Life is Indeed unfair
Saturday, July 29 ♥
Life`s freaking unfair!I just dun understand why people are behaving this way.They want me to listen to them.But did they ever hear me cry?Its freaking unfair! People want me to respect them but they didnt repsect me back.Dun expect me to do all this when u dun even listen or respect me.Stop being an ignorant. Why must i listen to peolpe`s cry n help?WDH! to hell wif u guys.Everydbody`s neglecting me.Im beter off dead so people will stop seeing the wrold thru me.I had enough with all this shit.Give me space n do listen to me.Dats all i need from u guys.Is dat too much fer me to ask frm YOU?
This week,me n best fren been eating out.having our lunch at fast food chains.well except fer Wednesday.On monday,we went to kfc.she had 2 pieces of chix n me chicken chop!tuesday,at burger king.wednesday i ate steak n she ate mee goreng fer her lunch.Thursday...hmm..ouh yeah long john silver.Didnt finish my lunch.its simply too oily fer me.n bescause of dat,i have one small pimple on my forehead!wdh!im just being health concious dats all...on friday i had my lunch at iman`s place.ate mee gorang!very nice.Best fren ate alot!dun quite rmbr wad she ate in sch...then off me n novia n iman went to hillgrove sec fer our oral..shits! I was damn nervous sia...but i did make it..dun werry dear...i made it...hope ure proud of me! :)
after ol dat shit,i went back to school...hang arnd in sch fer a while wid the ncc cadets.help out..it was fun!had loads of great tym wid them n adik :)...went to mcdees wif best fren.Best fren ate Mcchix n i ate Fillet! Farid treat me twistesd fries...thnx boy.we were complaining all the way because we were too full to go home.wid the wind blowing it was nice to slp wif ur stomach full n the cold nice weather..haiz..dats ol fer now...talking bout food,it makes my stomach grumbling..and they sound darn loud indeed...so long sucker..i better go grab sum fd..
Chaotic week!
Sunday, July 23 ♥
hmm...new post...i really dunnoe wad to update..Well.life`s pretty much the same.Except fer dis week.Smthg kind of bad happen to me.Haiz...but in class,i was very noisy.Becos of iman lorx...U made me laugh alot sia!i love it!i even had a bad tummy ache after all the laughter n stuff...lots of stupid n crazy things happen...i just love it.me n aisah had a lil conflict/misunderstanding..ermm nt sure wad is it called.Hmm ok lah..manage to pull myself thru it.U just have to be brave in wad u ask!after ol those shit,we r back together again..im damn happy..!i cant stop laughing whenever i think bout it..it was during math lesson...Me n iman sat together...i was lyk totally expecting fer sumone`s msg...den my hp vibrates..i was lyk "Yeay ader msg!!!"I was very happy..even iman was like 'wads the msg?'Then when me n iman read the msg,guess hu was it frm?it was frm dat stewpid 7001 starhub thingy...punye lah paiseh..me n iman LOL!damn loud.. almost the whole class was lyk straing at us.Funny sia...me n her luaghed out loud the whole day whenever we think bout it.Dunnoe wad happened to us dat wednesday.it was one of the best day ever...i cant forget friday too!Saw him lots of tym...Jln mcm gangster seh...dah maju nmpk...
Last Friday..smthg disgusting happened to me sia!I was walking.on my way to grandma's place...i was having my lunch.den suddenly along came dis man hus in his late 50s walked passed me n gave me a "present"...Wdh!i was dumbfounded sia.Dat bloody old man farted at me!a loud one!i almost puke...i lost my appetite.i throw away my food...Wheres ur manners bloody old man?After ncc,went out wid the part Cs.have a lil treat at kfc.Before dat,i went to city chain n bought smthg fer D...hmm..nice watch u have there!hehe...Hope u lyk da watch d..
i miss Syahmie!!!!missing him so much seh...wonder how he`s ryt now...
Saturday, July 8 ♥
Went out just now to meet best fren.Do sum chemistry stuff.she helped me n i helped her.It was very nice.the surrounding i mean....While we were doing our stuff,guess hu came?my dad!SHIATS...he asked us to go clementi later.wdh!dun gif a damn."dad,must u do dat?"I gif up doing chem halfway...kinda lazy to do.Slack wid her...den we off to the opposite neighbourhood.Slack again.just chill out n talk lots of craps.D,u made me laugh alot just now...D gt nthg to do n start counting spelling msitakes in my chemistry notes.Ouh god...only 5 mistakes...nt bad lah...atleast u get smthg "wonderful" in return...Neutron became Newton...den Radioative became Ridioactive...loads of STEWpid mistakes...den off i went to grands pl.Granma`s nt hm.The rest were at home...damn hidayah talked alot.Dun quite understand wid the werds shes saying...Zaki luv Crumpler too!he kept asking me bout it...he was lyk, "wad??$29 fer dat bag?u get $29 fer ur pocket money?"Hahahaha...ouh god..guess wad?zaki has a diary too!hmm...kinda cute fer a 10 yr old guy to have one...went hm..took my havaianas slipper wid me along...miss dat slipper alot!!N nw here Iam,updating my bloggy blog...bb...peace...chill out...so long sucka..happy reading
Thursday, July 6 ♥
CME lesson in school just now was a total wake up call fer me.I realise the true meaning of marriage n luv.I was really lyk..."Im totally not into all theses stuff..its freaking me out!"It was fun though asking question bout marriage.Espcially when u noe dat ur very own form teacher is getting hitch in November.Then fir,maszlee,Iqmal n me we form up a grp n write down our wedding vow...Ours was lyk the most Romantic one...
