Thursday, January 15 ♥
why is she acting like a bitch these days?
why sei??
hmm...she changed a lot. and i mean A LOT.
well,i guess not...
make up your mind,stupid!
Lyrics for this song. Cheers! <--I miss using this word with my ex sch mates.
It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside, And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.
Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....
Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around, You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.
Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah,
oohh..Oohhh, oohhh,
oohhhh..Oohhh,
ooohhhh, oohhh.
Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh..
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gue mau jumper dgn sedare2 gue. Esp Sheeqs hud! hud!,wani beylo,Kasifyl anaqi! and dayah? hmm...
Okaie whenever i read mxg from sheeqs, i will go "Hud!hud!"
All thanks to syiqin herself cos she told me that her friend called her that eversince her Furqan camp in school last year. She told me the whole story. semangat kans? and whenever im at her place, there`s always a story she wanna tell me about her friends. NASIB BAIK kelakar and masuk akal.
I didn't go ngaji hari tu. that means i miss bab kahwin.
masih ingat sey ustzh citer kan about bab kahwin. bab kahwin ader 3. Sunat,haram dan wajib. okaie aku dah start.
last 2 weeks nyer ngaji best! about 10 muharram which sadly i didnt puase cos i abes on the 11th muharram. phm2 ajer lah. Qayyum kecoh sey! Ariff who was sitting behind me yang paling smngat. The kakaks infront pon boleh thn semngat nak answer about the 10 nabi yang Allah maafkan. Ustzh tanyer asal Arip ajer yang answer? Qayyum ckp "kite orang yg kasi dari belakang. kiter orang bluetooth kat dier" mepek kans? nak step jer qayyum. Ini kalau ustazah ani ajar. But if her sis ajar, boleh tangkap lentoq sei. boring!
Qayyum really make stupid jokes sey.
Ustazah : bulan muharram adalah per...per...?
qayyum : percumer!
the whole class laughed. ustazah pon ketawer.
Ustazah : awak ingat jual beli bulan ke aper?
Ustazah : Bulan muharram adalah permulaan bulan Islam. Allahuakhbar!
adalah byk lagi jokes..
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Nampak tak? it says "F,ily :)" Didn't momma told you not to play wit yr food? It`s mustard on a brown wrapper. whatever you call it. This pic was taken last year July 2007. supergirl, u should know.
di atas permintaan adik supergirl ku, gue upload.. hmm..handwritting..  okaie..it`s exactly 2 weeks since i last updated my bloggie. Lot`s of things happened yesterday. Actually not quite. Entah ekh. okay so here it goes... Sudah bangun larh dier around 9 plus(tapi tido again-_-''). they messaged each other. Then they stopped. Ustad left. He did all the housework. That includes wiping the furniture,vacumm and mopping the whole house. Including the kitchen. Cleaned the kitchen. Check the phone every 10-30 mins. Still, there isn't any mxg from her. Continued the whole day staring and watching tv. 7pm++?? He texted her. Don't know what happened. He went crazy. Flair up. He text her besty. didnt make any better. It stopped. not till 8 plus?? He texted her besty again. They text each other. Acouple of fake smiles. Ican see that,danny. Stopped. watch AI season 8. Went to bed. I thought it was gonna end there. Listened to his woes and stuff. Okaie aku nangis. He made me cry. U have my sympathy. He cried his heart out. buruk tau. Shh... He went on. i was like "lepas tu?" "ouh okaie." "aww thats sweet." Layankan. around 3.45 gue tertidur. Maaf deh! aduh...gue nggak sedar si gue tertidur. maaf ya, OM DANNY? HEHE. dah happy belum? Hang on Supergal. 2 months and shahrezza will be out! wee cant wait! mcm paham. hehe. 13th march ekh? there`s someone yang pilih kan date nyer. "so it`s 5th,12th,13th,17th,18th.. any other particular date tak kak??" Kepale otak okaie???you ask me? how should i know. I'm not supergal or..or..whatever it is. ask her... I`m sure she will be delighted when she knows about it. Last Friday, gue on the phone with Danny`s supergirl. bobal punyer bobal then we conferenced with one of her classmates. Entah asal the line was so quiet. I heard nothing. But when gue dengar suare supergirl lagi she was like..entah ekh...she told me she heard me saying something but that wasnt me and my voice was all scary and stuff. haiyah. don't wanna go on. it gives me the creep thinking about it. Aku nie..Pondai2 jer tukar namer orang. ok gtg. p/s: i miss his girlfriend. Supergirl!
kene update lagi...
aku suker dgn lagu niek..
