random stuff
Saturday, February 27 ♥
masyitah. Hehe.
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| Ignore the one behind. we have nothing to do. |
ROFL. with a hairbrush in my hand. hehe. brush my tudung instead. sexy? hell jyeah! my nenek. don't mind the boxers. moving out soon! well, not me lah.
bulan and 200 pound beauty
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me : i wanted to ask you this. How long have we been sisters?
Bulan : um 4 years plus?
I didn't realise that we have been sisters for 4 years plus. Time flies, bulan. I still remember someone was upset about our friendship and i was kinda bias in NCC cause they say i treat Bulan slightly better than the rest. Duhh. Kate adik angkat. Haha. joking. i love you guys equally and i still do. I miss being Helena. And Bulan is turning 17 this year. Honestly, i don;t even remember her age till i asked her. Lost count. hees. Nonsense. I still remember your 14th birthday or was it 13th birthday? we went to swensens at Jurong Point with her parents. Old times. She`s taking her Olevels this yeaar. All the best then.
200 pound beauty : Fate believe in that aye?
Even my 14 going 15 god sister asked me to believe in that. She knows the answer to my question.
Bulan became my god sister after a few months? Fina became my god sister adter we became friends? And before we were friends, she was someone`s special someone. Get it? takpe. So, can we blame fate if we hate someone we met? ever crossed your mind?
I love Fauzi`s rendition as to why there`s no bluetooth function for iPhone.
"Pasal banyak sangat bende bagos dalam iPhone sampai takde tempat nak letak Bluetooth."
Fauzi! -.-" Lols.
200 pound beauty. hehe. Labels: i love them both.
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Snort Snort.
ring ring...
Daniel : hello. Kau nak aper?
me : snort snort...
Daniel : ekh adeyk, asal nangis? Adeyk okay ke tak?
me : Pasal Izuan.
daniel and i ....
talk and talk and talk and i kept snorting.
Me : abang, tepok i. Sampai adeyk sleep tao.
Daniel : tepok dekat mane? Hehe.
me : hish abang ni, dekat arm i lah.
He actually tepok his own arm and i could hear it thru the phone.
me : abang, abng tepok atau abang pukul?
Daniel : hehe. keh2 abang tepok pelan2.
Long silence then he start singing.
Slept at 11plus. Woke up at 1 plus. Izuan msged. Gadoh till i cried. dah lah, whatever lah Izuan. That explains everything keh. Thanks a lot. Talked and listened to abang sing like until 4 or 5 plus? Awake by 7am to go to work. Im still sadden by yesterday. I almost cry again in the train. I want abang!! Enough said abt last night.
Tadi in the MRT, there were 3 softies and a lady in the train.
Punyer lah lembot. They are like a clique or something. One of the 3 softies is kinda cute actually. Didnt realize he was a softy till the 2 other joined them at Commonwealth. The way they laughed so well mannered. Covered their mouths and laughed. Even most girls don't do that. Hehe. Then the slightly bigger softy said something about me You know how i know? cos i put my mp3 on silent and i could hear them talk. Then he went to kutok minah tudung. Sesungguhnyer aku tak teraser. Numb to feel. Like go on and kutok a budak-budak pki tudung. So? Big deal.
it`s been exactly a week and im still sick. My cough and flu. Didn;t go away. Still snorting and my cough, Ya Allah! mcm apek batok seh. eww... The weezing sound whenever i breathe. It ain't getting any better./
I poured half a bowl full of koko krunch when i realize there isn't any milk.
Me : papa, got milk?
Papa : takde. papa punye flat. papa kan laki. U nak susu? tanyer mama. Tapi gaknye dah masam.
Me : -.-" thanks papa!
Merepek sey papa. I was like expecting him to say "amek dlm bilik punyer mini bar"
Makin tue makin merepek sey papa.
About my netbook thingy, i guess i got to put it aside first. A friend in need. hmm... got to help her.
Friday, February 26 ♥
DANIEL! haha. I was with him. Thanks for the lappy though. Cant you like wait kawan?
at 6 pm sharp :
Daniel goondoo : kau kat mane skarang?
Me : Gendeng, can wait? baru pukul 6. aku baru bangon dari tempat duduk aku.
Daniel : Lincah argh.
And the place we are meeting is like what? 3 minutes walk? It was just a stone throw away. Since he said it was urgent, i rushed to Starbucks just to find out he wants me to look after his belongings while he went for a puff. -.-" stakaaaaaaaaat. Hate you a. And now he is being such an irritant by disturbing me while im typing. Grow up daniel. KAU DAH 23 KAN? please... so, stop it okeh?
Know what? i went to toilet and guess what happen? Nope, i didn't slipand fall in the toilet again. I didnt' lock the cubicle door! I was (insertsomethinghere) when i realised the door wasn't lock! okeh2 enough info. I washed my hand and everything and i ran out of the toilet psl paiseh. Hurhurhur.
I do have something in mind to update. But, neh. too long im getting distracted myself thanks to the idiot, Mr Daniel.
