Tuesday, March 30 ♥
Finally parents knew that I take up a new job. -.-
Oh well, had fun today with Baby Susu. Nyahaha. Well, we were looking forward to meet up. Then it was cancelled cause she had a last minute Math remedial. Was a bit dissapointed. Went to office to collect my cheque and take my wallet since i left it in the office. Haha. Careless right? i know.
Then susu called and said the meet up is on again! haha. fun! I rushed to the mrt and because of that, i had stitches. Wah! painful much. Was there on time. Ate our chicken rice that we both kinda crave for. Crapping joking and laughing made me miss her more man. Haha. Wanted to take a picture with her. But malu. Nonsense right? Then in the end tak jadi. Instead, we had a good laugh at the bus stop. Home sweet home.
Susu, am not gonna debate with you anymore aite. I am not gonna go aganist your word. See, the events that happened today are all unpredictable. So, you win, darling babe.
Sent her home. Rushed to tuition. Again i had stitches. Oh yeah, Hasbi was hilarious.
Me: bi, take for me pisau.
Hasbi: Huh? pisau?
me: A`ah pisau.
Hasbi: Pisau?
Me: Iyer.. Pisau.
Hasbi: huh? ape? Ear?
Me: Allah! Pisau lah!
Hasbi. Oh, haha.
Pekak bin Badak. Nyahaha.
Thats all folks.
And i am madly in love with my friendssss.
Ad i can't wait for tomorrow. Going out with me beloved sister!
didnt get to see him for the last time. darn.
Its my last freaking day!
Monday, March 29 ♥
God damn mother toot toot toot. Company fax machine and telephone rosak, kau blame on me? abeh bising "eh who keep faxing the P.O. over and over again ah?" You so the sialow. Ugrh! forget it. its my last day.
And honestly its not like waht i expected. Last minute cock up stuffs. etc. haiyah. Why???!
No mood to blog. oh, maybe after today, wont be blogging as much as i used to. nyahaha.
Know what, susu and i we are not only unique, we have the same thoughts sometimes. too Unique to be true. nyahaha. i love you lah friend.. Can't wait for her birthday! haha. im always looking forward to my friend`s birthday but not mine. haha.
Oh boy, cant wait for wednesday... Been almost a month plus since i last meet her. Nak spend time wtih her before I get real busy. Guilty couldnt spend time with her. Its my adik lah.
People, its my last day!
Im craving for salad with thousand island add corn and purple cabbage with it. yum! oh oh, dont forget the apples. Temptation! Anther temptation, peanut butter with kiwi! haha. but not too much of the peanut butter. dont like peanut butter. match made in heaven.
Last day of work and i have to do OT. To you who has no idea whats OT, it means over time! nyahaha! who cares. not working tmr. nyahaha.
O kay got togo. loads of stuff to do. nyahaha. *ehem, yeah right*
Sunday, March 28 ♥
I love today much much much.
Class was fun today. Darling Babe was late for class. Never mind, it's okay darling. After class, head to Westmall. Looked for trousers and new shoes. I found what i wanted. Yeay to me and three cheers to babe darling. hehes. Thanks honey! After the window shopping, head home. Family was waiting for me. hehe. awe, sweet nye. Had pizza for lunch. talked and joked with parents. miss those times will treasure times like this. Abang had his first case. He showed us the report. Pathetic case though. nyahaha.
Finally, did my resignation letter. yeay to me again. Best! haha.
I regretted didn't take a picture of susu and i today. I have got a bad feeling. Hmm... hope to see you soon. Gonna miss ya, fresh milk! hehe.
Oh, bee and i came up with a new word! Sialow. haha. keh, only bee and i know what it means, right mak cik?
Saturday, March 27 ♥
WARNING : THE CONTENT IN THIS POST IS RATED R21 ( IM SERIOUS! NOT KIDDING.)
HAHA! I AM SOOO AH-LAME. HAHA. PASAL NUR ATIQAH BTE MANSOR IS HAPPY!
I AM H-A-P-P-Y. BECOS I AM H-A-P-P-Y! HAHA. FINA KNOWS THIS SONG. LAGU NURSERY SEY.-.-" KAY... SERIOUS. SOME EXPLICIT CONTENT IN THE LATER PART OF THE POST. BRACE YOURSELF, READERS. HAHA. JOKING LAH. EH WAIT, IM NOT SURE WHETHER ITS A JOKE OR IF ITS FOR REAL. ALA, YOU READERS DECIDE JE OKAY? BUT I GUESS IT AIN'T THAT EXPLICIT. ERR.. ENTAH.
It was impromptu for me to sleepover at Mdm Latifah`s place last night. Nyahaha. My aunt lah actually. I was so sleepy, i removed my tudung and bump! Slept comfortably. Heehe. i woke up, someone was beside me lah, Aby was beside me. haha. U snored. A loud one! Scary you know. and u smelled like u just smoked. hehe.
Played play dough with the kids. bored. and oh, i amde a poo out of the play dough. and threw it at the kids. I was bored! oh i texted with darling babe. hehe. Dah attached eh? haha! shorty wins, baby. nyahaha. back on traack, if my "poop" hit them, dorang kene my najis. nyahaha. lame right? yeah, i know. but it was fun with cussies.
Why is everyoe asking me when im getting maried or when im getting a partneer for myself? Darn, u guys scary much. 4 out of 5 of my GFs are attached. Except for me and kinah. Nyahaha. I am just lazy to get attached. after what happened last month, was enough for me. I will never find love.Once is enough. not giving more any chances to love. Like seriously. I hate the "you kat mane?" "you kluar ngan saper?" "you balik pukul braper" attention. I know its TLC. but, kalau dah whole day, its so membingit kan. pfft! I just wanna have fun. Nenek lagi scary. she kept asking me when im getting married. but when im on the phone with a random friend, she scolded me. -.-" ape seh maksud? I hate break ups! Wah! Been there. I just hate the aftermath though i get over guys easily. And all went downhill form there. Would rather love my friends, family and branded stuff. Whats the assuring part about loving these people and stuffs? They hardly dissapoint u and u know for sure that they will love you back. Guranteed! and as for friends, u can love all but not just one. see! best right? . Easy to say, i hate love. Staying single is the best policy.
