Monday, August 30 ♥
i effing miss you.
call me stupid for letting you go. U are the only one still stuck in my head.
I wanna move on but i'm afraid. Cos it hurts knowing that you are with her now.
Mom was right,
I mistreated you.
It's me. A year on still thinking about you. Cameras, photgraphy reminds me of YOU.
Last saturday was pretty awesome. 28th August. Know waht i will be doing on the 28th Aug every year? Celebrate Ex besty`s birthday. So yeap, the past. Moved on. And oh, was supposed to go out with B. But something happened. Her mom. Hey friend, don't get too stressed out. End up studying with someone at Mcd. Had an awesome time with cousins. Iftar at cousin's place. I just love you awesome guys. Yup, we played with the lappy webcam.
And oh, i just had my hair cut!
Hello sotong kering! Beruang herre!
Newly weds! hehehe. jkg. Ahmad Fir and Sheeqs beylo.
Happy carryinng Ahmad Ihsan? Can't imagine you with kids~! Boy, can't wait ro see you kids! heheh.
Are these the pics that you wanted? Cos i luper aper gambar u nak.
Anyways back anbout me, beruang, I stayed up the whole night yesterday to finish up the two case study. Didnt sleep. School ended pretty early today. I slept only for 2 hrs after that. I am not sleepy at all. Had a good time laughing in class. Tryna understand Goals and Strategies.
My goal is to sleep
So what are the strategies?
Take the bus home and sleep
All thanks to Noris for giving us stupid ideas.
I think she woke up one the wrong siide of the bed and our soul kinda got swap.
She`s just not her. hahaha...
The lecturer called my group "Anjing" mcm toot. And oh, im having my analysis exam tmr. wth.
Thursday, August 26 ♥
OMA, i just love pixie lott! She`s amazing. Gorgeous!
Didn't go to school today. Im just lazy. I really am. I'd rather stay home. And finish up my LGAs. And since i know how to do LGA 3, i think i will just start doing LGA 3. However, lots of brain juice need to be squeezed. Damn it. I better start doing it so i will have a peaceful sleep later at night.
And i do feel sorry for the HK hostages. Okay, that whole hostage drama made me think twice about the tourism industry since tourism is my forte. Hurhurhur. Insyallah it will not happen here but let`s not be complacent, aite?
459th post -.-"
Wednesday, August 25 ♥
Hey readers! greetings!
Guess what? School starts at 9am and ends at 1pm everyday. So, guess what time I reached school yesterday? 11.40am. Teehee. Cool isn't it? Thank god I didn't miss out the LGA thingy. I was lazy to go to school, my cough and congested lung ain't getting any better and I was just plain lazy to go to school. Did I say it again? Bleargh. So jyeah.. My initial plan to school was to hand in my LGA 1. But i end up joining the class cos my classmates saw me. Hehe... And yes, I was not considered as absent yesterday.
Some pics taken during and after class today.
I post this pic instead cos look at the backgrnd, Hairul caught drinking in class. And its fasting month luhh.. Who cares.
I wrote "are u sleepy?" and paste it on my pencil case. Passed it arnd the table and this was what happened in the end.
Syafiqah.
That`s me! Don't mind my unkempt tudung. Stress tau class!
See... I told you guys I was stress-ed out! Teehee. Actually, i was just writting down answers.
That`s our model friend, Die-ah.
This is what we called "attitude problem" answers. Qn: How customer use product? Ans: Wear, use, apply and consume. Attitude kan? I wrote that answer for grp work and Mez added consume. Attitude!
The draft made by Noris. Stupid lecturer kinda scolded her or something. Fucked up, she tore her paper.And we palyed puzzle. Because there were answers in the paper!
Okay, thats Mez at the back.
That`s Noris. One of the Smart Alec. Oh yeah, we pose for the camera with my pencil case!
I wrote "Im bored" and everyone joined in!Teehee. Cool grpmates.
That`s the stupid lecturer that the whole class kinda despise Because of him, he ruined our day and because of him too, we gave attitude answers during the grpwork.
I am left with LGA 2. Darn....
I dropped my lappy yesterday. Tak mcm toot? But it was in a laptop case bag. Small chipped off. Papa bought extra 3 years warranty. So apelagi? Change! Hehe.. kidding. I still love my lappy.
Sunday, August 22 ♥
My weekends are basically occupied with homework and work. Darn..
