Saturday, December 30 ♥
Yesterday was kinda fun. Adik called me and asked me to chill with her since shes bored and she missed hanging out with me. I took a quick shower and grab a red bull can before heading towards the playground. They came. we talked and we left. We went to the next neighbourhood. We sort of "tawaf" that area before heading back to to my area. Khalil came sit and talked for awhile. Then i decided to eat cos i was hungry. Khalil went to the basketball court and the rest went to the market. I bought myself a plate of rice and fillet to top it of. I didnt finish it up. Then we meet khalil again. We walked to Gombak. We have no wheere to go. We decided to chill at the block next to Dazhong pri. Khalil and i sort of like "kutok" that school. hehes.. We are partners in crime when it comes to that. We talked then Rafidah left the group. Was it adik or me who decided to play soccer ehk? I cant remember. Then we went to adik`s lace and took the ball. Khairini,Khalil and I wait for her at the Staircase landing. She came with the vball and we palyd. Adik and i played soccer. 1 on 1. Darn! shes good at palying soccer. Sampai my face at her butt sumer. Hehs.. Thank god she didnt fart. Shes good at her goalkeeping skills also. Man! its been along time since i really had a serious good run. Then we played passing. Just kicking the ball around. Since khairini joined us. Ana saper jer ehk yang main bola biler time maghrib..Hish! kesian ehk? Then khairini went home. left the three of us. We sat down and just talked. Adik went home cos besty told her so. Khalil and i walked to West Mall. WE bought some food at KFC and went to my palce to eat. We continue talking. About relationship, HP, sec 5 and of cos NCC! Then we went our separate ways.
I slept around 5 just now morning. I cant sleep. I decided to take out my Sec 5 math book and startt revising rather than doing nothing. Since then i make up my mind to study consistently. Im taking my Os next year. Of cos maybe to sum of u guys out there will say "Ala..its just for afew days.Then you`ll stop studying. Leave the book one side and slack." Well, it might be true. But i will try not to make it happen. Who knows. Is it too early to make a new year`s resolution? Hmm..i dont want to ask too much from me myself. All i want is to obtain good results n stop dissapointing them and to besty too! Well, actions speaks louder than words. Lets just wait and see. Imsorry about yesterday besty. Ive said sorry too much.
Friday, December 29 ♥
Yikes! im back updating my bog. Yesterday was hilarious and fun too!
Besty and i started off the day by buying our books for next year.
Besty tak syg kwn. sebab itu she asked me to walked in the rain to the back gate.
Haiyah...Saw Hairul smiled at him n besty came.
On our way to the bookshop,met Maszlee,Faliq,Arif n another part c cadet.
at the bookshop,Feng ru gave besty a fright.
Then bapok came..Hhes..Im bad larhs. SENTIASE!
At besty`s place i waited for her under the void deck. Then she walked past me. Laju solz jalan.
She didnt wait for me. Before i even reach the bus stop, she crossed over aldy. Darah dah menyirap. Hp mcm nak kene baling jer kat tembok. Before we reached besty`s place, we had this silent thingy going on. Slalu mcm gini. Then besty msged an told me that she`s buying food for them. It did put my mind off it abit. But Im still kinda mad at her for doing that to me.
took 947 then 106 to PS.Asyik PS jer kans?? muahaha..But then the queue was a huge turn off for me and it dampens my mood watching movie.Then since we both were very hungry, we decided to go to LJS. As usual, i treat besty combo 1 n i bought myself combo 3..I love combo 3 cos it has everything in it. We went out, and it was raining heavily. Ade satu insan ni nak act hero by walking in the rain. In the end,that insan pula yang decided to buy an umbrella. First we went to Esprit. Uh Kau! $29 for an umbrella. Saper yg nak beli kans. Abeh ader lagi satu insan yg pandai sangat2, Ckp marks and spencer jual umbrella. Saper insan yg pandai tu??haish..kesian ehk? After all that, we walked past the Istana and somebody just cant stop looking at the guards there. Until there`s one time,when i talked to her,she didn`t even listen. Sedih kans?? we walked2 n walked then we started laughing our heads off for no reason. Till i hurt my back. Then besty iasked me to shut up. Cos my laugh was so irritating. Then there was long silence. we walk all the way to Swensen`s at Orchard hotel there. Ape entah name nyer.
nie lagi satu tempat. Lots of things happened. First was the waitress. She kept on asking for topping. And i kept saying Vanilla ice cream. Then she said topping. Ithink in the end she gave up and showed me what she meant. I was like.."ya allah!" You know what she meant by topping? it was topping for my ice cream. Deep down i was like why didnt u just said toppings for my ice cream or dressings. Ini tak..I thought toppings for my waffle. Hish.Besty ordered Chewy chocolate smthg2..forget lahs..And then i took the feedback form and i wrote "be specific when u said the word "topping" " Then we left the place. off we went to Paragon. Look for Masyam. hehs. Took 106 to suntec. I bought 3 tees at Bossini. Treat besty Chocolates at Cocoa tree. Then we went to Esplanade.From there we walk all the way to lau pa sat.The food there was like horrible man! Eeww..Then i thought of going to boat Quay. in the end we end up at Tanjong Pagar MRT station. Boleh tahan jauh kan kite jalan?? Actually, kiter dah sesat. Hehehs..Then the place look kinda familiar to us. We saw 61..then we took that bus and home sweet home..