"You`ll be my one and only" pfft! Dah break, ah kau, tetibe berlambak seh ex dier.
unless theres someone out there yang can prove me wrong.. *winks*
I hate when someone touch my hips. i swear i do. Dah kahwin and anak satu kan engkau? asal kau pegang aku kat sane? Kims! I just hate it. I felt guilty. Idk why. I feel for your wife aite? Lelakisekarang dah sah buaye darat. See! that`s what i hate about relationships. Nak nangis sey when he did that. Ayeem did that too last week. i scolded him right infront of the customer " asal sentuh orang ni? kau dah kahwin kan?"
Oh, mom and aby said that too to ayeem. dengan selmaber he replied " tak ah, dah duda." -.-" wah, scary seh!
Guys, read about the daughter who had sex with her father? And it was consensual. I didn't know incest is a crime in Singapore. haha. not a law student. Now then i know. Wow, dunie dah confirm dah nak kiamat. Mom told me about one of the tande kiamat.
Imagine this : "daddy, let`s have sex!" Astaghfirullah. wah... disgusting sunnguh! Tak tau malu ke?? Sorry, too open but jyeah.... Somethings u have to be open but to a certain extend. Chey, macam social studies.
dah lah, styory telling a lot aldy.
salam readers.
mahal kita readers!
Waaaait! nak tau something! i have the best news ever! better than getting attach, I am strating work at SENTOSA again next week! Alhamdulillah! Syukur! That was faster than expected. James said in 2 weeks. But i just received the call from Sonam like 5 minutes ago. Than i will be posted to Science centre. Boohoo. but hell, it is near to parent`s place and that means, near to home! haha. and and! my baby DSLRs. googoogaga. koochi koochi. Sheeqs, if you are reading this, do not tell ayah and ibu. please. Amanah.
Friday, March 26 ♥
Me third post. And as usual, i forgot i was in the office cos i was so engrossed reading random blogger`s blog. Haha. After im done with the reading, i streched puas puas. haha. buruk i know. Like i care.
watery eyes and nose. Bleah.
third post.
I miss being in love and thanks to you, i hate love.
♥
i need these :
-my gfs (susu (: masyi (: kinah norish kak D)
-Anak Mazlan bin abdullah. Its a her btw.
-Sauna
-Caramel frappe
-Hazelnut frappe
-Brownies
-DSLRs
-shop
I wanna watch movie with Ms Banana GUILTY MUCH THAT I COULD NOT SPEND TIME WITH HER.
Is it wrong to ask someone just to make sure what im doing is right? Hello, sometimes you didnt realise that you are asking the obviuos till they say something degrading. and thats when u realise you are stupid but in actual fact you are not. Just a mere question and you answered it back like im soo stupid that i can't even tell whats right and whats wrong. INI LAH ORANG MELAYU SEKARANG. SOMBONG. CAN YOU BE LIKE THE PADI? Jangan sombong. Kalau dangan manusia kau nak sombong, ape lagi dgn Nya? please lah. Dude, i didn't corrupt the whole system nor did i do anything wrong. *smack boom* craps and i did what i was told. something unforseen happened. U gave me the "child, you are corrupted, do you know that" look. Aren't you like me too? MANUSIA, TAKE A LOOK AT YOUR ROOTS. ask yourself kau dari mane. jangan psl ilmu yang engkau ade, kau mcm gini dgn aku.
Z tak solat eh? Jusr saw him. Err, i dare not say anyting that i didnt see.
i thought i got over you aldy.
Yes, i kinda miss u. but you are hers.
♥
I have no idea what`s wrong wiith me today. Like seriously. Everything`s not right. Woke up late. Ialmost hugged a Chinese guy in the bus due to the sudden brake, someone`s ass was right at my face, i reprimand an old lady who stood my way, my ez-link is running out of cash and i didn't bace doa keluar rumah. Yes i am mad at myself for not doing so. Customed to it yet i canstill forget? Bleah. Something`s not right. Darn, its only Friday. Monday, can you come quick? i wanna get over it. I am in a foul mood. PMS? haha. Gaknye.
Oh, i put on weight. I am fat again. haha! Office work make me fat. Macam mane tak put on weight? Sit down and munch chocolate je. Stare at the screen till i go crossed eye.
And i realize i love to procrastinate important stuff. A very bad habit. Please don't try this at home or in the office. You will get into deep shit. I am just plain lazy. Like hello, mcm korang tak pernah be like me-plain lazy. When plain lazy attitude takes chrage, all hell breaks lose. Mom nags and boss chase after you. nyahaha, Common.
tummy pan ah. bye. gtg.
Thursday, March 25 ♥
For a sec, i forgot i am in the office now. Hah! cos everyone seems to be doing their own stuff. hah.
Craving for Fries. to be precise, cheese fries. when can i have it again? oh, KFC is having an offer lah.
dreamt abuot wadi. haha. Wadi, u mis me ah? haha. thick skin.
p/s am worried about darling babe. Babe, take care aite? Go drink plenty of water.
♥
Darn just now was totally hectic! Hectic giler! And because of that, i am super fvcked up right now. Trust me, i am right now. Lazy to elaborate. Blood mendidih. Damn you lah! Pfft! Kims ah kau!
On the bright isde, Ex-bossy called me! Best kape!
I love it lah! Can't wait. But i am kinda stuck right now. Spoilt with choices. I realise, i have not been doing my work right. And oh yeah, parents didn;t know about it-YET.
Guys, i just [insert something here] *round of applause for me* *winks*
Sigh! oh, oh masyi text me. Cute you know her text. Motvating banget. haha.
:(( Darling babe had a bad stomach cramp. A bad one. I know it's tak perlu nk bilang. But she was having physics CT this morning and she told me she kinda screw it. Awe. i feel bad. Idk why, but jyeah it does. Take care darling.