Wee~ maybe getting a netbook tomorrow. Parents and abang didn't know. Haha! Must hide my netbook. When the time is right, i will show my netbook. Bad daughter....
Daniel, please don't tag im your girlfriend. Im waiting for someone. Kau ade berlambak wanita, so, gi lah dgn drng ye? Kau dah salah tag, tak tukar name aku to name kau beh kau tag. Ape je. maut.
What`s in store for tomorrow? Confirm busy with Rose and getting my stuff. or maybe tonight? if im not tired. after all it`s F.I.F.A and i can wake up maybe slightly later than other days! NO, not related to the soccer association.
Can't wait for ngaji this sunday. Dang, miss it last week. Bile mau gi masjid kassim lagi?
He`s busy with his final year paper. Well, nak masuk Uni kan? so jyeh, missing him now, didn't get to text him for this whole week. All the best keh? It`s your last paper.
Abang kamal and one ofthe bearer from another travel agency called me HAJJAH! cos they don't know my name. Ler, tanyer aziz!!!! They were like "hajjah, dudok srng?" mampos! hajjah! Umrah belom, nak gi haji? Bleargh! wait for my parents skali.
Tuesday, February 23 ♥
私は病気よ！ヘルプ！
Haha! I'm getting paranoid with my phone. Kept checking for message when there isn't.
Didn't go to work for 2 days. Down with fever Ha ha!
itupon nak haha ker?.
So, hmm, over the weekends, did nothing. Was in bed the whole day. Was supposed to go to Junied over the weekends. But neh, Sakinah called me and she said i sound like teletubbies. Err, is this how u spelt it? Kak lynn called and she too said i sounded like chipmunks. etc. Anw, jyeah, i was a potato bed the whole weekends. Not potato couch. Like there`s nothing to blog about a. Ha ha.
Oh, went out with my 200 pound beauty yesterday. She's so the bacen. She didn't tell me in details what she wants and obviously i got it all wrong. Sigh. Went to KFC at Bedok. I followed her from the back. I like the way how she walked. Macam baby. She tip-toed. Then showed her a video. Kecoh seyh. Beh she sleep. Merapek kan? After that went to sheeqs place. Best! Took pics. Next post, god willing, i will post a pic of me rofl. Burok. blalablack sheep. Home sweet home!
Mendak seh post.
Sheeqs! You've got your Adik angkat. And i've got mine! haha! you know what i mean.
أفتقد IZUAN
내가 그를 미워
aku sendiri takphm ape maksod bende ni. hehe.
Izuan`s back
Saturday, February 20 ♥
Psycho who likes only Budak pki tudung. The fact is there. There`s no to hide it. whatever.
Oh jyeah, in my previous post the one i blogged, i cried in the bus? I did mentioned Izuan`s name right? and i was like " where the hell did he go" right? Guess what, i woke up at 5 plus am and i had 3 text messages. 2 of which are Izuan`s text!!! haha! happy giler sey. Obviously i replied his text. Who cares it`s only 5 in the morning! haha. he text me at 3 plus? darn, i miss him soo.Labels: My fever got worst
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Give me 2-3 years and i am out of here! as in, out of Singapore. I wanna study badly.
I want my diploma in tourism badly. nak! I wanna study in this course. by next year. If money wasn't the issue, i will be in school instead. But jyeah, i need my experience. Actually, im kinda stuck. diploma in Tourism or Diploma in Hotel and accomodation? Then Bachelor in hotel and resort management or bachelor of business in tourism management. Can i take both? haha. Siao!
Cute ness
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Zomg! that budak M______ just walked passed! haha! Brown Adidas tshirt, beige Bermudas and Nike slippers. HOT~!! O keh aziz, i know u know who i`m refering to. So please...
I'm down with high fever. Can't talk much. My throat hurts like.
Geez~ Guess what? Asked papa to fetch me after work. He went to Giant and i went Mcdees to kill my cravings. Yes! i bought nuggets and fish fillet for papa. Oh, i bought twisted fries for myself too! And know what? While waiting for papa at the car, ape lagi, i used the net on my phone and i was like taking small bits of the twisted fries. Kononyer nak save so i can have the rest at home whilst waitching the black box. KONONYER
" This is going to be my last fries. balik baru mkn." like you guess it, i finsh up my fries before papa reached./Couldn't help it. I was starving seh...
Ahhh!!! I can't help it! that M________ guy jln depan like 8 times. Masyallah!! cute nyer dier! haha.. okeh2 enough.
Today i saw lots of PINKies at Bukit Batok area. I myself wear pink tudung. hurhurhur.
Oh oh! just now at Queensway (or was it queenstown mrt?) a man in green tshirt went in and he has a trolley and big blue bag ( like those makcik keropok bwk) and he has a packet of black coffee with him. Mcm mane die dpt lepas? he kept stealing glances at me and i looked at him with my unhappy face. Then then at tanjong pagar mrt, he took out his phone, he start talking his phone. ler.. org melayu. I swear he looked like myanmese(ehk?), burmese?, a bit of thai, etc.... I swear his looks irritates me. Stare atas bwh. why? got problem with me is it? Damn you!