Unoe what happened to me just now mrng?? Ermm..nvm..too embarrased to say it all out down here..
Wednesday, December 27 ♥
Life`s pretty much the same. Everything`s back to normal. And im happy. Syg`s back. i get what i want. Slept almost 4 am yesterday after talking to besty on the phone. Woke up around 11 then off to work. Inside the car, my parents sort of qaurelled with each other. I just kept quiet. My mom wants everything to be done on that very minute but she don`t understand the stuation my father`s in. And my dad lak, he`s like very forgetful?? hmm..im not sure lah..Whenever my parents quarelled, my dad will be the whatever-you-say kinda person. Like hack care. Through out the journey to West coast, all of us kept quiet. i played with my handphone. Nothing better to do. All i heard was the sound of the engine and my stomach..Yes stomach i know you are hungry. My mom did her normal routine. Same goes to my dad. Whereas for me, i just followed my mom only. Haish..anak mak..After all those grocery shooping is over, we head back to Clementi. My mom kalau dah merajok with my dad, she will never sit beside my dad in the car. She will sit at the back. And i have to sit infront. Jadi manga sey..Hmm..
Work...Nothing new. except that Abg handsome didn`t come to work for 2 days in a row. What happen ehk?? Haiyah..Never mind. Maybe he`s sick...Just look at the weather for the past few days. Darn! it rained the whole day today. Oh my..I guess he`s tucking himself comfortably in the bed with the cold weather.Yeay! But something painful happened to me today. I went to the toilet to wash my hand. And my beloved OP slipper the sole is kinda worn out..So its very slipery if i walk on a wet surface. And guess what? i slipped and fall on my butt! It hurts! OUch! macam nangka busuk jatoh. I hurt my wrist. and i dirtied my pants and my hand. Theres a red mark on my wrist till now. And thru out the whole day, i can`t stop scratching my butt. The right side of my butt. I dirtied my pants like duh! and the floor was wet and dirty worst still, its in a public toilet! Mind you! Of cos i don`t go walking around scratching my butt infront of others. Went home almost 12am. Had my warm shower and here i am updating my blog. yeay! I cant wait for this thursday. Im gooing out with besty to watch movie! She wanna watch "Night at the museum" then go mkn...She WANTS to wat Nasi goreng ayam,Ice cream at swensen (Chocolate ice cream), Fish and Chip AND satay at youth park..Banyak tu..haiyah..let her eat..Let her eat till her heart is conetent..hehs.
Sunday, December 24 ♥
What`s the worst that can ever happen to me now? i want none of this to happen to me so fast..i`m not ready yet..3 huge things happened to me yesterday nite..And it all happen in just one nite.First i break up with him.. Playboy..As mentioned by besty..Scondly, me and dearydon`t noe what happened..It`s my fault also lah for being unfair..Thirdly, my aunty and uncle met with an accident. Haiz..i get the bad news about my aunty and uncle met with an accident at the same time when deary sent me one msg that nearly ...urgh!!! I nearly dropped my phone after reading the msg then the another bad news came along..After hearing and reading those news, i feel so numb and weak..The whole world came crushing down on me..i almost cried when im having my late nite dinner with my parents..Even the delicious food that is served before me taste so tasteless..I don`t noe that god can be so mean towards me..finally i let it all out..And i had enuff of all this ..
I was not in a mood to go to work yesterday..I don`t now why i iterfere my personal problem with my work...I scold almost everybody..even the customer...i never feel this mad before..I guess i scare the customer away..but hack! as long as i got ur stuff on ur table and u pay for it,im done!
Tante Puji & Om syukri sleeps over at my place. I feel so bad sia. They did all the housework..They vacuum. Tante puji iron all the clothes. They clean the house like it`s theirs! great! Marvellous! "tante,tante! kamu bisa tidur di rumah saya. tlg saya bersihkan ruman nie yer? terime kasih tante." Oh boy im pampered...Gosh!
Saturday, December 23 ♥
"I think love is the most wonderful feeling on earth but it is pretty painful certainly.
It makes u happy everytime u see that person u love.
U still love him/her even when u guys are fighting.
And when u are angry, u tend to say "i hate u" out of anger.
U feel so right eventhough its wrong.
U just love hanging arnd with them and surprise each other with gifts.
And u`ll sacrifice your time just to be with them.
U`ll even say he/she is gd looking/pretty eventhough he/she is not."
Just what the shit am i talking about right? Well..haiz...i hate to say it but i love someone so much right now. It`s a feeling that u cant avoid it..am i right to say that. Feelings are something that cannot be avoided. But the sad thing is, i really hate it when that someone keep...Honey dear..pls don`t say it anymore..i love u larhs..
Went to work yesterday. Usual stuff that`s going around. Nothing new. Except when everytime i pass this certain table, i heard someone said "what the fuck....he was like fucking...And it was fucking...." i was like, must u say it that loud that i can hear u metres away?? And then i was like wtf are u trying to say? what`s with all the fuck thingy. dont u have any moral u fucker? u are so fucking rude. of cos larh i dont say it to that man. Teros kene debik sak nanti. And ini lagu insan yg tak gune dlm hidop aku...sia2 jer aku ader kau! you are good for nothing in my life larh! let me tell u that. Tak paham bahase ker aku keje?? Dah braper kali aku bilang kau! Tak gune nyer jantan. Tak paham bahase. Mati2 nak org call. Let me tell u this. I hate people who don`t understand the situation im in. org ckp tgk dulu org tgh busy, tak nk dgr. gasak kau lah anak! Abeh balik suroh org call..Wth! org takyah rest larh?? Fkcu!Umissed call me twice.. Missed call my phone lots of times larh! thank god i was a sleep. I was expecting someone`s reply. not urs! Urggh!! whatever the fkcu is, i will nvr call u..