Sotong! Jangan masok btss. I mean don't stay at ccss cos... too open ah if i were to post it here.
nothing too blog about now.
i am different, Cos i love being diffrent. I realise i am not into korean drama /songs. Let alone hunks. I am not into Jusitn bieber. -.-" no offence :X Actually if the list goes on, i can go crazy. I don't go for hunks. Hate hunks. I feel insecure. I go for smart geeks. Geeks are cool.Cause i love brainy guys. Am not trying to imply hunks are stupid/brainless, but smart people turn me on! haha! But just as long jangan nak step brainy padahal tak tau sudah. Tet! Turn off giler. nuts. -.-" I think george clooney is sexy although ber-uban. I am smitten by Simon Cowell`s smile. and afdlin shauki is adorable. I told you im different.!
Wednesday, March 24 ♥
Everyone`s ranting about their first day of school. Whereas for me, im blogging about first day of the week spending time at home sleeping and chores and sleeping. I was soo lazy to go to work taht i decide for another 2 days off. Obviously something unexpected happen that morning. Geez... Heavy downpour for the past 2 mornings. Brr. i like! Cold and im comfortably tucking away in my bed with my comforter and stitch the ugly monster bear. Hehs.
Nothing much to rant. Oh, actually it is like so sudden i forget waht i want to blog about. Nyahaha
Oh, i wanna tender my resignation soon. Im underpaid. severly underpaid. Don't be shocked. I earn $____ a month."A lot right? jyeah i know. Bangge dgn pay aku." I earned double working with my parents. Nyahaha. I got a way better offer. Maybe by next week? Hah! Kita hanya bisa merancang tapi tuhan yang menentukan nya. Ahchey...! Actually i am waiting for the right time to tender it. BUT how and when?
Btw, It is a Baby Boy! Congratulations and jubilations! haha. Nuts...
Went to Tom and Stefanie and bought pyjamas for the baby. Aww. Tak pernah pernah shopping for baby clothes. It is so fun! Had an awesome time searching high and low lookig for the cutest and appropriate pyjamas for him. Guys, it`s due by July! Anticipate for the new arrival to the clan aite hommies?
And i am NOT refering to me. Someone. Shall not mention her name till the time is right. Cos apparently, i am the only outsider that knows about it. Honoured much. Hehs. Cos her son told me. Haha.
Another random stuff tak?
Oh! I was giving tuition yesterday and i divert my attention to Bee, I love her Letter writting topic. " Mafaat sosial Jaringan seperti Facebook" Yes readers, it is facebook. Well, for me, I don:t quite get into the whole Facebook thingy. All i know is, it is like Friendster, It has game etc. Bee and i think that it has more Negative impact than postive. Hell jyeah, it does. But different people has different opinion. So, gasak korang lah nak. Hehhe.
Kay, i am out of words to rant about.
Wait, another randoommmm stuff. I miss doing homework and i realise letter writting (be it formal or informal) is susah. Especially when you have to use it in bahasa baku. Bleargh.
Saturday, March 20 ♥
bullet points will do ya?
- I was at parents' shop the whole of last night. Reached home at 2.30am.
- Awake up by 8am. Thank god Aziz fecthed.
- Now i am so awake. No idea why. when im supposed to be feeling sleepy and stuff.
I miss my dad`s staff! Had truck loads of fun! Seriously. Helped out a bit. I miss everyone! Excluding budak2 air and other tenants. haha! U guys are missed babes and hotstuffs! Oh, I felt energetic working with them, eventhough i was from work yesterday cos they made me laugh and smile. I know them inside out. I love you guys!
Sheila Rusly will be coming down tonight at parents' shop. Some personal stuff with parents.
I wanna go Alkaff Mansion again. One of my relatives held a wedding there like many moons back. Haha. It was an awesome place to get hitched. Very romantic.
Okay, otak buntu.
Got to go.
Pstt... Meeting baby milk tomorrow. Babe! im looking forward to meet you! Belom bace quran lagi sey.
The alkaff mansion interior mcm rundown sey. I still remembered aunty eca and her husband walkd down the aisle and there was smoky effect. What do we call it? I forget lah. Hehe
I miss this guy. The one above. He is my brother lah. I miss kak D too. I don't know why i am not frigging mad at him when he wanted to use to my big red crumpler bag to work. I miss you soo much abang.
[Re edit]
I googled my own name as i was bored. Haha. takde keje right? Oh, then i stumbled upon a website.
IF im not wrong its welovehijab.blogspot.com. Something like that. baju baju dorang nice. kay tiqah, budget! stop it.... Very office like. Eversince i start working in an office environment, i am so into office wear. like duh!
Wednesday, March 17 ♥
Okay, aku tgh confuse. and sakit kepale.
Okay! Bye bye.
jap.
I love you all readers kay?
but before i go.
after a couple of text exchanged.
Susu : Wah if i dont think of you,i wont even text you. haha. see i still care for you muahaha!
me : still care for me but laugh evilly??? Honey you really got personality prblem. Go see psychatrist.
susu : Haha! the muahaha was supposed to be act cute.okay i cant act cute. Fail! Lol.
man, shes so funny. haha. or was it me whose funny? haha! we are unique friend right susu? cos apparently the term "looks can be deceiving" can never be implied on us! haha. why? cos I AM HER FRIEND. crappy lah dier! haha.
Kay bye! gtg.
Tuesday, March 16 ♥
Nothing much to blabber about. Hahah.
invade my privacy jer lah keh?
I C.I.N.T.A them all! Someone`s family is missing!. Sorry gambar out dated sikit. Last year`s raya. hehe. I didn't bring my other Memory card. Oh btw, my memory card is corrupted once again. Must buy new one. Pfft. alaaaa, cheap right? Got my latest memory card for only $20 4gb some more!
Censored? Tet! Cousin LoveLoveLove.
I want Syazwani`s picture so i can edit. hmm, soon soon.