Woke up real late yesterday since work starts at 4pm so jyeah, decided to wake up slightly later than usual since I didn't had enough sleep the whole of last week. Work was pretty awesome as usual. Syam makin handsome. I swear i saw him blushing. Got home straight after work. Turned on the lappy for no apparent reason. Konon nyer i wanted to do my essay thingy but i end up watching tv. Thanks to my maid for switching it on.
So Im left with today till tomorrow at 1pm to finish up everything. 4 more questiuons and i'm still stuck at 1d. Marketing company. Something like that.
My lungs are congested with phlegm. I sound like a boy reaching puberty -.-" My cough is full of phlegm and that made it sound like an old man coughing. What`s is wrong with me? Oh, i could even hear myself breathing. Especially before i go to bed. The oozing sound. Ergh... Eew... So anyways, i hope i will be just fine by tmr (:
Can someone please discipline me? Just so i will finish up my homework. Damn it, i left my thumbdrive at home -.-"
Are u using me just because ive been exceptionally nice to you all these while? Tell me if you do and will remind myself again, not to be naive. Thanks. And oh, shouldnt have asked you what you want.
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Now that all of my group mates online, well, not all actually, everyone`s busy their assignment. Everyone's stressed out. like seriously. Doing assignments at the eleventh hour. Well, not exactly last minute but idk. Hmm.... kay, gtg. Breakfast!
Thursday, August 19 ♥
I don't mind marrying a simply laid back guy like JAMES MORRISON. In fact i don't mind dating James Morrison just so he could sing me song on dates. Yikeesss! Sezairi would do. I kinda like nerdy guys speaking of neardy guys, Izuan came to mind. Hmm... Why did you come back to me when u are with her now? Imissyou.
You give me something...
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I checked out my desire list.
I am left with a DSLR camera. That`s all. I remembered Uncle James asked me if i wanna follow him snap some shots of the fireworks during national day after work. Darn, i wished i could tagged along. But i didn't obviously.
1) I hate crowds! especially at City Hall onwards.
2) I didn't bring extra clothing along. I was still in my uniform with the word " PHOTOGRAPHER " at the back.
3) My day starts early the next day cos apparently there is no extra holidays for private schools.
I've deleted Netbook, Dip in tourism and Fossil`s grand satcher from my Desires. I have my own personal lappy. I'm doing my Dip in tourism now and i don't think i could afford US$300++ bag. But i have always been into Fossil`s stuff. Cos i hate to be on par with what they are into. Kpops, cam whores with DSLR which apparently i find it weird. And guys, im not like any most girls ya'll know :)
I wanna see the world. I wanna travel. I wanna go to:
-Grand Canyon
-Mt Fuji
-Great Barrier Reef in Australia
Okay, brain dead. Like suddenly I couldn't think of any other better places.
I don't think the Seoul Garden outing with Sky's DigiPhoto is still on. But am sure the Bottle tree park outing with my classmates is on. Wait, i think they are going to Sakura. Most likely at Central. Maybe someday, i will go bottle tree park with "others"?? 0.0
Went home with Taufik just now. Talked all the way. Boleh tahan merepek lah this guy. I stopped taking my antibiotic for my sinus and guess what? It came back! Ha-ha to me. -.-"
So jyeah... That's about it!
Cheerios~!
Wednesday, August 18 ♥
I was just watching aye vid on YouTube. "Obsession Islam`s war against the West" Disturbing much. Didn't know it was fast growing. I mean terrorism. I knew of the attacks and everything. Even children at such a young age were trained. But to finally see these innocent children to join jihad with my own eyes, is VERY DISTURBING. It really is. They were thought how to handle rifles at such a young age. They were thought to hate the westerners. Wah! Come on! They have a life! omg... what`s wrong with these idiots. So much for jihad. Hah~!
The question is: "What percentage of the Islamic population supports jihad? It could be radical. It could be fundamentalist." Got that from the vid. It is so true...
Anws, had Chicken briyani for dinner! I have never liked Briyani but that was an exception. But i was fussy. I picked out almost everything from the plate. So I'm left with a small piece of chicken and rice. Oh without the gravy. Cause i hate rice full of gravy. Yucks. Just as good as having porridge right? I'm off again! Currently watching "Israel,Islam and Armageddon" So psychs!
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I passed my assessment! Woohoo! Hip hip hooray! Like Alhamdulillah...
Still not sure about ythis friday`s itinerary. Aisyah called and she asked me if i wanted to follow her and Shikingkong to popeye. But im sorry hunneh. I am not fasting today. So jyeah, Hibernate the whole time.