I miss honey dear..haiz.. :(
Thursday, December 21 ♥
Life`s pretty much the same. After i get my N lvl results nothing much has changed. Except that my dad`s closer to me and more loving? Iguees..hehs.. He will go like "u pndi kan??" bla...bla.. yada..yada..yada..yada.. Hais..irritating juga tao..Inoe he`s just happy about my results.. But seriosuly, im not that satisfied with my results. Especially my Science and Mly.I wanna get 3 for my Science and 1 for my Mly. Damn i thought my Chemistry can help me in my Science my mark. Stupid mistakes i get for my Paper 2. Nvm..it was a very silly mistake. And for my Mly, i`ve let someone down. Oh boy..i feel guilty. I promise to get gade 1 but i grade 2 instead. And besty wants me to get A1...Sorry besty i `ve let you down yet again... Haix..But getting a 5 for maths, grade 4 for Comb humans n a Distinction for oral, never sink into my mind. thought im getting a U grade for maths. 5 for Comb humans. And maybe a merit for my oral. First things first, i did lots of mistake for my maths. Secondly, i didnt study for my geography and i was having personal problem at that point of time. Damn! hate it! And my answers were pretty short..Unlyk Novia`s answer. No! I didn`t copy..Just trying to check out who`s answer is longer..hehs..too free right? haiz...And for my mly oral, i guess by now u should noe that my conversation in mly sucks. I stutter when i talked to the invigilators. I really don`t noe what i did and what i said. And i guess i repeast the same sentence over and over again. hantam saje larh..Hmm i hope my distinction for oral made u proud dear...Haiz im nt satisfied wit the results.
Hehs! thnx to Adik n besty for the wishes..Not for getting Hazwaniee..heys hazwaniee! hope ure having fun in Genting now with the chilling weather..Have fun ya?? Hehs! miss chatting with ya lahs...Seriously, I think deary besty is like forgetting me dis few days. Hmm..its her results and her non stop nagging mom.. Mcm bullet sak bile ckp..tak pernah jage hati dan perasaan orang. Same mcm si dektu. Enuff! Don`t wanna say more. I really pity besty. I mean why not for once her loved ones is proud of her?? Appreciate her? ini tak! bising jer... Haiz..If u think ure better than her, go and re take the exam then and compare who`s better. Jangan nak ckp besar. Stop comparing her with others.
I wonder why parents love comparing us with other kids? and when we compare them to other parents, they say stop comparing. Imean like, the kids they comapred us to do have negative qualities also right? for goodness sake,no one is perfect. And everytime my mom compared me with my clever cousins i will for sure say " have u seen the negative side of them? Most probably they are worst than me! Ive seen it all." Iguess this kids are two sided face. Just love having praises on them. Im sick when people compare people like us with others who are better. Look at urself first before comparing us. Are u any better than us? Comparing ur kids to others makes no difference but it`s bringing their self-esteem down.
Sunday, December 17 ♥
Oh shit..im left wit less than 24 hrs to prepare myself for tomorrow.
Shits..its a make it or die situation..
Oh no... Allahuakhbar..
Astaghfirullahal`azim..
9 hrs and almost 8hrs..
Will i get a good nite sleep??
I'm nervous and scared about tomorrow.
Will i make it or not?
Stop putting high hopes on my cousins...
Almost all my cousins beens asking me and nazrin about the Ns..
Especially me..Hmms..
Inoe lah that my cousins from both sides, they r good in school..
Haish..oh god..how am i suppose to face them if i didnt make it?
Kak muneera she can make it to sec 5 n she`s taking A maths..
well, my brother could have make it to sec 5..
but he scored 11 points..
and mrs doris lim didn`t allow him to re-take..
well,now they can!
Just look at rusedi..he can re take his N lvl..
but next yr sec 4 batch is like alot..
More than our batch..
So i guess the chances for us to re take N lvl is pretty slim..
But i don`t wanna re take if can...
I wanna go to sec 5..
with besty and the rest..
Damn im so nervous..hope by the time i leave home to school,my parents went to work already..
Don`t wait for me ya daddy n mommy??
Go ahead..go to work..
well i guess my hp will nvr stop beeping..
i hope it doesn`t beep the whole day..
And i think my beloved aunty nani will call me first..
haiyah..im very scared about tmrw..
Its like judgement day..
Chey!!! mulot punyer lah masin..
Haiyah! how to go nenek`s place..
later uncle jamal n nenek will ask me abt my results..
Oh no! then uncle yan will text me!
kak muneera will text me..
mommy will text me!
oh holy crap!
Why am i making the matter worst?
why am i scaring the hell out of me??
why i make it sound so bad??
haiyah..stop it lah!!
I miss syg so much..
haish..syg...
syg!!!i miss u lah...
i wait for ur call okies??
well not me..but sumone else is waiting for ur call..
haish...i miss u lah syg...
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Yay! I miss going to work..
Now that i've realise that, must i go to work again??
Hell no! im not going..
I was so fucked up with one of the customer..