I cried this morning at work.
I texted papa.
me : papa, can you fecth me after work? i need to confide.
papa : you wait there forever. i kat KL.
I don't even know papa is in KL right now. I really don't. No wonder mama was alone in bed when i went into her room this morning. I thought papa went jogging. Pfft! Yeay! insya Allah mama is getting a maid. InsyaAllah jer tau! hehe. Shall not be too excited and put high hopes. Confirm nanti dissapointed again.
Sooo mundane today. Handphone today mcm dead gitu. Save lah kan? Actually... heh.
to 200 pund beauty :
Hello, how are you? Dah okay dgn umi? I really want you to be okay with her. Darn, shall not blabber more. reckon you had enough. Enjoy your holidays. I wanna watch movie with you again. But im working. that sucks like hell. Wished that i am still working at Sentosa so i can spend alil more time with you even if it is for a day.
Speaking of sentosa, i wanna go back there badly. I wanna work with Digi photo so i can touch my beloved DSLR camera again. And snap snap snap! Pfft/. Kenangan babe.
dah gtg.
Insya allah tmrw will be better.
Qaqah Syg you all readers.
Monday, March 15 ♥
She`s my bitch. lols. Joking la. Babe, shopping lagi?
Kinah! kau dah dapat gaji kan? u owe me these : - Mcspicy meal (change the drink to Ice lemon tea uppsize) -A dress -$10 -handphone bill aku. haha. joking lah girl. oh tapi the Mcspicy meal tu, dah 2 bulan overdue. Hahah
Early in the morning, this man woke me and sotong up. Nenek watched the tele too loud. Couldn't sleep after subuh.
Nak step emo mane je ni budak. saper sey dekni? Tapi cool ah die nyer rambot. mampos! puji diri sendiri. Ala... that hairstyle, sheeqs was playing with my hair since we had nothing to do. Ignore how i sat. Burok i know. Haha.
L.O.V.E
Reckoned this is the ugliest love you have eversince. Ugly, but still we love each other much. Whose hand is the fairest? keke. HATE ME, SOTONG?
Ahmad Fauzi Bin khamis
Trust me, it`s the same guy as the one above. Couple? no... Mother and son kay? Ibu and Firdaus.
I love them both much
Oh,i was actually missing someone when i took this picture. God knows who.
Saper kakak saper adik?
sorry, picture a bit blurry. It`s not editted.
Sotong said this : Spot the fake Ipanema.
Keh, that`s it. your guys are invading my privacy now. haha! dont mind me. im crappy today despite having the Panda eyes and eye bag.
Saturday, March 13 ♥
Adik, i tau u gadoh dgn mak u keh. u takmo mcm gini. Please. Even if u tak talk to your mom, still u dont have the right to go home late and everything. The more u rebel, the worse its gonna be. i am not tryingt o nag, adek. U skrg boleh heck care etc with what your mom thinks. But think of it adik, what if one day, u need no one, not even me or your siblings but u only need your mom`s help. what are you gonna do? kill yourself to end all trouble rather than let her help you? Mcm u bilang i dulu, "no matter what shes your mom. mak lebeh tau." i wswtill have the mzg yg u text me when i ineed your help. so why now u cant have taht kind of thinking? she has her reason and sebagai mak, dier tau more.
The bottomline is, dont rebel your mom even she didnt say anything about your actions now. There is a time shes gonna totaly reject you and thats when you realize u needed her the most.
I pernah kene reject and buang dari my mom. You akan rase dunie mcm nak kiamat your got no one to turn to. The person yang surround you will say the same thing "balik rumah and minta maaf dgn mak." trust me. ive been therre and done that. Adik, dengar ckp i. for once. this time.
takmo degil lagi.
she buat gitu sumer, cos die nak u realize and rase something that will make you realize that you need your mom. mom knows best.
i love you adik. i tak nak adik i mcm nie. eventhou u hang up on me tadi, im worried abt you. i really am.
hanye Allah saje yang tahu aper i rase.
♥
She looks like a... Baby boy! :))) Sorry kak Ira. My first niece
Anuar Zain sesat. She said that is she still my god sis? i dont know where is she now. havent contact her for quite sometime. is her number still 923....? Adik? i still love you. the past fina. " i will never be the same if we meet again."
i changed my URL people ~ wooohoooo . nie SOTONG btw . HAHAHAHA
SIDE TRACK
OKAEH BYE. MALAS NAK UPLOAD. NEXT TIME JE. HATE YOU SOTONG. (CONTRADICTING)
♥
Nothing to post.
eh jap, i slept at 10pm.
oh okay. Thought of going on hiatus.
Don't feel like going on with life.
Darn.
Bored. bye.
[Edited]
Time pass so fagging slow! Darn, i wanna go home keh.
Im just so sick. like there`s no mood and i don't see the reason.
Z!!! oma! Z wears Real madrid jersey. Away jersey. Come on, Z. Real madrid is out of the champions league thanks to Lyon! haha. kay, enough about soccer. haha. bobal mcm phm. I phm okay! hehe ^^,
Now this is my fist smile for the morning. (grins) Oh and i love to stare at C, Robaldo`s pic in the paper with his dissapointing face. Dissapointed yet macho. hurhurhur.terkejot sey he walked pass. The second look was worthwhile cos... It`s Z lah kan? so, its worth taking the second look. And no, i didn't stare at him like most minah tudung stare. hehs. It's more to checking out who just walked pass. hehe. *scratching my head and giving the blur face*
CAN I LIKE BAN THE SONG "DO YOU REMEMBER" BY JAY SEAN TO BE PLAYD ON AIR? HAHA! selfish. I know.
"do you remember? do you remember?" No! i don't! i don't even want to remember that text and that night we met! pfft -.-"
I found myself humiing to Justin Bieber`s "baby" I always smile to myself when JB's song is on air. "Does he have Adam`s apple?" HAHA!
psst... Z likes Adidas. can see that. haha. kay, enough abt Z. Labels: I find myself blogging again haha. ^^
Friday, March 12 ♥
it`s T.G.I.F baby!
bleargh... boring...