My Aunt bought a light saber for Hasbi. Dayah came home and so the light saber. She started playing with it. And you know what it reminds of? When she does that, it reminds me of that little girl in despicable me. "So fluffy!!!!" hahaha..
Im tired. I have my flu again. My sinus is back. Infact all my relatives have sinus. So .... jyeah it is no suprise. Watching syahadah right now accompanying nenek. Lapar... My stomache is growling. Hungry! i want double quarter pounder. ehehe...
Gtg now...
Tuesday, August 17 ♥
Holla! Just had dinner! yum2. Omg, the cinnamon bread with nuts on it is simply irresistable. I have always loved cinammon bread. So jyeah, i was reading shikingkong`s blog, i came across someone`s blog. Zamarin`s blog. My ex cadet and schoolmate. Like wah.... haha. Kay, nonsense. Darn, im crazing for the cinnamon bread... Papa wanted to buy a pair of roller blades for me! Papa random giler. Told you. Geez.. i fergot. Parents are unpredictable!
Do you know what does it feel like to see your ex bestfriend again after 3 years? Yup, saw her at IKEA. but that was many moons ago. Somewhere this year still. Mama and papa think i have no manners not to greet her or anything. But.... idk. The past hurts. My maid forced me to text her. Suprisingly, i still rembered her number. Thank god i didn't join HTA which was what my parents wanted me to do intially. But to bad, i have my own interest. I guess blue uniform runs in your blood. Anw, all the best to you then. It seems civil servant job interest you. Cool.
Happy belated 17th birthday Nurul Amira.
May Allah swt bless you in whatever you do.
All the best for you O levels.
And jyeah, its been a year since i last saw you.
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Well, am in class now. Supposed to study for assesment later. Procrastinate. AS USUAL. Biasa juga. Kate Atiqah. So jyeah, obviously didn't study yesterday. Haha. Ms Jacq will go thru with us before the test starts
Wait, i think im having gastric. Didn't eat much since last night. And i cant fast. Ergh, darn, hate it when im suppose to take my exams and im having bad tummy ache. Oh well, nature calls. Who can stop nature right?
Had the ugliest dream last night. Dreamt abt Adeli Hafiz. Eee... Asal die? Trust me, he was not the last person on my mind before i went to bed. I didn't even think about him. Are there any reasons why i should even think about him? Actually, my mind was blank when i went to bed? Then sheeqs, Ibu and wani were in the deam too. Haha. Ibu cooked rice. Merepek giler... Well, i mean the dream not ibu. Teehee. So, jyeah, that`s about it. Time check: 0840. Only 3 students in class.
I think i better switch off my dear lappy.
Cheerios!
Monday, August 16 ♥
The usual 4. Didn't change a bit.
Check out my phone and my phone is full of sheeqs pic.
Alright, that's kak Muneera aka Kak Moon. I hardly blog aboout her cos we hardly meet. So jyeah, u guys should see Abg taufiq. Hadsome! Nono! Hakim lagi handsome. Teehee. Tom Cruise.
That's abg and Papa. And oh the guy with english accent, Hasbi. Nampak kental. Try talking to him, and he will give you the most retarded answer you could get from a kiddo like him.
That`s half of the entire Monip`s clan. teehee ^^,
Dah tu jee. Nothing interesting. actually there's more. but would rather keep it.
By the way, if you readers ever see this cute lil god sis of mine, tell her i miss her.
And oh, her name is Nur 'Afina Mazlan. FYI.
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Qwerty brain: I won't be going to school tomorrow too ... Sigh .
me: huh? why? is it really that serious?
Qwerty brain: Dengue fever sigh. Took 2 blood test today. Tomorrow still have to go for another 2. Fagging pain injections.
Me: Then your other modules????
Qwerty brain: Not sure too .... (school related stuff. lazy to post what she said)
Me: That`s sad. I will be alone!
Qwerty brain: Hahas. That`s nonsense! You have others with you.
Me: My qwerty brain friend! They are not the same frequency as us.
Qwerty brain: Hahas. As if. Hmmm. I will try to recover by the next module for u then :)
Isn't she adorable? My qwwerty brain friend. Cos only us got the whole qwerty brain joke. Only the 2 of us will be the last two laughing in class after the rest. We are totally the oposite of our classmates sometimes. We always on the same page. Same frequency. Heheh... Darn, gonna miss her. Get well soon Ellycia Sasha Zainal. Teehee.
