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Friday, December 8 ♥
Yesterday..december 07 '06... Woke up..had my shower grab some food and lie on the couch..waiting for my hp to beep.. Im waiting for ur usual morning text that brightens up my day and to noe that ure doing just fine..U text me and i told u to call me back..had a long talk..Our usual craps and stuff..You went for ur religious class in the evening and i went to my cousins place.Just to catch with the kids there and of cos my dear grandma who is currently sick..Isyak prayers then im ready to set home..as sson as i reach home,i transfer a certain amnt to ur number..i told you the truth and u were mad about it..u were angry with me..Im stupid for telling you his name when i knew in the first place that u hate him so much..im just stupid..so stupid indeed..tried to talk to u but ur text replies is just "tak.." "takdelah.." Its pretty heartbreaking though..I went online..i thought u were not on..i kept changing my nick to get ur attention..But i failed! i open conversation and start pouring everything out..Axtually best friend, there`s more..I wrote it in a book..i`ll show it to u someday somehow..but dont worry..its just my thoughts..and whatever i wrote in that book,it lloks like uve replied and save it as a draft..it kinda freakd me out a lil cos u have yet to read the book but u knew what`s in the content.. Yesterday nite was a pure torture for me..i cant sleep..i woke up a couple of times..checked my hp just to see if u text me..But all i get is nthg ..whatever happend that nite kept playing in my mind..ur words running thru my mind..Ive read what u saved in my bogger draft and i did shed some tears..nvm..it wasnt as bad when my brother beat the hell out of me last two nites..u noe how it sounds rite? When dis kinda stuff happens, i dont noe what lies ahead of us..is it gonna be the end of our friendship or..Never mind..i can only sigh and wait for ur "return.." But when?? only god noes..
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