- I am happy with abg angkatku Daniel Bin Razak
- am still wishing uopn a star about Fina (i really have no idea what will chnage her.)
- Woke up late today but was still early for work.
- i can never wake up early again. idk why.
- I realize i love it when people call me Qaqah. hahe! siao!
- Smitten by someone`s smile which is so hard to see him smile ( once in a blue moon lah kan?)
- miss abg daniels aussie and indian accent
I love filipinos and pinas! The way they talk sumpah aku cair! siraulo! hehe.
missing someone.
[Edited]
I want abang, i want darling susu, i want mama, i want papa, i want the past fina. and oh, i want Z to smile like an idiot. haha. siraulo.
mahal kita susu!
mahal kita abang!
mahal kita mama and papa!
mahal kita nur 'afina bte mazlan bin ??? aka budak arabiah aka SETgirl aka supergirl aka ms banana etc
mahal kita masyi!
mahal kita sumer!
aku nak jadi budak phillipines boleh? i am so in love with them lah. and they are such a hotty!
ako gustong maging filipina
ako magkulang sa magpakasal sa filipino
The first sentence means : i wanna be a filipina
the second line means : i wanna marry a filipino
Thursday, March 11 ♥
Today seems to be pretty short. know why? Cos... like finnally i learnt something and have someting to do. Nasib baik tau buat. I swear whatever i learnt in Abacus (almost a year ago) i had clean forgotten about it. i mean like, touched the topic for 5 days then it was the end of my whole course. tsk tsk. Enough said about work.
That gundu fetch me to work. sorry abang, he asked me first. ala, gundu ni irritating. amek kesempatan seyh pegang kaki orang. i screamed at him like in the middle of the road and hit him hard. The dude next to us looked at us. He deserve it lah. tu lah pegang lagi anak dara orang. kan dah kene pukul. I dare to slap you. Abg abg abeh kan at bukit timah, ade mat motor from malaysia disturb adek tau abg..... ade arnd 4-5 motor. sume mat mlysia -.-" adik tak scared. hehe. step mane peyh brani jer me. hmm... abestu kan abg... ily! hehe. lame sey adek. oh, hows your gf? hehe... im like super manje sey. haha. cos i am h-a-p-p-y/
I miss my close gfs. Susu (though we text everyday), masyitah, sakinah... Darn, rindu.
I was home early yesterday. I assume im early than most of u guys. chey, kay, crap. eventhough i was early, but i slept very late. arnd 1 plus? can't sleep. idk why.
Im like hyper today. took the supplement. i was expecting a bad headache and a sleepy afternoon. But hell no!
anther random stuff, i cant stop visiting someone`s blog. I find the photo of her with her bff so cute. they kiss each other`s cheeks. cute! seriously its cute and sweet! if only adik fina and i boleh mcm tu lagi (exclude the peck). im still not quite okay with her. i miss her too. rindu sesgt. her laughter. oh and how jakun she will be when we watched movie. those advertisement can even make her lol. Ahh!! aku rindu fina. Ahmad syafiq, come back be with her and we all will be happy like we used too. Happy and sweet. the 3 of us. Sigh... why do u have to go first? darn....
alamak, emosi terganggu jap. ahh! i sue to call adik fina taht. S.E.T. GIRL. SuperEmosiTergangguGirl. Die dah bukan supergirl lagi eversince he went away.
Stop being emo lah! I just miss her.
yeay! nak tengok movie with masyi masyi.Labels: dont mind my spelling mistakes. laszy to edit. cos too happy. LAME
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let me come clean.
Abg, die tadi pera minyak byk kali. then he put his hand on my knee. he draw2 on my knee. i hit him lots of time. tangan die mcm sotong. I scolded him kay. dont worry. Ale, abg also the same kan?? suke pera minyak bile adek naik motor with abg. pe jeh. but, die kwn adek je. no worries. i have my eye on z tao! hehe.
Wednesday, March 10 ♥
The best word to describe today - MUNDANE. Like seriously. oh except the fact that i waited almost 30 mins for the cab and the awesome taxi driver.
woke up late today despite the earlysleep. slept around 9+ almost 10pm. Early right? i know. It rained! yeay! Like suddenly Singapore is shortage of taxis! I waited for like 30 mins for a cab. Darn. Not only that, i got myself drenched! Thanks to the fast moving lorries and vans. Anyermak...Blood mendidih seh. The worst part, i wore skirt to work today. sigh.
Oh jyeah, i love the cab driver today! hehe. he`s the only person who made me smile early in the morning besides the gloomy weather. We talked a lot! Thanks for the pointers, mister. He showed me photographs. CANTIK! He`s a professional photographer. And he told me maybe i should get a d70 and 18 200 lense cos he says it's the best combination for amateur photographer. Kay, will take that into consideration. Enough said about photgraphy. Honestly that ride to work was fruitful one and the best i had so far! haha. siao. i know.
Papa is being supa lame again.
I "ransacked" my room over the weekends. he walked pass my room and he was like...
papa : ya allah! bilik kene rompak?
me : taklah, i tgh kemas bilik.
papa : berserraknyer. DULU I ANAK DARA, bilik i takde lah berserak mcm ni.
me : siao ah u papa. haha!
yes, i know i called papa crazy, but he didnt mind cos he calls me one too! of cos he was just joking. Oh and i miss how papa and i joked. I miss papa and mama. Oh, i miss shrek (abg) too.
Is there anyone out there selling their d70 at a resonable price? Oh boy! nak!!! Body only is $999. mahal seh! I wanna get the lense too. hmm.. must i wait till the end ofthe year to get the best deal? maybe i should or maybe should i ask Izuan? eversince that night i stopped contacting him. so should i contact him back? haiyah.
Z just walked pass and he looke in. Cute nyer. Masyallah! hehe. With his shades, hoodies, bermudas and red nike slipper. Heart melts. dahdah, stop drooling.