>I promise to luv u no matter wad happens.
>I promise to luv u till death do us apart.
>I promise to luv u n provide u with the wealth u nd.
>I promise to luv u wid all my heart.(smthg lyk dat.)
and it goes on...It was pretty touching.How i wish if guys are lyk dat.I dun think ppl would b commiting suicide,gg thru' divorce n other negative stuff.Its simply heartbreaking.Divorce is a no longer a big deal thing in our community.Its lyk a every day thing.Even some famous ppl goes thru divorce...I guess i`ll just wait n see bout my future...:)Hey!why am i talking bout marriage??im so not ready yet fer one...
NCC day parade just now was a total cocked up!!hmm...The pc gt the command wrong.he recite the NCC pledge wrongly.Guess he`s nervous...Wadever it is,hope dat none of dis stupid mistake will happen again.It is simply embarrasing n dissapointing.Iluv the ncc family photo taking!!i hope it turn out to be beautiful!!After sch, sit wid syaza,nad,fahzil,shukor n Kammy...it was pretty boring at first then fahzil n shukor told us dis lame joke...it was suppose to b alame joke..but dunnoe why,me,syaza n nad laugh our heads off fer no reason....maybe becos of the stupid answer they gave us...it was pretty interesting...it was a total lame joke...i din find it interesting but still,i laugh to it.Just now otw frm WM,i keep on whispering sumthg to sumone`s ear..keep on saying the same old thing.Such as, "i love u","i syg u" n "be mine"I was damn bored..wad do u expect me to do....?But i mean it when i said dat to sumone..
MISSING ADIK ALOT....
Broken promises
Monday, July 3 ♥
U,im sry fer the changes u see in me.i noe ur doing it fer my own gd.me,myself din expect to see the changes in me n ive no idea dat i change.I tot i was being the same old me.Ur werds touched me alot n they made me realize too.Ur ryt,i have to kick dat stupid addiction of frm me.Ive to clean it off my chest b4 anything happens to me.im trying my best to kick dat addiction away frm me.Gif me sum tym.thnx fer the cncrn,care n LOVE dat u showered me wif...Sry fer taking ur werds fer granted.Well, i guess my lyf is derailed wid da problems dat we`re gg thru together.All i nd right now is ur trust.i nd ur trust in having me back in ur arms.Dats all...Thank You once more fer showing me the right path.
True fren lyk u will only do dat...
Im ready 2 b e old me again.U dun hev 2 wait fer me cos u hev me back once AGAIN...
Sunday, July 2 ♥
now listening: Frankie J-How to deal
How do u cope when
the one u luv is wid sumbody else?
And there`s nothing you could do bout it
How do u deal when the fact dat you
have the chance but u choose
to turn away frm ur career.
I got to take it though its heartbreaking.
It is sumthing dat i had to do.
But nobody said dat it will hurt so bad.
So how do i live?
How do i deal without you?
"i dun want nobody else luving u..i dun want nobody else luving me"
Everytym i hear n sing along to dis song,its driving me to tears...just imgaine sumone u luv is wid sumone else.I understand how she feels.Cos i myself went thru wad she went thru ryt now.Sumtyms,u din meant it.U tot dat ur actions din hurt sumone but in actual fact,it does.And when u hurt dat sumone unexpectedly, u wish dat u could be wif dat sumone again n hope dat she will forgive n forget.Cos dats hu i am...But not everybody`s the same.Its up to individual.Hmm...all i can do ryt now is, CRY.but theres no point crying over spilled milk.Ive just broke sumone`s heart.but hu cn mend her broken her?I am.But lyk shes gonna listen to me again...haiz...dis is all faith..."Kita bisa merancang. Tapi, Tuhan yg menentukn nyer."
Crumpler!!!
Saturday, July 1 ♥
maybe now i can stop drooling over Crumpler...cos she bought fer me one!!thnx best fren...N guess wad?my bro`s kinda jealous bout it.hehehe...he lyks crumpler too is it?I luv the bag..so nice..maybe now instead of hugging Blund,ill hug crumpler to slp..my new companion in my bed..went out fer while n meet best fren.u were 30 mins late!hehehe..nvm its ok...read newspaper just to keep my tym occupied n let the tym past by me.best fren,u gave me a shock just now.stop sneaking behind my back...though it was very short meeting ,but it was pretty emotional.the last part when best fren gtg...so sad..its lyk im nt meeting best fren again...its 010706!!!one yr on...we've been thru so much best fren...i really dunnoe wad to say in this post cos im lyk totally blank..i really dunnoe wad to say...ouh yeah n another thing,ermm...i WANT to sacrifice one of my frenship wif sumone fer HER...cos dat HER is wad i want not my frenship wid sumone else....Catch dat aite?so long sucker!!gtg...bb chiaozz
happy one yr of frenship....!!!!! lurbe ya soo much....
Crumpler_freak
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