Hey i noe u "open table"
And u spent like $83.50 for ur dinner..
That doesn't mean u can treat me like ur slave!
Urgh! i even jeling at him n gave him my "fuck off" look at him...
He was fucking arrogant..
I just cant stop saying the four letter word at him..
of cos i dont " hey fucker..who the fuck u think u are?"
at him..i said it i my heart larh..
I miss going to work sey..
Deliveing food and taking orders..
Ahakz..and guess what??
I cant stop imagine besty working wit my parents
when i was away...
Hehs..talked to my mom...
I love u momma!
She told me everything..
About besty at work!
Hehs..kekek sey dgr..
But of cos, i really kesian besty..
Wak din! u must nt scold besty..haish!
How dare u scold her! u almost made her cry..
how dare u!no one can scold besty
without appopriate reasons..
I was thinking abt syg when i actually almost fall..
And my mom's reaction was like..."oh mak boss kau.."
Instead of feeling embarrased,ii laugh at mommy..
funny larhs u mommy..
Looks like mommy makin tau psl besty..
thanks to me..:DD
I cant stop giving infos about besty..
hehs..sry besty i mengumpat larhs..
What i miss about working?
The noise! the smell of the delcious food..
and of cos during pack hours! oh my!!
Very challenging man..
And of cos lepak with my parents and talked non stop..
Gerek tao..
papa : Atiqah,tkmo main ngan hp i..nanti siti nak msg i..
me : saper?siti? haha...tak dpt uh..siti tak msg org yg pki prepaid..
papa : kalau tak siti, sheila majid yg msg papa nanti..
me : suker hati u lah papa..
papa : nanti siti jadi mak angkat u nanti..
me : kuat brangan lah u nie..gi berak lah..
papa : yelah2..nanti papa kahwin ngan siti baru tau..
me : ee..kuat brangan lah u nie..mls nak layan u..
Itu lah yg kiter bbl kan almost everyday..
My dad tak habis2 ngan siti dier..
penat sey dgr kan..haiyoh..
I dunnoe what happen to his sim card also..
And now,he`s using prepaid..hehs..kecian papa..
While i was cutting sayur sawi,(eeww ahte sawi!)
i nearly chopped my fingers too.
And the best part is, i was using a butcher`s knife not the ordinary knife..
haiyah..merepek lah abg syam...
everytym isaw wak din, i wonder how he talked to besty..
kecian dier..haiyah..i cant stop talking about besty ku..
i miss her larhx..
so much..
oh shits! monday...
damn..Nlvl result sey..
wah piang eh..seram sey..
very the nervous n scary..
worst than psle! shits...
pls dont put high hopes on me kies??
Ilove mommy and daddy lots larh!!
Saturday, December 16 ♥
Damn i really hate her..After reading his blog and realize the importance of teamwork and leadership, i realise that, she was good-for-nothing in our unit...Oh god! why am i talking about NCC? To tell u the truth, our unit is from something to almost nothing! I want her back! Not only me, other seniors wants her back. You didn`t even recognise my batch n Farhana`s bacth who brought back the only two medal to our unit. And that was last 2 yrs. And our girls` unit just gain independence taht year. If we can get our first medal on that very same yr we gain independence, why not u? its pretty dissapointing at first. Why must everything goes your way, what about ours? Weknew ncc more than you. We`re in the organisation longer than you. oh god..It`s a total embarrasement when you even got the ranks wrong infront of our part A '06 gals! Fine! Most probably the excuse is, You are new in the family. But that is not an excuse. Really! You think you win our heart by the things you did for us? Sadly, no! You didn`t even win a bit of my heart. Your actions is like as if you blackmail us. That`s not the way. That`s not the way in bringing up our unit and uphold the unit that someone built. And I'm impressed by the way she brought up the unit. I love her way. And i disagree with the way u bring up this unit now. Haish! I thing u bring in nothing to our unit but a disgrace! It has nothing to do with the gals. But i guess with the way you bring us up. And im glad to say that, im not thankful for what u did to our gals...
I had the time of my life yesterday! besty came over and we had loads of fun. We watched chinese tv serials together then we eat ice cream n we just hang up. Enjoying in each other`s company. Yay! left my place arnd 7 plus went to the market nearby and bought waffles. I ate my meals for the day. I ate chichken noodle..I ate half way then the shop blackout. Cools! Romantic skali! Dah name kedai tu Kedai istimewahehs! itulah ke istimewaan nyer...blackout stgh jalan.sent besty to the bus stop then iwent home. Watched the chinese tv serial then iwent to bed..quite early i should say.Maybe the earliest so far? Hmms..then i woke up arnd 1++am..replied besty msged..until arnd 4amthen bab! i went to sleep again..mom woke me up arnd 9 plus or smthg..since then, i cant sleep.. Played the comp..oh god..i miss adik and besty so much larhx...Adik! biler nak kluar niek??kiter tige..KLuar samer2 gi town ke aper ke..up to u guys nak gi maner...mish gg out with u guys.
My mom and dad so cute when they quarelled just now. My dad is the kind yg suker buat lawak. Then sometimes my mom gets pissed off by his stupid jokes.But i find it funny though. Then start lah dorg gadoh..Cute skali! Later out of the blue my dad will put the blame on me also! later when i ejek him, mam mom laugh her head off and my dad will like smile at me back and keep quiet. Well, that shows he`s in the losing point! yesza! Its very easy to defeat him. Just say a word and he lose. Tapi kalau dier gadoh ngan my mak, abis uh. Kekek di buat nyer...Like father like daughter..Just love to find fault from others..