P/s u know the number abt the budak m_______, i update it like every time he walked passed. haha~ don't mind me. That shows i have moved on!Labels: fever
Friday, February 19 ♥
 Today, im craving fer this.
Nak mamam ni. hungry sey.
Darn, supposed to go junied after work today fer meeting. *ehem ehem.* Don't think i am going. Feeling like crap suddenly. My sore throat and my flu. All mixed up. I was staring at the computer too long that honestly, i can feel that i my eyeballs are crossed. Crossed eyes. haha. Buruk.
Im craving fer hotdog waffle! wait, im craving fer junk food. Oh, i crave fer salads too. with Purple cabbage and thousand island. with popcorns scattered around yeay! enarf said. lapar sak.
i want hazelnut frappe at Coffee bean. Darn, but my sore throat.
Oh jyeah! after all the crying in my previous post, 3 events made me laugh thinking about it. lazy to blog about it. but the last event made me go " eee disgusting sak. you're a girl fer goodness sake" she sat beside me, then she start rubbing her nose hard that she left soemthing on her cheek. her booger. besar pulak tu! disgusting sey. turn off.
over you
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Yesterday sumpah macam *toot.* Only god and sheeqs know how i felt. Went home as usual. Text-ed him and shheqs. It was...
I cried all the way home. Well, until Queensway i cried. I regret asking him that. My eyeliner smudged. Muker burok giler. I have never cried in a public transport. And for the record, i cried yesterday al because of a text. Not just a text. The next person that came to mind was Izuan. Idk why. Sigh, where the hell did her go? I miss his smile and laughter and of cause his jokes that made me smile. Nurul was like asking me to do the " hokey pokey " dance. In public? Alone? You crazy? Dah nagis, ade orang laki kat sebelah nak bagi tissu. Just smiled. Thanks anyway, fine young lad.
" BE STRONG, HE AIN'T WORTH YOUR TEARS! JUST KEEP MOVING ON! YOU CAN TOTALLY FIND A BETTER GUY! SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING? jIAYO! JIAYO! =)"
Entah lah.
I'm over him now. Less than 24 hours. Cepat kan? Adik was sort of my punching bag last night. She always has been one. Thanks honey! haha~! But she didn't layan my text of course. I felt better after doing so.
Yesterday`s text was my last text to you. I, Nur Atiqah feels so good without you. Obviously, I sound like i am over you. Hell jyeah! I am! GOODBYE. last goodbye. last text message. and most probably, my last post about you. I won't regret *mark my words* Honestly, i'm over you. The very moment you text me that.
Im lazy to talk about it. I just wanna :
Wake up - work - home or Wake up - work - gi ajar tuition. or Wake up - work - JUNIED.
i wanna lead life this way. You can say, i got no life or what so ever. No life and being an ignorant is way better than having a life that sucks and painful. Now, im having constipation- again. sakit sak. Labels: you sucks
crave
Thursday, February 18 ♥
I am craving for Mee Maggie Goreng (mamak style!) at Junied.
This is the closest i could get. No, i didn't snap this. Takde mase sak nak take pic of my own food. UNLESS, i'm in the mood for it. Takan simple everyday food pon nak snap right? That's crazy.
Nini biscuits
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know what? I'm so gonna blog about yesterday. jyeah, i know. Noone is stopping me from blogging.
Went to Ibu`s place to meet Nenek. Nenek, imy! Bought fer her Nasi Ayam Penyet which i end up eating it cause APPARENTLY, ayah bought fer nenek something else. boohoo, nenek ditch my food which i bought fer her. Anw, blablablack sheep...
Here`s the best part. Ayah sent me home. Ayah mcm free gitu. hehe. In the car, Sheeqs and i found two cartons of drink and due due i takminum cos what does "honey suckle" taste like? I don't drink weird stuff. Then i found, this in ayah`s car :
But peanut butter flavour. And i don't quite like peanut butter. The smell was tempting though. Can't deny that. Nurul ate it mcm tak mkn kat rumah. Padahal, Padahal. She was munching away and i was busy talking to ayah.
"nak?"
With her mouth still munching away the bicuits, she asked me. if i want some. The thing is, dah tinggal braper sticks je baru die tanyer. merapek kan? That biscuit was Fir`s. She did ask permission from Fir to finished it up. Tapi she didn't give Fir. She didn't even ask fir if he wants any of it. Crazy la this girl.
Sigh nurul, nasib baik i tak suker peanut butter. Kalo tak, confirm gadoh.
Damn random lah this post.
Didn't check blog.
Oh jyeah,
to whom it may concern : Dont you dare said that bout my cousin alright? No noe can ever bring my cousins down with words. She may not get what she wants, atLeast she ain't corrupted like YOU! You filthy son of a gun! There, straight to your god darn face! I hope karma befalls upon you. And when it happens, I hope Allah have mercy on you. Amin. Mark my words.
tooting hypo. Dah ckp psl orang, then minta tolong dari aku. KAKLAR!