Tuesday, March 9 ♥
I have been very lame again over the weekends.
Abang : you on washing machine buat ape?
Me : Nak buat mandi hadas
Abg : -.-" betol betol . you nak cuci soft toys you?
Me : tak lah. nak sertu rumah
Abg : dah lah malas nak layan you.
before abang left for camp.
Abg : qah, i nak gi.
i just nod my head. Okay, that was my fault,
Abg : i nak gi tau tiqah.
me : okeh ( answered softly.
Abg shakes head and gave out a long sigh. tsk tsk.
attitude kan? i know. hehe.
baby milk! take care aite? hate seeing you in this state. boring you know...
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This just in. Yet another earthquake. In Turkey this time. Time flies, frigging humid weather[3 stages. Thats what i read in Tanda-tanda kiamat besar. Am not gg into details about drought. Nt enough?Wait, there`s more. I realise that time flies 12 mins faster now. You know how i know? Cos my phone`s timing is set to 30 mins faster than supposed timing. Now it`s only 18 mins faster than the usual 30. I know im crazy toset the timing that fastt, so that im on time for work and meeting up friends.
masyi `s text : girl aper buat?
When she start texting me first this way, i know, nie mesti ade hal nak kluar. haha!
Yesterday had a random last minute meet up with Masyi after work. thought of watching movie at WM. But we end up meeeting her parents for dinner. Bleargh! but i had fun anyways with her. But before we met her parents, we sat at Bukit Gombak`s hardcourt and talked abt BGR! lame topic lah. i know. hehe. but she knows i am soooo lazy to be attached and am not ready yet.Oh masyi i love your mom just becos she said that im 21 years. Hhehe! Bangge jap! Thanks cik!
her mom : mcm mane kenal itah?
me : jumpe kat bus stop.
her mom didn't believe me. Haha. But honestly thats how we became friends. At Harbour Front interchange. Thanks for my muke sardine. haha. kay enough about Masyi. nanti korang fikir yang bukan bukan.
kay. gtg. will edit if there are any hot news.
Oh oh ade bazaar at BB interchange! So gonna get takoyaki [?] and ermm...tu je. hehe! craving for that since like... forever! oh oh the japanese pizzas too.. chey!
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Never once i thought you will drink. Honestly. As a good frined and a confidant to you, i have to stop you.. Now that i know your true colors, it is right for me to tell you. It`s against the Muslim's laws. Babe, you are a good friend. It`s not about the years i get to know you or how close we are now. But it is just that, i seriously wantt you to stop. Think it this way babe, Don't do it for me or your parents. but for yourself. You are the rightful owner to everything in your life. Yes, that`s true. Iam just a friend babe. but i want to see my friends happy and "alive." Not sick.
Why are my Close friends kept telling me that they drink and mkn subway? Korang dah tau tak halal yang korang bilang aku buat aper? korang nak aku join korang? Tak dpt ah! Korang ni tambah tambah dose aku jer. Korang!!!! asal ni korang???? where are all the hotstuffs and babes that i know? yang tau whats right and whats wrong dlm segi agame? okeh, im being general. Aku still love korang.
shopping !
Monday, March 8 ♥
had an awesome weekend with Kinah. Initial planning was to buy my Vans flats and tote bag but i end up shopping at different places. He he.Well, girls. what can you expect? At the same time, we had a jolly great time taking pictures, doing crazy things and laughing at random people. One of the best way to unwind. Loliiesss. Oh, i even took photos of random people walking down the street and a bus stop in Chinatown. Giler? Hell jyeah.
Work - Vivo - Bugis Street - Suntec city - Esplande - Bugis (Iluma) - Dhoby Ghaut - Home.
And mind you we walked alright! Except from Vivo to Bugis. I could easily spent $300 if not for Sakinah. I got my eyes on a blouse at Echo. Wee~! Cantik sey! Echo`s having a sale! 40% lah sey! Pfft! Sakinah hates me cos i brought her to all the places that sells pretty blouse and dresses. hehe. sorry babe. Those places i went to are random places. Wasn't on my list! Girls, NEVER PLAN A SHOPPING TRIP. Cos i have never planned mine.
I wanna start wearing a blouse with vest. Cantik kan?? with straight cuts. Sophiscated, baby! Oma! Atleast i dont look like minahs. Jangan tiber2 ade trend ni sudah eh. But where can i get vest? blouse? pfft! shopping again. Yeah! Retail therapy.
Yesterdy`s class was okay okay. Thanks baby susu for the supplement. Will give it a try. I actually am right now. You should have told me the side effects earlier. Pfft...! Oh, hope you enjoyed munching the crunchie cadbury. Sorry lied to you i was coming at 12 for class. Oh and sorry for the retarded text message. told you i was gonna text you right????
I realised i used pfft banyaaaak kali. pfft! keh, enough
Saturday, March 6 ♥
yesterday was awesome with hunneh! hehe. meet nenekLOVE too! bought satay for them. Ayah and Ibu came home late. We talked alot about school, cca ets.
me - eee, gelap nye u.
sheeqs - diam a. dah ckp org minah. (walks into the toilet.)
sheeqs - eh! a`ah gelapnyer aku!
i was like lol-ing outside the toilet. Jealous ey?
kay kay im gonna blog in mly cos im venting my anger.
kau suroh aku tanyer ustzh aku bab judi. aku dah bilang kau, no matter what your bloody niat is, that money is tetap haram. and u kept saying "perbuatan haram tapi duit tak haram" gendeng bin bengap! kau asal ni? Kau suruh aku taneyr ustzh aku. Aku dah tanyer and bilang kau exactly what ustzh aku bilang which is exactly what aku bilang kau. kau kutok ustazh aku. kau ckp pengalaman ustzh aku is this much *_______* and pengalaman kau is this much *________________________* klu pengalaman kau is that much, asal kau suroh aku tanyer ustzh aku? Then salah ke aku bace buku bab kiamat? Aku bace psl aku interested gendeng. tehn u know what this hambe Allah said? " aku belom ready ah nak face kiamat. klu dah ready baru aku bace. Buat ape bace kalau masih buat dose yang same?" Itu engkau lah. Aku nak berubah. Kau tanak berubah tu kau peyh hal. Tak payah nak kutok aku atau sindeh aku. What i read is for my own reference and knowledge. Atleast im not left behind abt all these. And i count myself fortunate even when kau bring me down with your words infront of my other colleagues. Let`s see who is gonan have the last laugh.