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Will be having assesment tomorrow. Darn. Yet to study a thing. Hmm... Well, i thought of sleeping late mugging. Haaha. Will that even happen? Anyways, class was awesome. RP with Hairul and Noris. Noris is minah filipine, Hairul is beng and im Ustzh. Mampos. Me? Ustzh? Hahaha. Rushed home to help nenek. Then i slept from 2 till 5? Feeling lethargic ever since im having that period of the month. Not eating well too. I only ate after the rest had their breakfast. Then that`s it. Didn't even drink. Idk why. I feel awkward to do so. Even at work. I won't eat. Insyallah. Idk, i guess its a form of respect.
Speaking of work, Well, will be haviig our breakfast at Seoul Garden @ Marina Sq this Friday then off to Geylang serai with Digi`s sky team. Insyallah if everything goes well, that will be my itinerary this Friday. After all, it`s Aisyah's birthday! And ouh, Farhana`s too! Nothing much to rant aboout.
Thought of uploading last two Saturday`s kenduri pic but kinda lazy.
Time check : 1926 hrs.
They are having their breakfast and im in the study room blogging away. hehe. Will have my only meal later after their breakfast. Tak manis to join although they asked me to eat together. So jyeah. And im still missing Izuan. Yes he seems perfect. Yes, he has the brains. Yes he is nice. And yes, he is 2 years younge than me. I admit. Oh well, thiungs are not what we always wanted it to be.
Gtg. Bye.
Saturday, August 14 ♥
Yeay! Like finally i have got my own personal lappy. All to myself! No more sharing. Alhamdulillah. Parents bought it for me. Mama even thought of buying another desktop for my maid to do her accountings. So anways, school ain't getting any easier. Darn. Been pretty hectic. I really wanna put my work on hold. Like stop working for the moment cos its tough actually. Like seriously. Especially when i have my assesment like every week. Darn.
I miss 200 pound beauty.
I miss Azwan and Izuan. I was stupid not to appreciate that kiss Azwan gave on my forehead. That was the sweetest. And yeah it took my like more than a year later to realise that. Coincidently these 2 guys visited me every night without fail when i was in hospital. Azwan came with Azrin after work. That was like 2 years back. Izuan would visit me after his work out or school and he will bring me chocos, sweets etc. And that was only last year
I miss izuan the most. I really do. Why did i even look for him after what someone`s godbrother did to me? I start listening to underground music becos of him. I miss izuan. I really do. If only i accepted him, idiots like Aim, Khairul, Ilham i could have avoided. It`s too late. Izuan is hers. And im still single. No strings attached and never thought of getting involved with anyone. Studies first. I do like him. i do miss him but can we take a step at a time cos i hate to rush things. Let nature takes it course.
Third day of Ramadan and it has been awesoem cos i was not feeling hungry or thirsty. I didn't even wanna breakfast. Guess what, while typing this post, im feeling uncomfortable cos it`s that time of the month, Yup, i got it like 30 mins ago. hahaha. Silly. Darn. Atleast it isn't as bad as getting towards the end of Ramadan.
I just wanna change. I dont wanna be who i was before. im suppose to be wiser now since mistakes are lesson learnt. Well, not tryna say that i wanna be perfect. i wish i could. I have my own flaws but i don't know. What does it say about yourself when you keep repeating the same mistake all over again? Not once not twice. Ignorant? Guess so. Human are just ignorant idiots. Been there and done that. Sigh.
Well, got to go. My day starts early tomorrow readers. As early as 6? Besides the fact that most of you will be waking up for Sahur later. Hehs.
Take care! Cheerios!! Salams...
Tuesday, August 3 ♥
Life's been pretty suck-ish these days. Had my first exam yesterday. Pretty much the whole class kinda flop it. Haha. Kalau dah whole class, It includes me luh kan? So anyways, went to work yesterday. Wow... Kinda lost. Had loads of laughter. Jacked-ass to the cable car back to the city with Ad, Win, Shikingkong and Aisyah. Had Dinner at Seah Im. It was impromptu for me as i had other plan. And pretty much the whole day i sang mengintai dari tirai kamar. Mcm wow gitu.... Like i finally sang a mly song. The song was stucked in my head!
I put on weight! It's like i have appetite to eat. Its so not me. Trust me i looked chubbier now. Bleargh. binget seh.
Hmm. nothing much to blog about...
When will i ever have a normal family? When?
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