Nasi ayam penyet
Wednesday, February 17 ♥
nenek : Hello... Me : Hello , nenek ey? nenek :ye, Tiqah ey? me : a'ah. nenek masih dekat rumah Ibu ey? nenek " a'ah. Tiqah kat mane? me : kat tempat kejer. nenek : tempat keje kat mane? me : dekat dengan rumah Ibu. nenek : ala... asal tak datang? tiqah dah makan? boleh kite makan same same. me : takde makanan ey? nenek belom makan? nenek : dah... ade... takde lah, boleh kite mkn same same. asal tak ajak nenek? me : oh, tengah sibok a nenek. Nenek nak makan pape ke tak nanti? nenek : tiqah balik pukul pukul brape? me : 6 nenek : k lah, boleh juga? me : nenek nak makan ape? nenek : entah sembarang. me : nenek, nak mkn ape? nenek : nasi ayam penyet boleh? me : haha okay.
cute ke tak nenek i? hehe She sound so happy and mcm budak budak. eitherwise whenever i called, she sound unhappy etc.
My migrane makin terok. darn.
Irsyad? hmm. okay, thanks for the "useful" information. Thanks hunneh.
and and norish`s dad called me KARTIKA. Like who the hell is Kartika? I find it weird.
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okay, woo hoo! That Man U match against AC Milan put a slight smile on my face. hehe.
Tday was aye okaie.
Woke up late for work today. Hmm...
Learnt something new today.
okaie. nari nyer post mcm ***** (it meant nothing)
sakinah key-ed in the wrong account number.! Kinah! asal? pfft... -.-
Im bored.
so long and... ?
Can't stop humming Wonderwall by Oasis. *hearts*
*...you are my wonderwall....*
I'm stuck with to ask or not to. I know i will hurt myself. But am trying not to put high hopes on him. Like what sheeqs told me "then dun put high expectations" But i'm just hoping what she text-ed me about bdk irsyad to, it's ain't true.
Yes, i do love him.
Love him; love him not Labels: im stuck, nurul asyiqin khamis. you know i know.
Tuesday, February 16 ♥
Presenting... Teeqah and sheeqs~! featuring Adik i, fina and dayah! yeay! Okaie, merapek. Let the pictures do the talking instead yarh? Yang don't get it, phm2 jer okaie?
I hate lontongs and i will only eat one and a half piece of it every raye/
Yes, i do miss her. Stare longer at the picture. There`s something that stands out. krng stare jgn ter-suker dier pulak. kasi dier blaja tinggi tinggi dulu *mcm pam* jgn kutok adik i mcm2. sheeqs, i know....
MY little cusssy, hidayah. Die budak melayu. mak bapak pure malay kaie. Yes yes we adore each other. Cousins. like duh~! Nurul, vernting her anger with my phone. muke maintain
 We are always together whenever there's a gathering. And yes we are the only 3 anak dara. cool kan? excluding Rene and Hidayah.
Nurul mcm phm sedap, pdhl die tak mkn pon.^^, done!
ps/ he`s back in Singapore! Hysteria! haha. siao. jyeah, gwe tau deh.
Saturday, February 13 ♥
Found this on the net.
im bored in the office. brr~ cold....
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awesome! awesome! awesome!
Yesterday was pretty fun tlaking to rose. Bitching around for a moment. And guess what? we wlkaed back to and fro from peninsular to esplande for like 3 times. And everytime we walked past the padang, there`s this group of three lads will disturb us. Then, Rose and i went to Marina Sqaure to have a break and let her have her puff. Honestly, i was on my flirty mode last night. HeHe. I'm just lazy to blog what happen... funny! ade a bende kiter buat to the guys. haha~! tapi... blaergh! regret!
We laughed alot!
Fagla! fagla! (actually it means fvck lah) cos we say it with Indian accent. The whole time we laughed a lot and talk with different acent. Kayy, enarf said.
Btw! rose is my 5th shopping partner! Marina Square kahyy?
o... Rose deramt about me and "you-know-who" haha.... im so over that "you-know-who" rose. Why would she impress me in her dress? its so not her, rose. Hhaha! dreams are fun.
Darn, it`s like ghost town in Singapore! i was on my way to work and i realise how ulu the area was! Especially Park Royal Hotel. The road was jam free! How i wish Singapore is like this during the weekdays! I can wake up late. I can sit during peak hours. I wouldn't have to squeeze in between Galahs (tall people) during peak hours and smilling to myself whenever i see how kanchiong most Singaporeans can get. Darn! Why....!? haha~
Friday, February 12 ♥
Baaaaaaaaad news. Got to work tomorrow. tapi boss takde. darn and yeay.
I wonder how is Fina doing right now? Where is my god sister? What the hell is she doing right now? Wha is she doing out there? Dier dah makan? Is she okay? is shee facing any problem in school? Is she doing any silly stuff outside school? Darn, how on earth is my god sister doing? pretty worried about her though.
Ouh Fina... where are you? Nuts -.-"
If only fina.... sheeqs mseti tau. tau what i mean.
i miss the old her/
i miss hearing my sister`s laughter.
i miss hearing my sister`s cry.
i miss my sister`s singing.
and i miss my sister asking me if i love her.