Fought with adik fina last night. tahap maksima peyh gadoh. Just bring the past fina back. My only wish from her.
oma oma! Baby is on air right now. Remind me of sheeqs showing me (insert name here) dance and Norish who hates JB. hahaha! High 5 Norish!
Friday, March 5 ♥
Second posting for today cause i am feel different suddenly.
Chocoalte really perk me up. Thanks to Susu for the thougtful opinion yesterday. Had an impromptu plan to buy chocolate. Very random. Grabbed crunchie and something else caught my eyes. Huge and in purple cardboard. IT`S CARDBURY BABY! Hah! Wasted no time. I grabbed both cocolates and paid for it. Haha! I overspent today. I thought of ofspending $5-$7 a day. And oh, my Cadbury bar is the big one. Hehe. I am still kinda down and out. About 5 mins after all the "smilling to myself" moment, Z walked pass lah! Head banging to a song. haha. cute-ness. Begining of an end. Hehe.
Btw, yesterday`s earthquake in Taiwan is like waht? The 4th earthquake in 3 weeks? Judgement Day is nearer! And no one actually blogged about this?
What`s there in a cocoa that makes us hyper and happy after eating it?
Me - Malas nak boyfriend boyfriend ni sume. Waste time and money je.
Masyi - Mane ade waste time and money. Waste air liuh je lah. I love you. you love me. muax3! Hehe
Goodness gracious! i still have friend like her -.-" haha!
its getting hot in here so take off all your clothes.
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Had an impromptu change of "vibe"to work this morning. I know it doesn't make any sense but. you got to have the "vibe" that gives you the enthu to work/school. Oh crap. Can't think properly. Woke up at 7.30. Such a dread to go to work. Idk why. However, i was looking forward to go over to Sheeqs hunneh`s place to meeet granny and plan out itinerary for March holidays. Am working over the holidays.
I realised that office job ain't my forte. Im so used to be up and about while working. But i kinda love the shift though.Tsktsk. (:
- Went bonkers all alone last night before going to bed just so i will tire myself out.
- Dreamt about Sakinah and in the dream, had my breakfast with her at T3`s popeye. ( brought my pillow along to T3)
- I missed my parents. Mama especially.
But he`s irresistable Up close and personal Now inescapable I can hardly breathe, more than just Physical deeper than spiritual His ways are powerful and irresistable to me.
Z is such an eye candy.
Sorry to 200 pound beauty for giving you such an attitude. Will settle this amicably with you. Darn, things change.
I guess my blog is enought to tell you readers how i am feeling unlike my previous postings.
I still have the "pissed off" feeling with myself. It has been days.
Thursday, March 4 ♥
HELLO READERS! UPDATING MY BLNG WITH MY PHONE AHNT EASY SO KEEPING IT SHORT. FORGIVE ME WITH TTHE SPELLINGSS
for you babe!
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Susu! Im so sorry. I just think i sucked at comforting you when u needed me just now. But i was touched that you turned to me instead. I suck at this things sometimes. I feel bad. I really do. Take Care alright? Sorry, i just "wasn't there" for you.
smile.
Love,
retarded & spastic
Babe, this picture got me smilling. i don't know why. it reminds me of u n i in class. Adorable don't you think?
trust yourself that you can do it alright? It`s not the end of the line yet.
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I am high on my own drugs. Im addicted to it. Damn. i just love getting the high feeling before i close my eyes shut.
And Texting darling babe is my new addiction too cos i just love how babe made me smile darn wide. I mean like seriously wide. i am crazy. Crazy texting you. hoho I love you okies? He he. Don't get high on caffeine sgt tau. Ouh, jyeah, and am very much honoured that you love me. I love you too lah!
Every time I’m ready to leave Always seem to be Pullin’ in the wrong direction Divin’ in with no protection Man, you can’t keep steerin’ me wrong
Geez.. i love this song by Pixie Lott. hah! Should have listened to it before geting to know that dumb arse. My throbbing head pain doesn't seem to get any better despite the early sleep. Stubborn just like moi. Slept at 4 in the morning. Awake by 6.15. couldn't sleep. I was frigging pissed off with myself last night Oh, i didn't go to the toilet the whole of yesterday. Ate my medicine and went to bed. (:
Im like superbly lame this week
Darwisyah - kak tiqah, later jangan luper throw the chocolate wrapper away. Nanti ade semot. Me - Jangan cakap semot, monster pun ade. Darwisyah - -.-" ha ha!
Babe`s text reads : ...... Mum says you lack of oxygen that`s why you keep having migraine. me reply : ..... dont quite remember what i replied "...bring oxygen tank on my back"
lame sey reply! haha!
Babe susu, Don't be too sad. keh? It`s so not you when you ain't that hyper when you text-ed me after your physics paper. Cheer up girl but not by slapping yourself of course. We'll go shopping alright? Sorry i couldn't cheer you up. I wished i was there for you. geez...
mundane thursday.
Wednesday, March 3 ♥
I am having a terrible headache now. Dang!
"Epic. i went into the bus and went out of the bus cos i realize i dont have my wallet with me."
I don't know what`s wrong with Suhailah. She`s crazy and freaking random. But i still love her thou. Babe, i still love you aite? -.-" HA HA.
-Since someone said no one's reading my blog
-Since someone said my blog's boring.
-Since someone said im RETARDED & SPASTIC (it has nothing to do with celebral palsy)
Therefore, am keeping it short and put it in a point form.
