Saturday, June 30 ♥
School`s in and school`s been superb!
The new timetable sucks but i love the fact that school ends and hour earlier. That means we have ample time to have our lunch and relax before going for remedials! Isn't it great? yes! So, there was no Dnt remedial on monday.It was the second day of school and im late. I went to school at 8. Woke up at 7.20 but went to school at 8. Well, I did that to avoid standing infront of the whole school. And btw, ive been sleeping late lately maybe that causes the waking up late spells! There was no chemsitry lesson for the past 4 days. Yups...i have 4 straight days of Chemistry. Tak naik biol? I hope Mdm reh is doing just fine right now and coping well with her sickness. *Ive yet to do my Chemistry homework which she gave me during the june holidays and study for my test!*
I love Tuesdays remedial. Especially when there`s Akil and Mdm Rosnah. It seems that Akil loves making Mdm Rosnah angry with his "stupidity".
ah...im hungry...very hungry..
Sunday, June 24 ♥
Ah! i just love the way i punk`d kudut just now. And she actually fell into my trap. Hah! Cant believe that she actually really believe me that i lost my phone. And she was like "Really?! where?" You should see her reaction on her face. But of cos i get shit after that.
But really.. I went crazy searching for my phone. And it`s my fault. I clean forgotten where i kept my phone. In other words, i misplace my phone. I went for my religious class without my phone. Ah! That sucks. More than 2 hours without my beloved handphone. I rushed home just to realize that i left my phone in my cumpler bag. stupid right? *sighs*
Ok more than 2 hours living without knowing where u last left ur phone sucks okay? I thought my mom hide my phone cos she was angry at me or something. She didn't scold me or what so ever when i told her that i lost my phone. She looked cool. She didnt scold me or anything. Ok, my judgement sucks.
Try sitting one hour with kudut`s mom. she will tell u everything from a-z. That was what i went through just now. She even told me something which i heard before like 2 weeks ago? And its the same old thing. She did most of the talking. And do u have any idea how "segan" i was sitting infront of her that i kept looking down every once in a while. Until she told kudut that...
School is just a couple of hours a way. I CAN WAIT. Im not ready for school yet. Ive yet to do my timetable. i really got to sleep now cos im waking up early tomorrow to get my stuff done and obviously do my homework!
Can i skip the first day of school? Im so lazy to go to school tomorrow. Hm.. Let`s see if that bitch and her side kick will go to school tomorrow! Im sure that one of them will not turn for school. Well, if both turn up for school tomorrow, that will be a miracle! Lets just pray for a "miracle." and see if that bitch do what she`s suppose to do everyday! :)
Hope she will not forget...
Thursday, June 21 ♥
I miss having that love feeling. Hm.. The feeling is just superb!
There are lots of things that needs to be done before those special days come lining up.
Lots and lots of stuff. I was given a huge stack of load and its up to me to place it on the right place and most importantly at the right time. I miss out lots of happy times in my life just because of other stuff that got me into hot soup.
Im just being stupid. Shouldn't had pay attention to stuff that I knew wouldn't last long. But.. Only time will tell.
It`s still hard for me to get over it. I did let it off my mind once in awhile. But those memories are just to strong for me to forget about us. Cos eveywhere i go, it reminds me about us.
What are memories for exactly? Are they meant to be sweet? Or just something to think about when u are alone? Does it hurt u when u think about it? Is it meant to be that hurtful?
It will be the sweetest memory to spent it with the one you love. But they come and go. Just like footprints. It makes you smile thinking about it. And it makes you say " That was silly." or " Wish that it happened again."
Memories are chapters of your lives...
me : abeh nenek kentot?
nenek : a`ah..abeh perotnyer dah macam gituk..
Rilek jer cakap. takde rase guilty gitu..
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I'm having a hard time waking up early these few days. Maybe because i slept very late the day before. And because of sleeping late, i woke up late and because of that also, I didn't go for math remedial but i turn up for Chemistry remedial. Not because I like chemistry or what, but my intuition says that i really need to go to school. Mdm rehana bought for us chocos! weehee...I love the box.The long one. *fyi ain,the box that u hit ur fren with, u kinda spoil the box and now it is out of shape.haish...* Disappointed larh..
Went to kudut`s place played badminton and i hate the weather cos the weather sucks a lot. Ouh and something embarrassing happened. It was pretty loud. Even kudut could hear it. Oopss.. sorry. I'll pay u back with a new pair of shorts. Don't bother asking me to sew your shorts cos I've no idea how to do it.
We played for like 10 mins but rested for like 15 mins? ahaks..Play less rest more. Went home halfway cos of the unbearable heat. At kudut`s place, we washed the toilet. Im such a great best friend aren't i,kudut? I taught kudut how to wash the toilet! *Kembangs*
Nurul friend`s came and watched the movie "Pochong." I kept going in out of the room. Played the computer then watch tv then eat then drink then then...don't know larh.