I miss her-the past fina.
the one that made me go "ily adik."
adik... if you are reading this, i want you to be a good girl kay? Jangan nakal-nakal. jangan degil.
no matter how nakal you are, i still care about you as my sister.
think about your future, your loved ones.
two most important thing in life for you now.
Ingat kay, jangan degil kay.
take care.
"Ku akan menjagamu
Di bangun dan tidurmu
Di semua mimpi dan nyatamu
Ku akan menjagamu
Tuk hidup dan matiku
Tak ingin, tak ingin kau rapuh
Dik, jangan engkau pergi tinggalkan aku oh…"
What a pity, my sis pic is all in the other memory card. -.-"
ps/ he is going off soon. less than half an hour. tc. please?
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" I'll frame you inside my heart. and u too take care kayy."
darn, miss him seh. help me! urgh!
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*make nosises*
*hits on the keyboard hard*
*hoping and wishing that the printer`s sound overrides the music playing through the speaker*
*trying to hum to my fav tunes*
*wishing that the phone will ring*
just so that i will not hear the music that`s playing right now.
lagu "do you remmeber" sey. urgh!!!!! stress jap....
SCANDALOUS...
I wanna change my Nokia 5530 to 5800... pdhl they are the same. -.-"
Yeay! going out with rose later. so gonna bitch a lot. lotsa stories totalk about. miss ya girl!
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gue mau bag ini from Fossil..
cantek kan? darn, still have my fossil watch with me.
Ini pun ku nak! urgh!
can't find the rip curl tote that i found at _________. peyh bingit.
Vans off the wall website is not available in Singapore. Can someone please tell me where can i get their website based in Singapore? Been to the official websiite but it seems that Singapore is not included in the region of Asia.-.-" mcm mane ni? i saw that vintage vans pump shoes. i love it! saw it _______. hehe...
Retail therapy!!! boss not in -yet! haha.... abis ah computer nie...
I made a mistake. the biggest mistake a girl can make... darn.
guess what`s my mistake? i visted Fossil America website. -.-
And now, i feel like i wanna click on those items and import them into Singapore. Im so fagging mad cos it is so hard to find such items in Singapore! Darn! i think i should remove high heels from my list cos i dont think i will be wearing anymore heels in the near future after what i read on the net abt high heels! haha.
Yesterday night was awesome as usual at Junied. Idah lost her cell phone/ Samsung omnia and sony ericson. but she found Nokia E75. hahaha~. what a luck girl!
Thanks for the motor ride again for today!
I've watch the VC from that "girl next door" artist. if u guys know who i meant. Astaghfirullah! and trust me, abg used to have a huge crush on her when she she first came on.... She`s so pretty, cute and totally innocent. Even Idah said that she has the body to die for. So, jyeah, moral of the story, looks can be deceiving.
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i miss him soo much. hes going off soon and i have yet to settle stuff with him. Miss him soo darn much. bleargh! what am i suppose to do sheeqs?
why? *** ** * *** ** * *** ** * why? *** ** * *** ** * *** ** * why?
Kenape eh kite jadi mcm gini?
random post kay...
Thursday, February 11 ♥
i miss school and doing homework or assignments. darn, rather study man cos u can sleep! haha. jokes... but, seriously, studying is way better than working. atleast thats what ai thought.
haha..
kay random.
told u its random. asal degil nie?
sumer orang dlm office is in the holiday mood! haha. me too! received email from other tour agencies. sumer ade halfday tmr... my blood mendidih. lisa, didnt want to read cos jealous. linda teros dah gone case smpi salah tulis. haha.
*humming to "lovestory"* like duhh.... radio's on... haha. k. bye. sakit keplae. sheeqs! buat homework. duduk diam2...
will stay on
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sheeqs nak tahu sgt psl something....
she called me stakat i replied her late. dlm office pulak tu when she called. and the worst part was, boss was right beside me. byk die nyer bbl skejap. we end up talking fer like almost half an hour. haha. i went out of the office and talked to her. Thanks hunneh for the encouragement and ervything. okay, i will stay on okay. "wont go". bring fir along please!!! tak pernah kluar with him. except family and cousins outing. itu of cos!
yeay besok ader orang fetch me to work again! best nyer! save on my ezlink. hurhurhur.
I hate the song "do you rememer" I don't wanna remembr anything we had and stuff....
masyitah : dah bobal psl "dlm" abeh nyanyi lagu nasyid....
kinah and i laughed. Kinah said something abt masok dlm but i turned it the other way round. *if u know what i mean* so jyeah, then i sang lagu hijjaz as always... thats when she gave me that comment.
I wanna remove my tudung now! urgh! irritating.
everyone`s giving me encouragement tiber tiber. best nyer.
Kak lin, kinah, sheeqs... haha... i love you GFs....
"mungkin die penat ke?"
"mungkin die miss favourite show die ke?"
some of the factors that she gave me just so i will stay on loving him.-.-" Labels: ...or should i just forget him?
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my eye sight degree went up like crazy.. dah potek hurhurhur. urgh! contacts or spects ehk? both? hmm, help me out.