Thursday, December 14 ♥
Idon`t know why i feel kinda moody this few days..nak katekn cepat emo larhs..yay! finally its here..i miss it last mth..Thank god..A huge sigh of relief..Im not gonna miss it again for another 8 mths..No! A big no! Bro and i didn`t go ngaji yesterday. For one simple and patethic reason-It rained ystd...Hmms..It`s not that we didn`t wanna go but the weather didn`t permit us..So we just stay indoors..And besides, the lightning yesterday was pretty frightening.
Today is kinda normal day for me. Except that besty asked for a favour from me. She and adik wanna eat Beef fried noodle. So i went to clementi and get what they want. Mom kinda scolded me for gg out n...Ler org kluar nak belikn mknan utk kwn pon salah ker? Haish..Hack care larhs..I kinda rushed back to besty`s place that i nearly fall..It was slippery. Get a cab.Damn that bloody driver took a longer route on purpose! Wth! Mentang2 peak hour, nak waste time n take a longer route! Then there was once when i totally lose my temper that i sigh alot of time loudly n i keep looking at the meter..Iguess the driver gets my signal..then the driver pon dh step nak ikot mcm org lah..sigh smuer..then there`s a motor infront of us driving slowly.. deep down inside i was like just knock that fucking motor down man! and it happened twice! Marvellous..! no we didn`t do any hit and run stunt...As soon as i reach besty`s place, we ate our foods. Adik went to ngaji..i watched AFV with besty then watched the Idrus video clip at Youtube...It wasnt that scary but hmm..im not sure how to say it..Then we watch stupid david blaine`s wannabe and since then, besty keep doing david blaine`s trick..well sorta..I just laughed about it..in my room, lots of things happen..showed besty the letters that i kept all these while...But i love the last part most! Besty did a brave "stunt" by pasting a sticker on my bro`s room door..Well the sticker is like a badge larh..Prevent abuse on woman n children..She did that cos she noes that my brother just LOVE to beat me up like a pillow or a punching bag? haish..nvm lahs..Then besty went home laughing our heads off about it..Brani sey nie bdk..lucky my bro was playing with his new PS2...main lah ko spanjang hari..let me use the comp then..hehs..Ive nothing to say actually..i feel kinda bored right now..I will always feel guilty honey...but whatever it is, i love u always..I will always be ur silly baby..
Wednesday, December 13 ♥
I feel so unwanted sometimes. Is it realy my instinct that makes me feel that way? Is it really a fact that im useless? I feel so hopeless. Im crying and no one cares. I cried in silence. Behind those smiles and laughter are tears and pains..All my life, i only hear negative remarks on me. Hardly any praises. Just what the world wants from me? Haven`t you had enough seeing me in this state? Eversince i came back from the trip, I feel that the whole world is laughing at me. The whole world came crushing on me. When can I feel genuinely happy? I hate to fake it. But i have too.. I don`t want to see you sad. I don`t want to trouble others. Afterall, they don`t give a shit about me. It`s bringing me down. I`ve no hope right now! Im lost. I've no where to go. The trip taught me reality of life. And showed me the real world. But am i ready to see me looking at the state im in? Oh heck! No one cares about me.Hmms..And that`s the real world i mean. Everybody is acting up. Congrats! Go get your trophies from the Emmy`s.Man u guys are one hell of a good actor man...Keep it up. Let hollywood take you in and make u the next "it" thing...The real world is nothing but shit... People living in this world are just full time hypocrites. Acting n ,lying n more..And just what the crap am i blabbering about? Im just making myself clear that everybody`s the same. Everyone`s so fake! Everyone`s so plastic. Don't deny it. Go see yourself in the mirror and let it how you the real you. I hate people who act infront of me. Stop lying. You only bring hatred between you and me. Hate me,tell me. Love me,tell me. Don`t keep it to yourself.You guys are filthy shit actors who just love to hurt others. Get that? Thanks for being there for me and being a great friend in my life. Thanks for destroying my life. Thanks a million. For all i care if you are dead. Get that shit? Buzz off! Scramp! so long...Im down and over with..Im nothing..
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Yay! im back updatng my blog..I mish my blog..hmms..Weird!
Yesterday was superb! I went out with besty..
Watched 'Happy feet'!
The movie that I've been looking forward to watch eversince I came back from the trip..
Besty fetched me from my place..(manje kans?)
Took 106 to Plaza Singapura..*That`s where we always watched our movie*
On our way to PS, talked to besty about something which kinda bothers me..
After telling her,she kept quiet..its like as if she's afraid about it too!
Hmms..I hope I didn't scare the hell out of her..Hehs!
As soon as we reached PS we bought the movie tix..
Lots of funny and certainly painful things happen to me..And only me!
Haish! Besty, ur such a threat! ouh boy...* Just kidding..hehs..*
The movie was GREAT and SUPERB!
Ouh my God! the penguins are Adorable..*Can i have one to entertain me when im bored?*
And in the movie theatre, there's this baby who just can't stop talking in his baby language..
I find it rather cute though..
After the movie ends, we went to Long john Silver for our Breakfast cum lunch cum dinner..
As usual, I can never have my table ettiqute right..
It's always me who mess the place up when we eat...