Argh! Nightmare! nenek's here. Bluek! that sucks tau...
No freedom, nagging and more nagging, She manje2 with me, I cant watch the tv! that sucks also tau...
"atiqah, kasi lah nenek tgk malaysia..atiqah dah tengok tv satu hari. nenek nyer turn lah. ala...atiqah nak tak kasi nenek chance lah.."
"atiqah nie, asyik tgk singapura je. kat malaysia ade ustad.Ade forum...atiqah nie tak syg nenek lagi lah. "
That's what she always says when she wants to watch tv. She walways say it that i can remember the lines. I will even "lip-sync" when she said those lines.
Im a bad grandchild..always will be one. hehe...
Tuesday, June 19 ♥
It`s more than 2 weeks since i last update my blog. Lost of things had happened. Like they say, "Life`s a roller coaster."
Im hardly at home. Either im out with kudut or im staying over at my grandma`s place or worst still, I kinda delete the password when log-in the net. Not till, I "ransack" my brother`s cupboard looking for the box.
Staying over at kudut`s place was fun. Ey, i kinda miss kudut`s mom bed time stories. But sadly, the stories are pretty much the same.. Hehs.. If not about kudut, she will talk about her workplace, Rahim`s mom and family *smiles widely* and etc..It was an experience for me though espcially when i only get to know kudut like mid 2005?? Yeay! finally i got it done and gave that shirt to kudut! hope she loves it...
At home, hm.. I have the house all by myself! Weehee...But doing HIS housework sucks cos i hate going out in the middle of the night throwing the rubbish. I feel like squeezing the ulcer at my lips. It`s very irritating.
Ouh yeah...math mock exam. The paper was kinda easy. Well, only if u study for it and remember the formulae for almost all the topics. I squeezed my brain juice out trying to remember the formulae and stuff. There`s one word that can describe how i feel right now-REGRET. regret is nothing new aite? Everybody`s been thru it and everybody regrets. So, i guess i have to learn from it not bugging about it. School holiday`s are almost over.Must study real hard for my Prelims. Argh! Theres chemistry remedial tonorrow and im ot sure about math remedial. I misplaced my holiday remedial timetable. Im sure to find it real soon. Maybe after the june holidays? Hehe.. I keep on misplacing my stuff. Important stuff. And i keep buying em. Especially my math set. I thought i lost them. But i found them hiding in my drawer which i hardly open. I can be messy once in a while. Rugged.
Argh! malay oral. Saya tak bisa berbual bahasa baku dehh...
Friday, June 8 ♥
Just now was the last day for D&T remedial. It`s gonna be boring. I don't mind going to school almost everyday. I did nothing during D&T. Fir and I blog hopping. Time to pack up and go home. I sat at the foyer with the guys before going for my english conference with Iqmal. And i report back to workshop. But i couldn't concentrate. Went home took my stuff and pass it back to besty..
I was sitting at the back of the bus, I didn't realize I actually cried. Until a guy tapped my shoulder and gave m a piece of tissue. Its an old guy anyway. With a fragile leg and white strains of hair. Not forgetting that fragile teeth too. I went to WM kopitiam to buy my lunch cum breakfast. And i went in to almost every shop at that level looking or something but i just couldn't find it. Went to Harvey Norman by MYSELF. Finally after almost a week asking someone out and keep delaying. I was so tired actually that i took a cab home. And i swear i hate that taxi driver. He was asking me whats the difference about sec 5s and sec 4s. I took my time explaining to him and the reply from him makes me feel like giving a punch on his nose.
cab driver : So sec 5s ARE LIKE SLOW WORKER AND STUPID LAH?
me : mhmm..
.....he conversation continues...then he asked me where did i wanna go after my sec life..and i said JC...yada yada yada...
cab driver : why u don't want to go ITE?
me : Because of the students there..( its none of his business where i go after this )
Cab driver : ouh yah...The MALAY boys and girls so NAUGHTY.. smoke2
me : ya2.. (i just go with the flow)
When he said that, i was like what the hell..
He`s a racist...I hate racist! For god damn goodness gracious sake! we aren't the only population who smokes right? Just because of that group, u think all Malays are the same???? Pure racist! He didn't even talk about his race.
I don't want to mention about his race.
I guess he didn't even realise that he is talking to a Malay student who is in sec 5 this year. Maybe i should talk to all Taxi drivers in Malay...
Even if he just pass a casual remark about us, he shouldn't have said "Malay boys and girls."
I'm feeling so restless today that i actually " sleep" in the lift on my way to besty`s place. I walked with my eyes close. I'm so tired. I slept at 3 just now morning and woke up around 7 plus..god...