Milo nari, cik buat tak sedap sangat Abit cair! boohoo. honestily, i miss NUH`s milo. sdap! tea break without the biscuit is okay but not without the milo. Pekat sangat confirm constipate. haha~! tak perlu nak bilang.
I sitll smell like yesterday. the smell menusuk kalbu! haha. My throat hurts like hell after what i did yesterday. hehe. i deserve it.
jason derulo`s in my head sounds exactly like Lady gaga`a just dance. they sound the same!
I realise i have not sneeze for 3 days. haha! crap. random giler.
im soo over you
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and yes, i get over guys very easily. but not friends. cos relationship is RELATIONSHIT. this is fer you if u are reading it.
Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, its my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..
I'm over your hands,
and I'm over your mouth.
Trying to drag me down,
and fill me with self-doubt.
ohh..
I`m done with you. toodles. oh jap, another song for you .
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye
If only you could undersatnd every single word. izuan's birthday comning soon! yeay!
GFs are my lovers
♥
yesterday was FUN!FUN!FUN!
Hahaha~! best!
went to Junied with Masyitah. best~!
Blablablack sheep...
Hang out with Ct and kinah at 52.
o=intro masyi2 to them.
Best!
Kinah took a photo of me doing something. ade ah. Kinah, dont u dare put at fb! Confirm kecoh seh! haha. Joked a lot. I did something which i've been having the urge to do all these while but just didnt have the time. puas hati! haha. kaaie, tak perlu tau what i do. let it be within 4 girls! teman ct mamam. lols~! i just love them.
ct : masyitah kwn school kau kape? me : blablablack sheep . how i get to know masyitah, very cute. mls nak type. skolah mane? die bdk mdis lah. ex irsyad. ct : *comment abt how i get to knowmasyi2* oh, dier bukan sekolah ngan kau? kau bukan sekolah madrasah ehk? haha. me : aku budak madrasah? haha! tak uh! ct : aku igt kau budak madrasah. me -.-"
tgk ah, ct! kite due dah kwn dah lame, tapi kau tak tau juga? haha. mampos! hana and fafa pon same.
"kau budak madrasah ehk?" -.-"
tak akan sak!
fun nyer semalam! reached bb xchange at 12am. took a cab home. hehe.
guess what! someone fetched me to work. hehe.... thanks ah aziz! thanks for the motor ride to work and oh yeah, i love your bike! i loike! green color... hehe.. oh, i didnt hug him. i swear i didn't. he did asked me to hug him. just held on to his jacket. kononnyer nak avoid the office crowd, in the end budak muhibbah nampak.-.-"
fetche me again cancancan? haha. jkg... thought of gg to work with others tomorrow. can have saturday off tak? please william. im so gonna lepak on friday at junied. provided im not working tye next day.
office girl gone wild. haha~!
sheeqs called me that. office girl. -.-"
sheeqs, im over him!
cos i love my GFs more than i love BFs. haha. sexist! joke-.-"
broken strings
Wednesday, February 10 ♥
i swear broken strings reminds me of him... it was a mistake i meet up with u last minute. u should know who u are. darn, i miss u aite?
When I love you and so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else
Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay
You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real ngerti nggak maksud nye? i still do love you. Labels: cant get u out of my head. should i? should i not?
what`s the most suitable tittle fer this post?
♥
Maybe on going MIA soon. nothing much to blog now. maybe some random pics.
maybe a pic a day will keep this blog alive.
FVCKED UP abt last night. there... i maki...
No comment. wait, "fvcked up" is the comment.
got lotsss of random photos that i wanna post. took it while i was at work. and you will know how free i am. MOST OF THE TIME. for now.
yeay, im in love with siew mai. AGAIN. haha~ at raffles banquet sedap! especially the garlic chilli pedas!.
haaha, tak perlu bilang.
aku bukan alsagoff lah.!!! im from secular lah! still nak argue seh tu budak. merapek! haha~ me from madrasah? haha... dajjal turun keliling dunie seh. mulot masin! nak check report book gue yang berabok in my cupboard? so what if i solat at that mosque everyday? it doesn't make any sense! wey, hello!
okay, bye!
(irony, dah hello, then bye.) Labels: i miss u but last night made me change my mind...
L.O.V.E
Tuesday, February 9 ♥
i love my blog just as much as i love my family, cousins and him.
His tags make me smile till i hurt my cheeks.....
His postings are my bed time stories...
His text messages are his lil notes that tells me he loves me....
i wanna hear his voice....
i can visit my blog, his and sheeqs' blog like half a dozen time in a day just to reply tags and read his ratlings when im bored or miss him. Labels: ILY.
*SMILES widely *
♥
I think im in love. Hmm, Haha~! Hell jyeah! Yesterday was awesome! The best day yet for this year. Awesome start for the week. Finally i get to meet ahmad fir in person and sheeqs hunneh. Adore them. HeartsHeartsHearts.