I can never get it right when it comes to eating..
I don't know why..Till besty recommends me to use a Bib..
Just in case i dirtied my shirt..
My best friend, she's bad..always..
Hehs..Sorry..=)! Smile Girl..It is just a compliment about you...
Went to Flash n' Splash bought something there..
Well for yesterday's outing, I let besty to do all the choosing for me..
I'm sucked at that. And besides, Besty has a great taste! alelele kembangs lah dier..
Went to Dhoby Ghaut MRT station to top up my ezlink card..
We both were stupid enough to go to the Customer service when i can just top up my ezlink card at the 7-eleven..Haiz..
Atleast i know where we are when a tourist asked us which station she`s at..
We took a walk down Orchard Rd..it was not that crowded though..
Went to Hereen,Paragon,Galleria..and more i guess..
I totally forget where we went yesterday..
Took 106 home..the ride home was cold..and thanks to besty for bringing a cardigan along..
That`s it! thats what we did yesterday..
Alright, i admit it doesnt sound as exciting as it seems..I sucked at telling stories..
And for today..Hmms..Going to besty`s place was not our plan today..
What actually happened? well..To start it off,besty text me about her dream n i told her it was just a dream..
Then out of the blue,i heard aloud growling sound. And it was from my empty stomach..
Told besty that was hungry..Complaint here and there n admitting that im a lazy arse,besty decided and asked me to go over her place n have my meals there.but in the end i didnt..I did went there but i only ate nuggets n chicken fingers. I wanna eat my Bandito meal..i played the computer and watched some videos at Youtube..cute kans the baby laughing?Then adik went out to meet her friends i guess..Then something wonderful happen..shh..Maner leh bilangs..Arnd 6.45pm,we went out n head to west mall..Ader org merajok ngan kiter seh..in the end ajak duduk samer2,nak juga..hehs..went to OCK..then we went to KFC and buy my Bandito pocket meal! Yihah! I ate my bandito at the playground at my area..then she went over to my place..Had a lil talk..Telling how u feel is the best way. And its better being a straight forward..I mean,you will feel better after that. And not only that,you will get what u want..Then .....(for me to know and for you to find out..=) hehs...)
That`s all for today..had a wonderful time with my Best Friend...STEAM!
Sunday, December 10 ♥
whats the day today?? Sunday! then Monday! wee~!
i just cant wait for tomorrow! most probably the happiest day for dis week?
Who noes..! Niwaes,today was damn bored..the maid woke me up arnd 5.40 am cos she wants to go home..
Sent her to the door,then i find myself back sleeping comfortably on my bed...
Before that,i did my normal routine hp check..
Great! 2 msg from deary..
Damn i feel guilty for not telling that i was about to sleep..
Kecian dier..slalu kene mcm gini from me..
I reply one of deary`s msg..
But i cant sleep..i tossed and turn..
Then finally i went back to sleep..
woke up arnd 8.Try to get back to sleep before mom wakes up...but i cant..
I watched tv instead..i keep turning off n on the tv...kinda bored though..
teater komedi is so boring just now..
i dont find it funny at all..
I sleep again arnd 12-2pm..
i woke up had my shower then watch tv..again..
this time,i have smthg to watch..
Iwatched vasantham central...
The movie was great..i guess...
haiz..today`s blog is kinda patethic..oh boy i just cant wait for tmrw..
eh sial uh! i hate that guy sak! i noe its his bdae today n i purposely try to forget and avoid it..
But i cant! his sister msged me and told me that today is his bdae!
So?? what do u want me to do?
U even have the guts to ask me for present! wth! tak tau malu sey korg..
Wake up! when it was my bdae, i dint even ask anythg from u!
Well, u did wished me..but u msged me when the days is almost over..and when i realize,im already 16!
I was expecting ur msg not becos of who u are to me but i just wanna noe if u really remember me..but i dont think so!
And thank god i have my best friend, my god sis and a couple of my frens who wished me and atleast they are thoughtful...unlike u..And ure the last prsn to msg me on that day..Oh great! whatever..and maybe ill wish u tonite when the clock strikes 12! who cares if its ur bdae today..i dont give a shit about it..Get that??
Till here...i dont think i'll spare a thought on human like YOU,mister!
Saturday, December 9 ♥
Im bored..And since im at zaki`s place and they are not in,why not use the computer and update my blog right?? Hmm...Zaki & siblings and his dad n moi grandma will be away for three days..They went to Batam for a holiday i guess..Zaki told me that they will be back this monday..Oh boy! i cant wait! i miss Hidayah so much..that cute lilttle girl with a fair and smooth skin..and not forgetting that dimple on her cheecks!! So seducing when i see her smile every now and then..Happy go lucky little girl..And the maid will be staying over at my place.And since she will be staying over at moi place,why not ask her do the ironing! Ihate ironings...and thank god that Mom let he stay over..but what about my aunt? looks like she will be staying alone in this house...ouh my..this house is huge..You dare to stay all alone in this huge house?? hmm..i wouldnt..but if we die,we`ll be alone in the dark..all alone..And we only bring along our deeds...
Actually my purpose for updating this blog is for fun...nahh..just kidding actually i wanna post something which i find it useful..and maybe useful to u guys too!