Thursday, June 7 ♥
Am i stupid to put this song at my blog? This song brought thousands of sweet memories.. No doubt about it. You dedicated lots of meaningful songs to me. Thats sweet.. But dream on Atiqah that will nver happen again. For sure..
Went to school as usual. Being a lazy me, i went to the design studio and played computer instead of doing my work at the workshop. Tomorow`s the last day for my D&T remedial. That sucks. No remedial for the rest of next week i guess. After remedial, I went to Jurong Entertainment to settle some imporatant stuff. I really want to get it done since like July 2005. Bought my usual combo 3 at LJS before heading home.
Today is so boring. I have nothing to do at home. Ive just lost a friend overnight. Someone close. Life is so empty without that someone. Although we hardly contact nowadays, but i feel more empty than ever. The emptiness feeling is so strong that i couldn't have my usual afternoon nap. What am I suppose to do? Come on man it's holiday and i can't meet someone for like the rest of the weeks. It's killing me.
Ouh yeah, i saw that group of bitches outside WM..Oh god! its better if u guys just wear undearwear. U guys don't have to wear that super micro mini shorts. Seriously. You guys looked like ah lians..But what u guys wore just now, was what i expected when the first time i saw you guys hanging out together. And my first impression on u guys just now was, u guys really look like cheap ah lians walking down on the streets at Orchard road. Suits u guys...Wear what u wanna wear.. Suffer the consequences later...
Wednesday, June 6 ♥
I miss 5N2...The anti-racist class!
Yups2..i miss my class..I only get to meet the Design students..I miss the Art students too! I wanna meet the Art students. I saw Ahmad and Akil and that wasn't enough. I miss having MT lessons too! But i don't want him to be in the malay class.
"Menurut kajian sains.." hehe
I miss hearing that phrase from Cikgu Azizah. But I'm not missing her homework. Who wants homework?? I miss going to school...
I don't know why I hate that lesson and that subject teacher so much..
Go to school everyday for Design remedial is..ermm..not bad. Keep on changing my ideas.But i cant stand someone`s attitude. So unreasonable,don't have any patience and she just love finding faults within us. And her attitude reminds me of someone close. God! Baboon,baboon...Haiz...Next time, if u wanna pass it, pass it secretly...And now you are caught..
Why waste time missing someone when that someone is rude/unappreciative towards you?
Yang hitam manis.
Monday, June 4 ♥
weehee..woohoo..yihahhh!!!!
Had lots and lots of fun today. weehee!
okay2...went to school for my Dnt..yes thanks guys for the concern.
Mal, what a great idea u have there...maybe we sholud watch ,movies as a class togther someday somehow..
Can we just skip the whole remedial thingy and meeting of friends???
Tada! we are at Seoul garden @ marina square.
At till we were full.wait for rachel was like waiting for the tree to bare its fruit.
she came, we ate took pics and went to Suntec. We spent like 30 mins in the shop. Birthday girl became the model. *Jangan pandang orang kecik tak boleh jadi model ehk!*
I bought a jacket. kinda think twice what to buy. The tshirt design there was brilliant but the price sucks! Rachel stayed at the shop. the rest of us head back to Marina Square. I wanted my Portugal landyard cos it`s maroon and somekind red and Cristiano Ronaldo is from that country! wootsies! But i end up buyin the Nederlans lanyard which is orange color. Hais..The Mat rep @ the nike shop all like gatal kay??
then we went to City link mall and surprise wenny with a hello kitty cat. Im not a cake eater. I HATE BIRTHDAY CAKES..I hate it I hate it. I have no idea what to buy for her cos besty and wenny dont eat vanilla. and ive no idea whats in the cake itself. The salesman was so kind. he came up to wenny and wish her happy birthday and gave her free ice cream..then home sweet home. lots of funny things happened today.
Happy birthday to rachel ngo and wenny!!
i hate mat reps and minahs..
Saturday, June 2 ♥
I fucking hate myself right now...fuck! fuck! fuck!
Adults are just some unreasonable humans!
fuck! u are using me cos im just some fucking shit to u rite?
YELAH AKU KAN SLALU SUSAH KAN KORANG APER! KORANG JANGAN PEDULIKAN AKU LAH KALAU KORANG FIKIR AKU SLALU SUSAH KAN KORANG.iM FUCKING NOTHING TO U RITE??????
understand me would you?????? COMPROMISE!!!! COMPROMISE!!!!
If i say no means no.
stop forcing me to do things that i hate can?????
u dont know me well to boss me around. Maybe its time i show the world who i really am..
kau slalu call handphone aku. kau tak paham ke prepaid low bodoh!
kau pakai bill boleh lah bodoh!
biler aku cari kau, kau takde. kau fikir style kaper????
aku benci ngan perangai kau! maha benci nyer...
If i hate that fucking someone, i'll hate like there`s nobody`s business. say that im rude or whatever...hate means hate. no more buts...
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