Went there after work cos of some "girls' problem" Fun! Saw ibu and ayah too. After they solat Maghrib, went to cybercafe. Accompanied sheeqs hunneh with D&T. Sheeqs and i talked a lot! Best! Now i know~ haha.. Then blablablack sheep. Went home. ayah sent. In the car was awesome! Be it within sheeqs and i. Fauzi cute. dah tertido then tiber2 die bangun, he start scolding sheeqs. "kak! bagi balik lah. i tahu u ambik.." haha. terperanjat sak! All of us was like "ambik ape????" haha. classic sak. hehehe. Missed him soo much. I don't know why. Scary kan? It just happened. Had my shower *smilling all the way even when doing the laundry* Checked my blog, sheeqs and HIS blog for tags... I miss him like crazy last night. bare with me, sheeqs. His text put me to sleep with a wiiiddddeee smile on my face. Suprised what he said in his last text. And i still can't stop smilling. Miss him much much..
And this morning, jumped out of bed. Macam hyper tiber2. tnhough im like walking ard the house with my sleepy eyes. The moment i step out of the toilet, i satrted singing "Rasulullah" by Hijjaz. mepek kan? It reminds me of Ahmad firdaus. Hehe. Even when i was ironing my tudung, i kept humming taht song. siao~ im just so happy larh..........
ouh! today i wear black tudung with purple blouse. haha! tak perlu punyer info.
"Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to prove And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything he does is beautiful
Everything he does is right"
I smiled to myself when i heard this song. I jusr can't hide how i feel right now. cos im just so darn happy. Sorry to someone cos i didn't reply to your mxg. sorry. hehe. miss ya!
I'm a love fool. love me love me. Say that you love me.
Monday, February 8 ♥
4th post . but definately will be my last fer today. gg off soon.
i want to shop badly!
get that??
i wanna go shooping!
i want money.
♥
omg,
My heart is beating darn fast.
having butterflies in my stomach.
going home straight after this.
why am i feeling this way?
why am i feeling nervous?
why am i missing someone i have yet to get to know?
i only know that you know her and your name.
why?
damn random. hand damn itchy.
i love what i eat today!
satisfied.
(except for nasi lemak. itu unglam sey. hate rice. but no choice cos i dont eat mee siam)
before i went to work, i had A PIECE of brownie.
down with 4 brownies. 4 days.
then i bought myself crunchie to munch when im bored in office
and i bought a can of Nescafe latte.
to keep me awake.
btw, fyi, i still have that huge bar of Cadbury at home.
still in my mdrs bag.
I wonder if suhailah finish up her Cadbury crumblee aldy.
(is that how u spell it?)
Bought after mdrsh yst.
Can't wait for school.
papa sanggup nak byr. so, hell jyeah!
i sweear i didnt undrst a thing ustzh taught in tajwid.
dah jadi mcm nahu sey!
god!
flashback.... side track... Congrats to abg dillah!
got engage last week.
and and sorry cos i drop the gubahan from the girls' side. haha!
well, atleast its not destroyed...
cume chocolate jer all over the place.
i was carrying two gubahans okay.
im not john cena or or *thinking of a female wrestler*
i dont watch wrestling!
i had loads of paper cuts on my hand.
thanks to that stapler thingy.
whatever.
FYI. 3RD POST FOR TODAY! FREE KAN ME?
♥
i am like super binget with the worksheets! "what are staplers fer right?" there`s no different whether im using the stapler or not. i still have to use my fingers to remove the rusty staples. geli and painful okaie. sigh... i wanna sigh longer!!!!sssssssssssssssiiiiiiiiiiiiiiggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh....
i just love to sigh. idk y. sigh and pollute the air! releasing more carbon dioxide. haha... humans are one of the factors of global warming. haha! crazy. nuts. demented. senile. haha. chey chey semngat geo. wait, is this geo or chem? haha. forget... geo right? i looove my geo...
i can go crazy removing the staples. darn, i hurt my fingers lots of time. Yvon was like, " there are still many in the bag" Can i remove your *toot* instead? i have no idea what *toot* means in this sentence. so, its up to u guys what you want me to remove form her. haha! crazy fella.
♥
yeay! finally can update blog! missing ahmad firdaus cousinku since like last week. miss him terribly.
im walking on sunshine ohhh oh oh~! haha/ im like currently wearing yellow tudung with yellow dress and white trousers. haha. fitnah~! if u know what i mean. very bright.... wlaking sunflower. haha.
omegod! i was robbed on a bright daylight at jalan pisang. And the scary part was, i was robbed by an old lady kaie. by an old lady who is way older than my grandma i reckon. She was asking me if i could spare her some cash. ala... minta sedekah stuff thingy. so i was like okaie. i wanted to give her a dollar since i had it in my pocket. guess what, duit takde! i only have like $10 note instead. Then when i went to geylang market with me parents, i checked my pocket i had $1.40 in my pocket. i knew i had that amount of coins before i met that old lady cos i bought Cadbury blackforest and i had coins as my change back. i swear i didnt had any coins in my pocket when that old lady ask for sedekah. The bottomline is, ive been "blinded" by that old lady!