"Dia tidak cantik mak. Dia tidak jelek mak. Yang sedang2 saja. Yang penting,dia setia. Aku suka dia mak. Aku sayang dia mak. Kasih dan rinduku ini Tentunya untuk si Dia. Sedalam-dalamnya lautan India. Lebih dalam lagi Cintaku kepadanya. Sesuci dan Sebening nya embun pagi. Begitulah cintaku Kepada dirinya."
Danny dengar and he starts smilling. I was like "dangdut???" and he made me listen to the song. and now i kinda like it. Danny!!!!
and i just love to irritate him. There`s song in a soccer game that goes like this..
"danny boy. danny boy. i get knock down i get up again..." it was something like that. asal boleh kentot je aku niek!
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Just look how empty the class is! i mean behind were the boys. There`s like only 5 boys. Budak Belia i mean. I'm the only gal. Nad takde! i took this pix n i was listening to the radio at the same time. Itu pon boleh dgr one of the boys reciting the quran. i mxg nad and she said "itu makne nyer, they want u to listen to ngaji bukan dgr radio." HEHE. usth tak marah pon i was playing wit my phone. Infact she didnt even know that i was listening to the radio. hehe. And i hate it when she teaches us tajwid. It`s always the same thing. all the "Mats" u could think of!
"awak tau je name nyer. tapi tau tak hukum nyer?" that`s what she always say to us.
she`s the b'day girl. The girl that made me went bonkers laughing the nite before. It was fun talking to her. boys. studies. ambitions. and just making a fool out of ourselves =)
a lil mxg for her; SUPERGIRL!  Okaie yang ini, aku tak draw. Makhluk asing draw aka Danny boy. Draw utk insan di bawah niek. He too was bored staring at me cos i was on the phone practically the whole day. He took my personal diary and start drawing. *yakdish* u are wasting my paper makhluk asing! Supply me with paper next tyime! Dah gitu, he read my diary! pfft! -_-"
  I drew this on the 27th of dec. i was bored at home layan kan 2 makhluk asing. I miss her okaie! Guess what? after i was done drawing with her name, she msged me. Enuff said. I miss u soo much dq! nono. WE both miss you sooo much.
But i was angry about something else. I can't draw graffiti anymore. I use to do all that. Even now my tagging sucks. Gerams!
aslkm!
Stayed over for a nite at Wani's place. Just a nite and i went bonkers. She LOVE the present that aunt el and i bought for her. Soo much. abes tu, the next day, we went to Causeway point prettyearly in the morning to have our breakfast. Nabil is soo cute. Die nyanyi lagu "when i grow up" and "womanizer" thanks to her crazy sis! =) Cute tau. i don`t know what the hell he`s mumbling. The only part i could hear was "wonaizer..oh..u're a womanizer" byk2 lyrics, that`s the only part i understand. i was like. "ok.. *eyes rolling*" Smlm new years eve aunt el n the rest of the gang went to downtown. ate there. then we had no idea where to go, we went to Changi beach. It was packed okaie! packed with tents and studd and humans alike! Samoai kat blkng bus stop pon they set up their tent. I guess it`s the mere fun of it. Then we head to Changi village. Best! cos there was a live band playing. They were playing songs like "Highway star (don't quite remember the tittle),Smoke on the water(ekh? luper tittle) n a couple of songs that i've heard before. I know a couple of the songs they were playing. Uncle wan yang paling kecoh "i love you guys! you guys rock! MJ12! Old skool!" okaie he shouted. Then uncle remy asked the frontman to sing a song for aunty ros cos it was her b'day ystrday. Padahal tak! Uncle yan hollored "mawi satu!" Abei the frontman pon mcm terkejot. "mawi ehk?" Mcm2 hal! It was fun okaie! Can we go there every saturday nite and watch them play? Tapi the best part was when they played Hotel california. Cair!!! Oh did i say abt the part the lead guitarist was playing solo while they were having break? Ooh he reminds me of danny and mal. Suke main guitar solo. I could hardly hear from the bass guitarist. And the drummer attracted me the most cos Drum sets are my playground. oH yeah! smalam punyer la paisey! we were listening to Erra. And the top song for last year was Ayat-ayat cinta. I was like half a sleep. couldnt take it anymore. When i heard that song, i whip out my phone. i THOUGHT supergirl called. i was smilling to myself. paisey sei! It was 0000hrs lagu die habis. sedih sey. don't know why. anyways, happy new year ya'll! wasalam.
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