The most damaging one letter word : Avoid it I The most satisfying two letter word : use it We The most poisonous three letter word : kill it Ego The most useful four letter word : Value it love The fastest spreading six letter word : Ignore it Rumour The most enviable seven letter word : Achieve it Success The most nefarious eighth letter word : Distance it Jealousy The most powerful nine letter word : Appreciate it Knowledge The most essential ten letter word : Maintain it Confidence Don`t u guys find it useful and true?? im so in love with this kind of stuff...It kinda motivate me though..Haiz..maybe thats all for today's post..
Friday, December 8 ♥
Yesterday..december 07 '06... Woke up..had my shower grab some food and lie on the couch..waiting for my hp to beep.. Im waiting for ur usual morning text that brightens up my day and to noe that ure doing just fine..U text me and i told u to call me back..had a long talk..Our usual craps and stuff..You went for ur religious class in the evening and i went to my cousins place.Just to catch with the kids there and of cos my dear grandma who is currently sick..Isyak prayers then im ready to set home..as sson as i reach home,i transfer a certain amnt to ur number..i told you the truth and u were mad about it..u were angry with me..Im stupid for telling you his name when i knew in the first place that u hate him so much..im just stupid..so stupid indeed..tried to talk to u but ur text replies is just "tak.." "takdelah.." Its pretty heartbreaking though..I went online..i thought u were not on..i kept changing my nick to get ur attention..But i failed! i open conversation and start pouring everything out..Axtually best friend, there`s more..I wrote it in a book..i`ll show it to u someday somehow..but dont worry..its just my thoughts..and whatever i wrote in that book,it lloks like uve replied and save it as a draft..it kinda freakd me out a lil cos u have yet to read the book but u knew what`s in the content.. Yesterday nite was a pure torture for me..i cant sleep..i woke up a couple of times..checked my hp just to see if u text me..But all i get is nthg ..whatever happend that nite kept playing in my mind..ur words running thru my mind..Ive read what u saved in my bogger draft and i did shed some tears..nvm..it wasnt as bad when my brother beat the hell out of me last two nites..u noe how it sounds rite? When dis kinda stuff happens, i dont noe what lies ahead of us..is it gonna be the end of our friendship or..Never mind..i can only sigh and wait for ur "return.." But when?? only god noes..
Tuesday, December 5 ♥
i just came back from meeting those ibans there..meeting those ibans was kinda fun..okie..actually i didnt meet any ibans there..i was just kidding..the trip to Sabah was kinda boring but fun yet tiring! it was scary too...for some reason..i miss someone so much when i was there...thank god i have my hp wit me..but it wasnt enuff..lets just take a trip downhill the moment i left the god damn house...
29th nov..
Besty came over to be with me...i miss her so much...went to clementi to hev our dinner..mee hongkong...even mom noes what she likes n her mee hongkong ade sikit special...mee hongkong tanpe sayur...back from clementi, we sat together to watch tv..it was kinda sad for me though cos im like leaving someone i love so much behind..at 9.55 im off to school when im suppose to report in school at 9.45..Amek kesempatan gi school lambat sikit...hehex..before that, bought top up card..bleh sms adik n besty...as sson as i reached school,did abit of admin stuff and packaging...sleep at the music room..talked to deary on the phone..very sad..web sms adik..talk lots of craps abt that two guy..then i sleep for like 30 mins only..i cant sleep..i don`t noe why...
30th nov...
Time to wake up and head For Senai airport at 4..sms and talked to besty on the way to Woodlands checkpoint...very emotional..it was our last goodbye...pass thru woodlands and Johore checkpoint, we hop on the bus and head our way to Senai airport..Had our early breakfast there..i ate nasi goreng..I miss my shop`s nasi goreng...belom pape dah rindu mkn nasi goreng..sit at the restaurant for awhile..i feel a lil bit uneasy cos somebody`s watching at me..every time..u should noe who..tsk..tsk..haiz..tried to ignore him...even when they fall in,i stand behing the NCOs..so that he cant see me..WTH! its time for departure...i took one last look around..I almost cried and told nani about my problem..i throw my tantrum and caught the girls CO attention..told ma`am about it..and she told me to ignore..fine! whatever..the flight took 2 hrs 30 mins..Man! its almost 11 yrs since i last took my last airplane ride..i feel kinda weird though..Slept in the plane..As soon as we reached Sabah`s Airasia airport (budget siol naik AirAsia) we took a bus ride to Rose cabin..it was high up in the mountain...When we reach Rose Cabin, the place was cold! it was like Cameron Highland..the place was beautiful..everything`s so fresh...Check in and we got our rooms..had our lunch..The food was Bluek!!! yucks! it was tasteless...The only thing that`s delicious on the table was the Vegetale..i stuffed myself with lots of vege...it was still early this is the first day and we didnt have anything to do. Cos our expedition to mt kinabalu starts at 7 plus..After dinner,the guys prayed at the Hall.And guess who is the imam?? mr adam! the girls outside the hall was like laughing and giggling...its not becos it was funny cos its the first time the part Cs saw mr adam became the imam. His voice was so smooth and sweet..Sajak kalau mr adam jadi imam..