continue with my posting. had to stop half way as boss was around just now. had to use the net on my phone instead. peh binget, anw, back to the jlnpisang story (earlier post), oh yeah, that grandma looked so pitiful. i gave her the $10 instead. i know korang mesti think im stupid to give away the $10. honestly, i had no idea what i was thinking when i gave her the money. mcm no choice kind of situation u know.
oh jyeah, had a debate with shrek(abang) yest while following mom shopping for her stuff. Shrek had no idea that im like holding 3 jobs right now. he was like " waht are you doing with your life now?" " you are not working is it?" " are you like lazy to work?" Obviously he didnt bombard me all three qns at the same time. and guess what i reply? " malas ah nak keje." padahal padahal. He is so gonna be fagging mad at me if he finds out the truth. haha. who cares? afterall, the money end up bayar maid aper.... so, jyeah! "u nak beli agnes b tote bag, nak netbook, nak jam adidas. but uare not working." haha! u never know, shrek.
Had a blast last Saturday. I went online shopping. browsinf for watches, tote bags and heels. Text Suhailah if she could tag along for window shopping. It was a random thing to do. she couldntmake it. in the end i went out with Sakinah. Went to vivo. I want that Ripcurl tote bag! I want that vintage vans pump shoes. Nice!!!! i love the design. Then went to PS. we walked from PS to Tangs then walked back to PS. haha! tooo free! Geram tengok watch fossil, nikon dslr cameras. oh btw, d300 cost $1800. just the body. without the lens. mak datok. i could get the body and a lens or maybe a stand for that price sey during sale. im soo gonna work my ass off! i have like 4 shopping partners on my list! haha. wanna ask all 4 out together. confirm kecoh sey. oh, maybe for the camera, gonna ask Izuan out.
im currently separating pieces of worksheets. its an easy thing to do. but the staple are rusty enough to contaminate your blood. im talking few hundred stacks of worksheets. boss punyer anak punyer worksheet ah ni. budget sak company. and the worksheets are like 5 years back punyer. geli nak pegang. i prickmy fingers a couple of times. the small particles from the rusty staples are all over my dress. -.- sigh.....
eh, panjang post aku nari... hehe.
Thursday, February 4 ♥
im not stupid yet....
im like playing with the net on my phone like no one`s business. like duh, im paying for the bills pe! i miss ahmad firdaus like crazy. my adik sdare, take care kaie whereever you are. i love you cussy!
anw, happy 17th birtday nurul sheeqs! happy 14th birthday ahmad firdaus. Jadilah anak yang soleh dan soleha. study smart krng. sayang krng! you guys are loved.
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siblings and their birthday are a day different. cool kan?
oh yah, happy advance 14th birthday ahmad zaki! hehe. i love you too ahmad zaki jamal.
my sorethroat is geeting from bad to worse. can't stop coughing still. looks like its gonna be another hectic week next week. bleargh... :S
sorry, i put my phone to "offline" mode last night. i was just running away from reality for a moment. trying to have my own personal time.
bani! tak baik sey. haha. merapek! what a tag! btw, abt yr ex, gi patch balik dgn dier. she still love you. patch tau! chey pakse pulak aku nie. hehe.
my eye shadow is green for today! haha. makcik jual nasi was like "mate dier hijau lah nari" haha.
cik tak pernah tgk opera ke?
Wednesday, February 3 ♥
fagging fagging fag tired! slept at 1 last nite. i was home late from work. reached home at 12. my 3rd job obviously.
ct was there! cool! kecohs... and obviously idah and kak lin miss my chipmunk voice. (had a bad sorethroat) i cant concentrate on my 3rd job. im just tired. u need to make sacrifices to get what you want kan? had NDO2 under the stars last night. First NDO for me. and after all that bla blabla black sheep ndo thingy, had a debrief and meet up abg fad fer plans. yer abg fad. im trying!....
fyi, im at work place now, i woke up late. i did it on purpose. but still, im here before 9.30am -.-"
dreamt about nurul asyiqin. pki skirt. so not her. dgn rambut china doll dier.
hmm, lets see who im gonna dream tonight...
oh, last monday, whilst i was praying jema'ah at masjid fatimah, guess what happen? i farted. last raka'at pula tu! HAHA~! okaie tak perlu punyer info. i had a very bad cough. i cough till i fart. haha! makcik beside me, took her sejadah, gi belakang. obviously after solat. deng! (its not becos bau eh....) then she too cant stop coughing. i feel bad though! and btw, the makcik was there at masjid when i gi solat tadi. haha. buat muke seposen a!!!!!
me : abey kau nak aku pki baju kurung, sleeve lipat smpi 3/4 pki slipper and pki tudung jln gi town?
kinah : haha! okaie pe. pmpn melayu terakhir.
darn it! she finds out i wear high heels to work. merapek a kau kinah.
ive this very bad habit of texting to the wrong number or misspelt my words.
the text i sent to ifwat was the best and funniest. die gi lyn kan. gendeng.
third job tmr night friday night and saturday i have to go to darwisyah`s place for my 2nd job. sunday morn ngaji. im occupied for the week. penat nye!
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