- Yesterday was awesome during tuition
- My student and i bitch-ed about JB. we both just don't fancy him. ( its Justin Bieber fyi,) sorry to JB`s fans out there.
- Had crab for dinner.
- Suhailah is no longer my weekend text mate (FT text mate)
- I almost puke in the taxi otw to student`s place.
Voila, that`s it
To babe susu,
Don't stress out kay? you caan do it! Just hang in there. Take it slow. Don't rush tings till you go gaga. Anw, happy birthday to your twins-little twin sisters i mean.
with love,
Your retarded & spastic friend.
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Just got back from lunch. i wanted to have like Kuehs for lunch but i end up eating rice with sotong hitam. My favourite. hehe. typical malay food. hehe. The throbbing head pain is killing me. I feel like sleeping. Took panadol extra aint working. I need my drugs Addicted to the panadine that doctor prescribe for me. hehe.
Yyeay! papa`s fetching me. text-ed papa. Didn't get to talk to parents for the past 2 days? Stakat message them. Sigh.... it`s like i am living in the other part of the world. -.-"
Took 4 tablets of panadol extra within half an hour. Still not getting any better.
my 6th tablet within 3 hrs. Urgh! I feel like removing my tudung and pull my hair. Right here right now.
Okay, i'm done with crying. I can't stand the pain. My migraine. Yvon thought iwas sleeping. In actual fact i am not. Can't stop vomitting. Pain! I need a sleep.
KEPALE AKU MCM NAK TERCABOT AND THAT DAMN RADIO IS PLAYING THAT STUPID JAY SEAN SONG!!!! NAK MUNTAH!!! I WANNA CRY.... I HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO VOMIT. MY STOMACH'S EMPTY. FAGGING WEAK! MCM COLD TURKEY SEH... HAND TREMBLING.
Currently texting susu. Thanks babe... bleargh.
Tuesday, March 2 ♥
i just don`t give a shit what you think about me alright? Im just different from your ex. IF i could i accept the childish side of you, why can't you. You think you are that "great" that you think you could get the type of girls you want. Thank god she didn't accept you. KARMA, BABY. I am happier without you. Cause i can bitch about you with my GFs over coffee honey. I just find you nothing. You are boring, ermm... boring... ermm... utterly boring! Whatever!
do i sound like a bitch to you now? yes! that what you like right? bitchy girls. engkau mintak, aku bagi.
cleansing
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Hello! yellow! Beyloooow! hehe. crap!
I have to mandi Bunge. Cleansing ey?
Know why? Cuase i have been so SLENGER for 2 days in a row. Yesterday, i took the wrong bus home. Took 961 instead. I was like, "ey, asl bus so empty eyy??" When the bus made the right turn when it was not supposed to, i was like "Mampos, slh bus." I alight the next bus stop and i had to walk all the way back to the bus stop. Dah tersengeh-sengeh to myself. Bey tgh senyum-senyum sendiri, apek walked pass me and fart kuat kuat at me. I was like "@#!*$%" tak perlu punyer bunyi. Sabar jer. I thought i was gonna be late. 61 arrived, aboard the bus. Dengan confident i tap on the Ez link thingy. Guess what i tap with? My IC. hAHAHAHA~ Bacin ter amat right? i know. you don't have to say. Then i was about to sit, i turned and i bumped into apek yang sungguh gemok. Sakit sey kepale. Sigh... i have no idea whats wrong with me. Not only that, my jeans koyak. Pfft -.-" keh, tak perlu tau kat mane. Darn, something's not right with me.
Oh OH! I had a straing game with a man this morning. Stared at him like he owes me money. hehe. he stared at me back. I stared at him longer and bukak mate besar besar and he looked away. haha! I just love doing that.
Used to do that at Mama. Mama said i looked like Pontianak with my smudged overnight eye liner. hehe. I did once spooked the hell out of myself when i stare at the mirror. Dah takot, i close the closet and when out of the room. haha. siao.
Job sucks. I wanna study again. I wanna go to town everyday sampai im bored. hehe.
Suhailah said im retarded and spastic. -.-" Thanks babe. hehe... i know u love it when i text you. Miss telling her random stories.
U N P R E D I C T A B L E
Monday, March 1 ♥
Life`s been unpredictable lately i guess. Soo unpredictable.. I dont know whats taking over me either. Im suppose to be in my worse atttitude when im having "it". But hell no! I was like taking life lightly taht i was almost knocked down for like 3 days in a row. a car and 2 vans. tak mcm .... ke tu? Ive no idea what i did last Saturday. Wait, lemme guess. * squeezing my brain juice out.* Nope, still can't recall a thing. heheh.
But yesterday was awesome. And scary too! Suhailah n i were talking about Izuan and BGR stuffs. Then ustzh was explaining about ayat 118 in surah al-imran. About cinte lah seh. Well, sort of. Ustzh just love to side track and that makes the whole class burst into laughter most of the time. Sometimes jokes ustzh tak menjadi. Anwy,oh, i just side track. (Random seh.) Anwy, Suhailah and i looked at each other and started smilling. God knows what went thru our mind. Ustzh mcm hyper last night.psst, ustzh mcm Barney yesterday. Very merapek and tajwid was awesome too! "mad aper?" "mad sentol" tanyer sendiri, jwb sendiri.I could only read the quranic verse but couldn't read the roman ones. asked suhailah and she too can't read. due due selenger bacin. Oh oh she read my blog using my phone. She read my wishlist and she came across abt the vans flats. We found out that we were eyeing on the same Vans flats. -.-" What a small world! see! see! Singapore is so small that u happen to have an eye on the same stuff.
After class was tuition time! wee~! siao. My student was funny lah. Cannot tahan. hehe. Oops darwisyah`s taking her Eng paper today. all the best!
okeh okeh enough.
I love it! texting Suhailahj last night pun best! She thinks i bully her! haha.Suhailah is one of my 5 shopping GFs that i wanna go shopping with, my weekend text mate, my confidant ( soon soon!) n here`s the best part, she`s actually my long lost friend. haha! i love you babe!
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