creature (nice nick.Aisah`s idea!),him n dat teacher.playing hide n seek in sch is kinda fun though.it was my bro`s n azrrne.last weekend.gt my bro dis pretty cool nike tshirt.jealous!but den i get wad i want.op flip flops!!sorry dad fer the cool price...bt thnx.im nt sure whether i should say it or not,but i think...errmmm nvm.just keep it to myself.sumday sumhow ill say it ol in dis blog.aite2.gtg.missing u,syg...luv ya forever..50 sen 50 sen...bluek :P
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