pls cum back to me...
Thursday, June 29 ♥
How i wish if adik read my blog...i want her to noe dat she mean so much to me...I guess i need to let her cool down..but how long?days?weeks?mths?could u atleast talk to me?Coz im missing u deadly gal...Dun avoid me.I still syg u as my adik.All i can do now is to sigh n wait fer her...School`s in.Errmm..The atmosphere is pretty much the same.Nothing`s changed!!Except fer the fact dat on Monday i lose adik.Quarelled wid her.Its my fault.Should have known frm the start.Dun feel lyk saying it.Its heartbreaking n i think i better not say it.
Just now after school,arnd 3.15,sabrina came to me n said dat she lost her Handphone n ezlink card.haizz...poor thing.sry to hear bout dat.Being a yusoffian n be compassionate,me n Aisah helped her put..guess wad?ehem n sum of ehem`s gd frens wanna look fer trouble wid sab.well,i should just keep quiet bout the rest.Helped sabrina out of the school.But it was a total chaos.Dunnoe why dat dude is doing dwn there wid the sec ones too..wad he wants?attention?ouh god..tak cukop kasih syg dari bdk upper sec kaper?ler...But one thing fer sure,we managed to get away frm them though its a bit to...hmm,how should i describe it?We three gals talked bout wad to do fer tmr...just in case...pity her..shes my fren...n im ur helping hand...i hope sab`s doing oryt now...
"buat JAHAT berpada-pada,buat BAIK jgn sekali"hahaha..cant stop laughing n smilling to myself whenever i thinkbout it...Aisah said dat...wad a mistake...I wonder wad shes doing at PARAGON...is dat how we spell it?hope so..i mean,why so far?why until PARAGON...ouh god!!help me...im falling in luv wid CRUMPLER...cant stop staring at anyone who`s using one.So nice...So GORGEOUS!!
I guess dis is my karma...having to "almost" lose NURUL AMIRA...
Dik,i miss u...
Dik,i syg u as my adik alot...
Dik,i want u back...
Dik,can we still be hu we are supposed to be?
Dik,dun ignore me in sch...
Dik,where`d u go?
Dik,im waiting fer you...
DIK PLS CUM BACK TO ME...
Saturday, June 24 ♥
the worst thing dat could happen to me ryt now is missing dat sumone dearly.sumone i shared my lyf wif.sumone i shared my lyf wid fer the past 11 mths.sumone so dear n close to my heart.sumone i would think of the moment i open my eyes n frm the moment i close my eyes.Sumone who understands me...N the most important thing of all is,I LOVE N MISS THAT SUMONE ALOT...yeah u Dear,u should noe hu im refering to...yeah u...the one hu loves to disturb me...especially my "ears"...u noe wad i mean?i miss u pinching my cheecks...so the "gentle"...ahaks...Dear,i miss u soo much..cant wait to meet u soon dear...bb tc dear.ur sick...eat!!!dun forget to eat aite??luv ya...muacks...
MISSING YOU
tym will tell it ol...
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3 days passed...why must it always b 3 days?nvm...since the last tym i talked to dear...werk!werk! n more werk...!so tired...ive yet to do my sch hmwrk.get ready my sch stuff.i think i can make a list out of it...things to do list.dunoe why eversince i came back frm the vacation wid my cuzzies,i felt so tired n restless.im so used sleeping arnd 4 in the mrng n wake up at 10am.but now,i cant!im totally exhausted after the vacation...my socks is on a pemanent vacation at Cherating...hmph..luv that pair of socks...MOMMY SAID DAT IM SUCH A SPOILT LIL BRAT.IM TOO PAMPERED!!yeah i guess im one mommy!!ur ryt.im too pampered.everything is set fer me on the table.but yet,i let u down mommy.ive made the biggest sin in my lyf!i let those crystals rolled down on my mom`s cheecks fer the 2nd tym.i realize hu i am mommy!
ive lost all the happiness dat i have all this tym...all bcos i took them for granted.ive lots to say in this post but,i dun wanna get into trouble wid the things i said.its kinda sensitive to say bout it though.have u ever thought to urself,why the sky is blue?lots of weird questions been ringing in my head...i guess just to past the dull n boring tym im heving..sumtyms u feel dat u are in luv wid sumone but u hev no idea wid hu...is it wid this sumone or another prsn...how i wish if we can stick to one feeling at a tym.Lyk,if u hate this prsn,u only want the feeling of hatred to be there.the feeling of sympathy is nt there wid u too?except when u spent precious tymwid ur Sayang.U want to have the sense of togetherness.u want to have the to be loved n cared feelings.Seriously,i think it is irritating to have the love feeling n doubts when im wid my dear.i wsh knew why.but sry i dun.i guess only tym will tell...dis is wad i want u to noe...
Missing u dearly syg...i wish u felt the same way too...
Here without YOU....
Monday, June 12 ♥
3 days passed...n ive yet to meet my dear.miss u soo much dear.when can i get to meet u again?dreaming bout u day n nite.tym now is 1.51am.Called dear just now...but theres no answer frm dear.Guess dear`s asleep...ouh yeah POA remedial tmr...poor thing..slp tyte syg...hmph...lots of things happened.NCC camp n remedials fer the past 2 weeks.Stand down!!sob2!!good luck to the incuming leaders...been helping out at my fathers place fer the past 3 days.OK lah...just to past tym..rather than lazing arnd at home doing nothing n get nothing out of it.Thursday nyt...the nyt to rmbr.my parents scold the hell out of me.just lecture though.promise them that ill change my behaviour.my mom confiscate my dear's hp!!!how dare u momma!!nvm..ill nvr gif u my new number.so u can nvr contact me.heheheh.im bad.
everyday,eversince the day i cant sms dear,i called dear.without fail.Even the two gundus also noe bout it.n my mom will go "saper jer u call mlm2 nie?tak tau ke dah mlm?".She even eavesdrop while i was using the phone!!she heard the whole convo!damn it!"mataer ehk?ader mataer tk nk bilang i...".Urgh....nk pki phone pun tak tenteram.haiz..Syg!!!!me rindu u byk2..tak sabar nk jumpe u later...i think bout u every sec.whether u had ur breakfast,lunch or dinner already??whether u had ur shower already??i wonder how ur doin ryt now..I miss everything bout u..Dear,u tc.EAT tau!!!i just want u to noe...i LOVE you n i MISS u soo much....MUACKS!
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