1st december..(the date is special for me and deary..(: )
Aftr our breakfast, the real expedition begins..we took 5 mins bus trip to Kinabalu park..btw,im the IC for that day.Had a lil briefing..then off we went for the trip...Hehex..before that, we had small praying session..it was tough...climbing to our rest house..it took us six hours..on our way to the first two checkpoint it was difficult..every checkpoint,we drank a few sips of water and ate Muesli bars...and for the last 4-5 checkpoints, it was almost kinda easy..and i farted lots of time becos of tha tablet thingy that mr adam gave us..Me and atiqah hamzah kinda leave the rest behind..and at every checkpoint, its always the both of us that reached first...when we reach at laban rata,the both of us was like relaxing and we both saw the rest of our frens still panting trying to reach laban rata..btw,laban rata is our rest house..Checked in then we had our Dinner..The food was way better than Rose cabin..especially the goreng pisang...omg! i just lurve it..it was thin..the inside was soft and the outside was crispy although the goreng pisang was cold..Had a lil briefing for the next day..went back to our bunks..and tat the bunks, we packed our stuff..while packing our stuff, i had a very nasty vision..in my vision,i lose one of us..as in among the 6 girls,we lose one of us..told ma`am about it..she just comfort me..When mr adam was explaining about the situation at the summit,i was shivering..he told us that the temp was 0 degress cel..Itwas damn cols.if u cant ake 18 deg,what about 0 deg? the temp at laban rata was like 15 deg..maybe lower..it was freezing cold.Mr Adam didnt allow those who are sick to climb the summit...it was scary..that nite, i cant sleep..i slept for awhile then i wake up..i start to shiver..i think it was kinda cold that my jaws were "jammed"...Nani who slept beside me tried to help me out..then i went back to sleep..
2nd december...
Time check..3 am..we woke up wash up..we didnt bathe cos the water was freezing cold..damn cold..even brushing our teeth was a pure torture..then i vomitted..ma`am took my temp,and im sick! great! i cant climb the summit..i wanna climb the summit even though i feel panicky n about my nasty vision..i wanna be at the highest peak in south east asia..But ma`am told us that we are the first girl in YI to reach laban rata..That kinda motivate me..after i woke up...then i sleep again wit nani..she didnt climb to the summit too cos she was sick the day before..its dangerous to climb the summit if ure sick..waited for the rest fo the girls to climb down from the summit..when saw them,i gave them a huge big hug..
damn! im happy and proud and im glad dat what my vision showed me,is not true..hehx..after our lunch,we went downhill...it was tough cos the slope was steep,and then mr adam was damn irritating...but motivating though his words..he was like "c`mon girls u re doing great! ure doing fine!" "breathe in,breathe out" i was infront of him..atiqah hamzah and i was kinda irritated by him already..then we reach at the foot of was a huge sigh of relief...me adam contact the rest of the teachers with walkie talkie and he was like "we`ve reach Timpohon gate...yeah!" so cute tao..then we had our six course dinner at rose cabin..as usual the food is kinda yucky and i stuffed myself with rice and vege..then off we wen to KK city.book in trekkers lodge.the place was nice although it was kinda old school..ader old school feeling sikit...then had our shower and bab! sleep...btw, thinking about my deary motivates me in anything i do..hehex..i syg u lah syg...
3rd dec...
white water river rafting...took a train ride there..i think the water rafting is the best activity so far..i had fun..the rapid was wow! so strong..swim..When we rach the ending point,me ct eika n azhari gt pushed away by the strong current..we got drift away...ma`am was so kanchong oreadi..hehex..i was scared...i nearly cried..i tried to swim back but it was difficult cos of the current..then some guys helped me..not just me but us..thank god..i was trembling already when i came out of the water..we had a scrumptuos meal..but had to chop2 cos the train is arriving soon and it was the last train ride to the station..damn the food was delicious..as soon as we reached KK city,we had our dinner at KFC..two pieces of huge chicken..then something disgusting happpen..lazy to type it out here..we went back to our lodge wash up then sleep.before that,i used atiqah hamzah hp to msg deary besty..damn..i miss her so much man..i was so happy..but i didnt msg her much..cos bill anak org takot melambong sey..hehe..Thanks atiqah hamzah..
4th dec..
we went shopping spree! yihah! i didnt buy anythg...just watched my girls..i did the bragain for them..telling them the prices..we bargained alot..bad singaporean..i whisper all the prices to atiqah hamzah and she said it to the shop keeper..then we went to centre point..had mcspicy for our lunch..when i eat mcspicy,it reminds me of deary besty..then i get kinda emo and i kept quiet...atiqah hamzah who sat opposite me was like "u ok? why so quiet suddenly?" i just smiled at her and said nothing..sedih tao mkn burger tu...then walk around centre point..ader kedai adidas and nike! the adidas shop was way better than the ones in spore.But it was expensive though.ct n atiqah hamzah bought buckle for amjad and aidil..ct`s buckle cost RM79.90..and atiqah`s buckle RM80++ if im not wrong..atiqah hamzah buckle is slightly different from CT`s...i thought of buying one for besty..but ther`s no orange color..Besty! besty! the buckle looks way better than the one u have now..then report back to trekkers lodge.wash up then dinner..i ate nasi goreng ayam.hehe..i did some fear factor stunt..they add kicap,pepper,vinegar,green tea,sarsi n some other ingredients..then i had a small bite of it and i nearly puke..it taste awful!! eee...took our stuff head back to sabah airport...then to senai then to singapore!!! yihah! i and atiqah hamzah were the noisy ones about returning back to singapore..im so glad that we did get back to singapore..hehe..msg besty!! yihah! wow!btw,about the buckle thingy,im afraid that besty will scold me for wasting money..
and here i am updating my blog...the trip was a memorable one..
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